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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 01/10/2025

Gained fucking loads of weight because my boyfriend smashed my scales and hid my food scales trying to force me to recover while I was staying with him.. so now I’m doing a liquid fast :)) I don’t need anything but my aloe water and my vape!!!!!! I WILL hit a new lw. I don’t care anymore!! :D

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Pepper ❄️ | edsky @unskinny90.bsky.social · 08/09/2025

Literally all I can think about is food

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

Fuck it, some casual body checks and a not so casual body check 👁️👅👁️ TW: my body is gross 🫶🏻 (please don’t be mean)

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

Redid because I’m 26 now (I turned 26 in august I am just shit at being active on social media)

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

──────୨ৎIntro୨ৎ────── Hi I’m Zan!💖 ✿ 26 ✿ she/her ✿ UK ✿ High SW ✰ I post occasional body checks, lots of nonsense and pink stuff ✰ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀:¨ ·.· ¨: ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ `· . 𐙚 Fatphobes and minors DNI #edsky #shsky #drugsky ────────୨ৎ────────

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

I’m a cup of water away from being in bmi 20’s again but yeehaw I’m finally bmi 19(.9) Come a long way since bmi 45

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*⁠.☆Rowan☆⁠.* @rowan143.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

I wish I could take my organs out and wash them under a sink or shower. that would fix me

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sigh 🪐 ☽☾ @sighrin.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

can my weight stop going up ffs

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 16/02/2025

Changed my theme from pink to white and red bc I took a selfie and my legs look tea lmao (I’ll change it back when I feel insecure again)

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 15/02/2025

Went to Seaton to walk down the beach during sunset, it was so pretty until I got splashed by a huge wave.. then suddenly it wasn’t so great 🥲

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

Haven’t weighed myself in like a week, been restricting like crazy, barely even showered or been on my phone other than the occasional menty b Now to top off this PIT that I’m stuck in, I just got my period! I want to die! 😋

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 07/02/2025

*takes 10kg from you as you scroll*

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Ok I need to actually put my phone down, why am I live tweeting a breakdown heheh

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

I’m low-key losing my mind a little bit, the doctors scales said I was way less than mine so I’m going to go ahead and assume they need new scales lol

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Started weighing myself in my snoodie and dressing gown because I knew I had gained and didn’t want to face the reality of it, so now I can pretend it’s because of how heavy my clothes were

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Punching myself in the stomach because it rumbled while I was splitting because it’s better than punching myself in the head 😭✌🏻

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

[VENT] My health is declining quite a bit recently, I haven’t even been able to keep water down and it’s getting to the 3 day mark now.. I’ve called my GP and booked an emergency app for tomorrow morning and they’re going to take blood and urine samples. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or if it’s

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

Don’t usually post my omad but I got the cutest plate today and it’s taken away a lot of the fear of big portions bc it’s a toddler plate so I can have a full plate with like zero guilt Sounds a little strange but honestly it’s worth trying if you haven’t already!! Cals in alt 💖

Caramel snack-a-Jack: 51 cal
Home made salad: 40 cal
Mango and lime chicken: 120 cal
Sweet potato mash: 86 cal

Total: 297 cal

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

Been so poorly the last few days I couldn’t even keep water down, even threw up the residue of toothpaste after brushing my teeth lmao It’s been brutal Probably still bloody gained though 😂😭

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

Losing weight used to make me feel so good about myself, but now I just get disappointed when I haven’t lost a crazy amount All progress is progress but I want it nowwwwww

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 23/01/2025

I haven’t weighed myself in like 5 days because I haven’t been to the bathroom hahaha why aren’t lax working ahahha 😃🔫

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

I might not post, but I’m always here. Always lurking on you moots 👀

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 19/01/2025

Next month I’m going back to omad, these bars are so awful and I’m already sick of them.. I miss veggies and rice cakes wtf

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

Going to talk to my doctors about pain relief medication so that I can start exercising because staying under 350 cals a day is making me so grumpy Also a thread of my daily mfp food diary because I’m too lazy to remember to do a tracker lol

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 12/01/2025

Recently found out I’m actually 5’9 not 5’10, day ruined

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 07/01/2025

Love being poorly for the weight loss low-key My total cals yesterday was 172cals and I still managed to throw it all up anyway Natures b/p I guess

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

I never use Bluesky anymore, I promise I’m alive moots I’m just locked tf in 2025 is UGW year, I can feel it

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

Ordered my new diet plan for 2025, meal supplement bars so that’s 250 cals a day instead of 400-700 And going to try and go for a walk at least once a day even if it’s only around my house Excited to try it and excited for winter to end so my chronic pains can stop preventing me from locking in

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

Just realised my current bmi is what my sw was 289lbs and bmi 28.9 🤭

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

[RANT] Omg Christmas with my boyfriend was low-key hell because I couldn’t use Edtwt or edsky, I ate like a pig and I couldn’t weigh myself so was convinced I’d gained weight I couldn’t even enjoy myself properly as nice as it was but I ended up losing somehow jskshskakaba also hi I’m back now frfr

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 16/12/2024

Omg I forgot my Bluesky password HI GUYS !!!!!!!!!! I missed you!!

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

How much weight do you think I would lose if I cut off my toes.. do I really need the little ones? I’m 4lbs away from my first gw and I’m a week away from the deadline I gave myself

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

Personally I don’t think I’ve ever said ‘don’ but we move Is it alarming or embarrassing that my most said word is edsky

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

I feel so bad whenever I like an emotional post, I promise I don’t like it I’m just sending love 😣

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 08/12/2024

Finally fixed my scales but now they’re stuck in kg 😭😭 idc at least the number is the same every time I stand on it now

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xZansaii @xzansaii.bsky.social · 05/12/2024

MY SCALES ARE BROKEN!!!! I don’t think I gained at all!! I just stood on my scale this morning (did it my usual 4 times) and it ranged from 203-212!!!! They’re broken I probably didn’t gain oh my god I am so happy Just to be safe I’m keeping myself at 212 just until I get new batteries but omg

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thecoloruk.bsky.social @thecoloruk.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

Do you ever feel like you need time off music cause you're burnt out of all your songs?

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