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🏳️‍🌈 They/them, lvl 30+ Wanderer. Fic scribbler. Mental disaster. YLLZ's bitch. (@yilingsani on X) #mdzs #wangxian #erha #qiangjinjiu #zhenhun #svsss (MDNI, nsfw 🔞) archiveofourown.org/users/YilingSani

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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 29/09/2025
Chapter 15 is up too! archiveofourown.org/works/505698...
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
Babe, wake up! "Make Me Your Villain" chapter 14 is up on ao3! archiveofourown.org/works/50569882
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 06/09/2025
Still alive. And at a con rn. Gonna get back to writing pretty soon
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 15/03/2025
I might be in quite a lot of pain but I found a new danmei in my local bookshop. Yay!
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yuyu ᜌᜓᜌᜓ 🍉 @yuyufinale.bsky.social · 16/01/2025
hgj… #mdzs
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 12/01/2025
I'm working on my first Ranwan fic and it feels weird to write something other than Wangxian.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 11/01/2025
It's definitely been a year #cosplay #weiwuxian #yilinglaozu #chuwanning #shenqingqiu #shenzechuan #hexuan #xielian vm.tiktok.com/ZGdSNK2dK/
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Unseeli @unsee.li · 05/01/2025
WWX losing control has never been about his moral failings (or his "hubris), it's about the fact that powerful people hate people who are not in the in group (a servant's son, protector of Wens) doing well, and relentlessly attack them until they are forced to do something wrong
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 21/12/2024
No one mourns the wicked #shenjiu #svsss #cosplay
Shen Jiu cosplayer in green overrobe hiding their face behind a white fan
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
Hello guys. The dramas have quieted down, my next con isn't until May, and although I've still been playing around with cosplays, I'm planning to pack them away for a bit and focus on writing. My mind's been stuck on QJJ and I've finally begun reading SVSSS, but I miss Wangxian and have new ideas.
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loki🪷✈️ @yunmengairways.bsky.social · 26/10/2024
#xiantober2024 Day 27- Pirate!Xian Someone came to the wrong side of town… “You’re lookin’ a little lost… Care for a drink?”
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 24/10/2024
Wei Ying is very excited about going down to London today
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 22/10/2024
Is "Ballad of Sword and Wine" worth reading?
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 21/10/2024
Post-canon Wangxian are on my mind today. It's been so very long since the last time I wrote them.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 17/10/2024
Hi, new people, and welcome. Currently dealing with a few personal disasters and the upcoming London con, but I shall be back once it's over and sort out the things like pinned tweets, threads etc. And maybe write some new content. See ya!
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 26/09/2024
🎈Birthday post!🎈 Chapter 13 of "Make Me Your Villain" is out now! archiveofourown.org/works/505698...
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 21/08/2024
#wipwednesday MMYV
Wei Wuxian isn't sure exactly whom he is angry at. Or even – what about? Is this separate room situation really that important? Yes, they were sleeping in the same bed back at home and the inns they stayed at on the way, but it was for practical reasons. It really shouldn't matter here. And it shouldn't make Wei Wuxian feel so annoyed.
Or perhaps, he's annoyed at how Jiang Fengmian treats his and Lan Wangji's marriage. Like it's a burden. Nothing but a transaction, an arrangement to keep the cultivation world safe. 
But isn't that what it is? Wei Wuxian asks himself bitterly.
Why does he keep forgetting that their marriage is just that – a forced union to keep him alive? 
It's easy to forget in the comfort of their little home near Caiyi. It's easy to forget in Lan Zhan's peaceful company that Wei Wuxian is underserving of any of it. It's easy to forget that every new day is not born out of love but duty. Every day is Lan Wangji's sacrifice. The sacrifice of the whole Gusu Lan clan“Daozhang, where are you going?”
Wei Wuxian doesn’t stop until he is a few streets away from the inn. His head is spinning, his step unsteady, and he leans against the wall of the nearby house. The silver-grey eyes look down into the puddle at his feet – two cold, grey eyes in a pale face and upturned lips curving into a twisted smile.
