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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

CHAT MY HOUSE OF CB DRESS ARRIVED IT HAS POCKETS AGGGGHHHHHHH

maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

im in fucking hell whst do you mean my ex situationship liked my stories with my face i KNOW that man he doesnt like things mindlessly, he does it consciously. he has to know this is psychological warfare and i am taking fucking psychic damage

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

i made a hinge account again and i didnt get a billion likes in 2.5 seconds therefore im unbelievably chopped and unc

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

im sensing a pattern i must be obsessed with something either way so i might as well fall back into this pipeline again its been done before ill do it again xoxo

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

no but i swear situationship guy really fucking liked me dude. he had to have really liked me otherwise why did he waste 5 months on me where everyone around us thought we were dating. WE'D GO ON DATES AND HE'D CALL THEM DATE NIGHTS TOO. i hate avoidants i say as someone with avoidant tendencies

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

so my update from being gone is i don't have a bf anymore. we broke up during the year i was away. i got into a situationship with a man who likes midwest emo and has a moustache and im more upset about the situationship breaking down than leaving my bf of 2 years. i love being a girl ❤️

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

my one complaint about losing weight is ive lost it in my fucking tits and ive never had boobs before. at my hw i could put a push up bra on and have great boobs, now i put the same bra on and its just got gaps like i cant even fill it out anymore

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 07/01/2026

heyyyy chatttttt. apparently i just lost a bunch of weight over this past year after i dipped off the face of the earth. i went from 70kg since the lasy time i posted to 59kg. welcome me back !!! hi edsky!!!

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

i just checked my weight for the first time in like 2 months and im back at 70kg i want to rip my eyes out

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

i went afk from my bullshit and gained everything i lost now im gonna try and get back on it oopsies hope a single moot remembers me 😔

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

me so angry at myself for overeating this past week

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

i had an appointment with wellbeing team today and i mentioned how i feel like i have something innately wrong with me that isnt just depression/anxiety and explained my childhood + abusive relationship i had and how i think i could have cptsd with emotional flashbacks

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Violet (MDNI) @viol3tdetector.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

hey guys not dead again but also i fell off the wagon and i feel so much shame about it that it makes me not want to post 🐎

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

i drank too much now im gonna go over my budget when i eat im gonna kms

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

all i want is fruity beer my life is pain

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

14 yr old NON EDSKY just reposted my tweet about walking into town get AWAY FROM ME !!!

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

walked into town today instead of getting a uber i am the peak of physical fitness (i was so out of breath)

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

i applied for a job as a trainee piercer at blue banana and wrote an entire ass cover letter basically on my hands and KNEES for the job plsplsplsplspls im pierced, alternative and hot, plsplsplsplspls, im exactly your demographic, plsplsplsplspls

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

lord made me a hater and what im gonna say is the people who say the most vile rhetoric about fat people and LOVE leaving rude comments on people's pages about their body,, theyre never even that skinny girl... why are you doing so much when youre still built like a house shut up!!let people LIVE !

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

didnt count cals today cus i feel terrible but omad chicken noodle soup was super based kiss kiss

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

my throat is so dead and horrible i think ive got a throat infection but god i want nicotine

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

hard me completely me so me ive decided my gender is so deeply intertwined with my autism thats its impossible to view my gender without it. being a woman in public is masking, this is a character; in reality i am like, 10 slimes in a trench coat masquerading as a human person

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zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI @gloomvent.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

how it feels shitposting on edsky

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

anyways today i played d&d and didnt think about calories whatsoever because i was already in a foul mood from not sleeping so i just ate whatever CALLED TO ME. which was a big fucking cheeseburger and halloumi fries. and it was fucking GOOD !!!!!

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

so how long does it take to accept you will never look like your 16 yr old self again and your body physically cannot look like that ever again, no matter how much you restrict? asking for a friend x

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

having a meta day because ive barely had any fucking sleep and i dont give a fuck anymore (i will end up giving a fuck tomorrow. L)

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

i am. so. hungry. i drank too much at work. i want greasy horrible food so fucking bad.

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

boyfriend wants to take me to a tapas restaurant he got recommended but then proceeded to describe it as "like 6 sharing platters" and i was instantly turned off the idea

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

morning mootz i am not dead im just on that grindset (starving) 💯

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

if yall could pick 1 food to be 0 cal forever what would you choose ???? cus honestly id go with either pasta or cheese 💭

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

devoured a mini wrap of the rice beef tomato mix 🦅🦅🦅🦅 170 CALS !!!!!! SNACK BITE 👊👊👊

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

made a yummy beef burrito bowl with rice, 5% lean mince, chopped tomatoes, greek yoghurt and lettuceeee

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

i dont want to be with him anymore but im so stuck i cant leave because i cant afford to i only work part time i barely scrape by paying rent i dont want him anymore i am so tired this isnt the man i agreed to be with almost 2 years ago hes changed so much for the worse

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

boyfriend again comes home late at 11am fucking pissed and hes now throwing up everywhere in the living room :))))) i am so fucking tired of him. i am so so tired.

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

pürg3d fully (i think? by the end it was just liquid) for the first time and i see why people do this,,,

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

guys is it ok to overeat past your budget if ur sick? like do u give urself grace and leeway about it or should i just man up and eat like 6 apples and call it a day

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

the overwhelmimg urge to order takeaway because im dying from the flu and cant get out of bed is looming over me

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 03/01/2025

developing the seasonal sickness everyones been getting recently and i feel AWFUL !

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 02/01/2025

3 hours of sleep we ball (im so fucking tired)

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 02/01/2025

i miss analog smoking this close to buying a pack 🤏

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 02/01/2025

mildly concerned that my disorder is definitely a lot worse this time around in my ed before i didnt like boney th1nsp0 (not 🦴sp0 levels but some harder th1nsp0) and preferred aiming for the lean kpop skinny but now im looking at these harder th1nsp0 pics and being like oh to look like that💭💭

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 02/01/2025

nothing kills me more than to know i had amazing body proportions for modelling at my lw (like 22/23 waist, 32 hip) but im too short to ever pursue it also kills me i dont LOOK LIKE THIS ANYMORE AHHDHSHAH COME BACK TO ME PLEASEEE

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

woke up so fucking hungry i am gonna end it all

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maera | edsky 🐈‍⬛ @yikesmazz.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

happy new year yall heres to another year of the same mentally ill bullshit !! and heres a face reveal bc i look hot🫶 can we get a little commotion for the OUTFIT???

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