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Bnnuy

@xensilverad.bsky.social
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Alt account for @xensilver.bsky.social , don't expect arts from here, this is just for thoughts

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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 19/05/2025
I've been in a mental loop, god knows how long for.. it's a relief but I need to work. It was the first time in a long time I remembered a dream so vividly; a black city above the sky - some of the stars are lit windows looking down
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
sometimes, I wish to be small and orbular. bnnuy stasis
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 02/03/2025
The fuck do I do? I turned art into a 9-5, the one thing I wanted to not do with my life... I won't be able to complete the waiting list until sept - I have no time except the weekend for personal stuff, my wrist has exploded, I'm scared that everything is going to shatter
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 12/02/2025
Is that feeling of "missing something" actually grounded in anything? Or is it just looming dread about nothing in particular?
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 16/12/2024
God I know I had a bad experience with Linux Mint before, but that was due to hardware limitations. This on my gaming rig feels so fucking clllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 29/11/2024
The human experience is a game / play with an infinite number of rules with an infinite number of personas, but the universe abides by none of them
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 26/11/2024
I guess what I'm trying to articulate is that these feelings and vibes can exist outside of art, I'm allowed to view things that are more compatible for that emotion and keep my art for more of that higher energy It's admittedly muddled the way I make things
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 26/11/2024
I've been trying to satisfy an emotion through my art, which just doesn't mesh well. The best way I can describe it is a sense of quietness, dark, autumnal Nsfw art can achieve this but it's almost the opposite, it's high energy, primal and hot (hehe) [Cont]
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 26/11/2024
I actually had the time for once to really think about what I'm trying to make, especially since I did some sfw stuff after many many years - when I gave it some thought, I didn't have a single concrete idea except a vibe [Cont]
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 26/11/2024
Idk if there is such a thing as an 'artistic post nut clarity' but I might have just thought that fucks with how I've been making things. When I draw I've always wanted to hit a specific feeling, but I've never been able to achieve it [Cont]
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
Do I worry to much about running games as a DM? Maybe? It feels the same way drawing does, brain is giving me flak for not being efficient / effective enough, even tho all I'm doing is having fun It puts a damper on things
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 13/11/2024
I think imma take up swordplay Yeh, the one with the swords... and the 'swords', what's the worst that could happen? I get stabbed? You fools, you utter fools, I'm br*tish
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Bnnuy @xensilverad.bsky.social · 30/10/2024
It's 7:30, idk why I made this account but it's here now... Bleh
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