Who was he kidding? He’d never be accepted. He’d never be part of this world. He was a monster. A tale one told their children to make them behave. The Yiling Patriarch who burnt and bled the whole world at his whim, who tainted everything pure and good, who forced people to care for him, to share the bed with him. Those people were right. Lan Wangji was forced into marrying him. The esteemed Light-Bearing Lord was trapped in the marriage with the monster born from the darkness of the Scorching Sun Palace. Wen Ruohan had twisted and shaped Wei Wuxian like a clay, birthing a monster to his own image and Wei Wuxian could never reshape himself enough.“I am the degenerate,” he replies. “I am the Yiling Patriarch. I am… Wei Wuxian. So, come at me and maybe I’ll take mercy on you tonight.”
The resentment is now enveloping his whole being, curling around him like a snake, ever moving and choking. His heart sings in bloodlust. After all, this is who he is. This is who he was created. A cold, heartless killing machine that contained nothing but darkness and lust for blood. Why would he show mercy to anyone? Why should he not bleed these pigs out tonight and colour the streets red with their blood? Would Jiang Fengmian still welcome him into his home?
This thought amuses Wei Wuxian greatly and he begins to laugh again, unaware that his attackers are running away in fear. He extends the resentment towards them, ready to lock them in his grasp.
Baba, a small voice rings through his head, echoing between his tortured thoughts and the resentment is sniffed out like the flame of a candle. His silver eyes are suddenly clear again.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 17/07/2024
The amount of love and understanding I have for Chu Wanning
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 02/07/2024
Sorry for the long pause in writing, guys, but I've been struggling a bit. Feeling that my writing isn't really needed anymore, there's no longer a place for it, so I've simply stopped. It's sad because writing was literally a lifesaver for me, the only thing making me feel worth something.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 26/06/2024
I never thought I'd relate to Chu Wanning but here we are lol
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 13/06/2024
It's actually quite amusing how badly my thread is doing on X. I know my writing is mediocre at best and I cannot compete with the 'big writers', my ideas are not exciting or original, but damn... I'm doing worse than when I first started to write threads.
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Guoldu 🌚 future buff vol1 @guoldu.bsky.social · 31/05/2024
Cw//blood 🩸🛁👁 #wwx #mdzs #魔道祖师 #skuzzybunnyart
Closeup of painting of Wei wuxian in the blood pool, he looks at the viewer with blood shot eyes and atringy wet hairWei wuxian in the blood pool, he looks at the viewer with blood shot eyes and atringy wet hair. A shaft of light comes from above and illuminates the red water and some rocks
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loki🪷✈️ @yunmengairways.bsky.social · 30/05/2024
The best thing I ever got made 🥹
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 30/05/2024
The 🧵 is finally finished
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 28/05/2024
Guess who just got their holiday request approved? 💃 (thank you for all the crossed fingers 😊)
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 27/05/2024
Applied for a holiday at work so I could go to the October con. Still waiting to be approved. Please, keep all your fingers crossed for me 🤞
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Nyatci @nyatci.bsky.social · 26/05/2024
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 24/05/2024
My social anxiety kicked in and I chickened out at the danmei meet up lol. I'm sure they're all lovely but I fled after a couple of photos 🤦 They all looked so young and I am shit at starting conversations. Also, I'm a writer, not a cosplayer so kinda feel like it's not my place.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 18/05/2024
Really wanted to finish the 🧵 thread and give Wangxian their happy ending, but too busy with planning & getting ready for the con. So the next update will most likely be after I'm done with the con. I also have a scattering of ashes coming up, so if I'm not too mentally fucked I'll do it before.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 16/05/2024
Gonna try to make a masterpost and see if I can add all my threads to it, so I can retweet it ocassionally until we get pinned option here.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 16/05/2024
#WangXian #mdzs — long 🧵 1. Baoshan Sanren sits down heavily. She is tired. Calling back a soul from the Netherworld is exhausting. Calling back two souls — even more so. Although an immortal, her strength and her powers are not bottomless and things like these always take a toll.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 15/05/2024
