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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

New name, who's this? Total rebrand of this account, gonna try to start posting more as well. I just dunno how to use this app as well as FB. Do I need to add tags to each post? Does it need a photo? Idk (Picture taken at grand canyon, by me)

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

My new years resolutions! 1. Change my name legally to Greyson amethyst. 2. To either start T or get breàst reduction. 3. Get a car 4. Visit at least one of my partners 5. Get a cat 6. Move to alaksa

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 09/11/2025

Any advice for canes? I want to get one, but i have no idea where to start. Want one because of EDS and weight #Eds #disabled #advice

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

Yes i did trace, but I did the hair on my own. I am a real artist, this was just a quick thing, if you do not believe me check my page I will delete/block all hate #art #drawing #artist #blackart #blackartist #blackartwork #hazbinhotel

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 07/10/2025

Grey and their cat, on an adventure to be an independent adult.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

Ive lost alot of weight already, ans she still calls me fat all the time. Im just scared to run away, i know i have a place, but im still terrified. Im 19 years old btw.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

She made me burn my bed, my bedframe, some of my clothes, some of my blankets, all because I got fired from my job for getting sick. She wont let me go to events, calls me lazy even tho I do all thr cooking and cleaning in the house. Calls me fat, while im trying to lose weight.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

Tw: abuse, . . . . Im about to run away from home in a few days, i got a job with housing and im just going to leave. Reason im running away, instead of letting my family know is because my grandma (who i live with) is an abusive racist magat tr*mp loving Karen, and im a black gay enby.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

Im running away tomorrow. But its not really running away, because im an adult. But it feels like running away because ive barely had any independence, ever.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

Posting here because I know Noone in my family is on here. I got a job at thr grand canyon, hopefully leaving this week. But I didnt tell my family, because im planning on going no contact with most of them after I leave. Im just scared, and I need to vent.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 01/10/2025

I need like 20 dollars, ive been locked out of my bank because of my grandma Can anyone help? cash.app/$GreyChaos #help #cashapp #please

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

"I was 9. The first time. Took a knife. Dragged it down my arms. Didn’t even do it right. Just scars. My mom laughed. Mocked. Showed them off. That’s when I learned Don’t complain. Don’t cry. Don’t show pain." Poem by me ♡

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

"Im tired. But not in the sleep way. Im hungry. But not in the food way. Im thirsty. But not in the water eat." Poem by me ♡

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

"I close my eyes. I try to sleep. I close my eyes. I try to rest. I close my eyes. I try to dream. I close my eyes... And hope I wont open them again" Poem by me ♡

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

"I cross without looking. I don’t panic when I can’t breathe. I don’t take my meds. …But I still make plans. I still smile. I still laugh. Even when I don’t look. Even when I don’t take care of myself. I don’t end, even when I want to. I keep going." Poem by me ♡

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

"They preach 'love everyone' But will outlaw you if you love the wrong way. They preach 'everyone is creative equal' Then make laws that kill certain people. They preach 'rapist shall be stoned' Then ellect one as president" Poem by me ♡

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

"They said 'prey the gay away' So i prayed. They said 'God cures all' So i preyed They said 'depression isn't real, its demons' So i preyed. I preyed. Im still gay. I preyed. Im still ill. I preyed. Im still depressed. I prayed, and prayed, and prayed. Nothing changed. " Poem by me ♡

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

Random thought i had while watching "prince of Egypt" last night. Tr🍊 thinks he is Moses, trying to lead his people to the "promise land" Who he really is ramese, killing and enslaving (imprisoning) the people who are actually doing good work/ gods work (if you believe in god) #LGBT #transmasc

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

Should I make a birthday amazon wishlist? My birthday Is in like a month

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/04/2025

Huh, I never thought of it as a plural thing. That might be it

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

I think I'm weird, and not in the good way. I wish I was born male, so I could be trans femme. Cause I don't want to be a girl in a cis way, or demi girl, or whatever. I say im a femboy, but that isn't exactly right tho. Idk, I've said this before, and it's just weird ik

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

I know it'd late to do new years resolutions, but I'm doing something. This time next year I will: have my license Have an apartment Be with my fiance Lose at least 100lb

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

realizing I’m “don’t want to do anything sexual cause I’m scared that’s all they want“ traumatized and “if they don’t sexualize me they don’t love me” traumatized

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Sleep is just a free trial to death, but with ads

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Every part of my name has meaning, every part of my name is me. I am Greyson Nyx Khaoz Amethyst I'm no one's toy, I am a threat to God, I will not put up with someone disrespecting me. I am no ones girl, I am me.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

My name is greyson nyx khaos Amethyst I choose this name Every part of it has meaning It represents me Nyx is the Greek god/diety of the night and darkness Khaos is the Greek god/diety of chaos Amethyst was given to me by an ex friend. Greyson is a Masculine version of my middle name.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Fifth, he never cared about my feelings or how I felt. When I told him what's going on with my grandma he asked "is it worse then getting raped"

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Fourth, guilt tripping me in to giving him sexual stuff, even after the told him I didn't like doing that stuff or telling him I was asexual. He would wait until I was little or one of the littles came around and ask or force us to do sexual stuff.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Second, predator behavior, including thinking its okay to like lolis, dating me when I was 16 and he was 19 Third, transphobic and homophobic, he never thought of me as a guy, sent me horrible transphobia or hemophic memes, and only called me a boy when he was getting sexual favors from me.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

I broke up with my boyfriend Here's all that happened and why I did it First, he gets a new gf and tells me thar he told her that we were engaged, I talked to his new gf and she told me he never told her that.

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Nyx the Khaoz Gremlin @yourtransfemboy.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

I got upset and mad, I blocked her from getting her coffee, I told her I really didn't understand and I'm not acting. She said If I touched her she would have me arrested. Then told me I was being rude to my cousins.

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