My little experiment on X went as I thought. I've been thinking about returning there as I miss it sometimes. But I guess I miss the old times. Maybe it's my writing, maybe it's just not good enough to entice anyone there. Who knows. So, I think I'll stick to writing 🧵 here instead.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 14/05/2024
Details matter 🤌
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 14/05/2024
That little thought about WWX's parents gave me an idea for another long-ish🧵 for here and I might as well do it 🤷
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 14/05/2024
Woke up thinking about Wei Wuxian's parents. They probably didn't have real families themselves when they were growing up, so when Cangse Sanren finds out she's pregnant, they're overjoyed. They're going to have a family of their own.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 12/05/2024
Was planning to finish the 🧵 today, but I'm having a horrible hangover, so it will have to wait until the next week. Sorry guys.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 11/05/2024
I think one more update and then the long 🧵 is finally done.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 10/02/2024
🧵 #Wangxian – long-ish thread 🧵 (CW: canon divergence, amnesia, accidental baby acquisition, sex work, angst, blood, violence, happy ending) ----- 1. The mighty clan of Qishan Wens have managed to subdue almost every other clan in the land, including the largest and the strongest ones.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 10/05/2024
Same, Lao Zhao. Same.
Deep down, Zhao Yunlan had always yearned for a certain kind of life: a life two people shared companionably, where they could even enjoy silence together. Neither would find the other annoying or hound them or try to pick fights. They would make space for one another, but there would always be warmth between them. Like they had always lived together, existing is their own private world, needing nothing but each other.

And then there had been that moment in the dilapidated little hut on the mountain, when he'd jolted awake at midnight to find Shen Wei's eyes burning into his.

You always want what you can't have, right? Zhao Yunlan pressed his face into the blanket, a self-deprecating, bitter smile twisting his lips. What kind of masochist was he, unable to let any of that go?
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Katriina @76katriina.eurosky.social · 08/05/2024
Good night! #TheUntamed 🐰🐰 #CQL
Lan Wangji with his hair down holding out two bottles of Emperor's Smile. He's wearing white robes and in the picture from waist up
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 07/05/2024
I did a thing on X today. Will I acknowledge that thing? No. Does it mean I'm back on that hellsite? Also no. Will I continue it? Maybe if I feel like it. At this point, I'm just sneaking some shit in to see if someone notices lol.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 07/05/2024
What if LWJ dragged his wounded body to the Burial Mounds during the siege, only to see WWX being torn apart by the corpses right in front of his eyes?
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 06/05/2024
#ZhenHun #ShenWei #Guardian There is a small restaurant on the corner of the street. It's way out of the neighbourhood of the Dragon City University, but, just like every Wednesday, Professor Shen Wei finds himself at one of their tables. But Shen Wei isn't here for the sake of convenience.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 06/05/2024
Unmotivated af. Couldn't be bothered to write the new update today, so it will have to wait until my next days off.
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 06/05/2024
They're beautiful. I love them sooo much 😭
Guardian Volume 3 cover with smiling Shen Wei in black holding Zhao Yunlan as Kunlun-Jun in green in his arms, while Zhao Yunlan reaches to kiss Shen Wei
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 29/04/2024
Just uploaded the last chapter of "Love's The Death Of Peace Of Mind" on ao3. That's another X threadfic moved ✅
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 27/04/2024
How are we feeling about the long 🧵 so far? I'd say maybe 3 more updates and then we're done. Would you like to see more long threadfics in the future? Or is it too difficult to read them here?
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 24/04/2024
Bumped into this wip of mine yesterday and its been haunting me since then...
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 23/04/2024
Chapter 6 of "Love's The Death Of Peace Of Mind" is up archiveofourown.org/works/537290...
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Sani @yilingsani.bsky.social · 18/04/2024
Just a quick bump for my current long 🧵 - fic since I'm updating it again. Will be slowly steering it towards the end soon. bsky.app/profile/yili...
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