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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/02/2026

Deleting my Threads account has to be the most liberating thing i’ve done in a while. That chapter of my life was dark, and the things I aired there, honestly should have never seen the light of day. Onwards and upwards.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

I needed to get this off of my chest. Sure, it was a ramble, but honestly this was thought put into form. No formal planning, just pure thought. My sins are mine alone, and I will pay for them for as long as the universe sees fit.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

Again, if it wasn't clear enough, I am sorry for my behavior, actions taken, and conduct. It was disrespectful, offensive and hurtful. I don't need forgiveness, it wasn't okay in the first place. I don't need sympathy, pity is not appropriate here. I am what I am, I did what I did.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

Some may call me a coward for not tagging the people affected. Out of respect for them, they deserve to not have it brought up again. I only bring this up now as I have had time to reflect, I do not deserve the privilege of an audience that would come with a direct interaction.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

I say "I" a lot in this, because there is nobody to blame but myself. I got myself here, and I am not able to get out. The only path left is to lay in the bed that I have made myself, and do my best with what I have. I won't ask for help, sympathy or anything like that. This is mine and mine alone.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

I am not asking for forgiveness. I am not asking for redemption. I am not asking for exoneration. I am beyond that. What happens with/to me moving forward will be exactly what it is. Whether its open arms or closed fists. Cheers or jeers. I will embrace it with a smile.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

I live with my scars, my lessons learned, and take those lessons and apply them to my everyday relationships and situations. I am remorseful and very sorry for what I have done to hurt people, and if I could redo it all, I would take a different path every time.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

I am that person, as shitty as it is. Yeah, I wasn't great. It sucks, to put it lightly. All I can do now is embrace who/what I am. I've reflected over the last 2 years, my therapist has helped me majorly. That and surrounding myself with people who hold me accountable for my actions.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 04/12/2025

I can acknowledge that I have done a lot of wrong in my life, and I look back on it with remorse, shame & disgust. I cannot change what was done, however I can change how I behave. The past does define me, but only I choose how to define myself moving forward. Living with our sins is part of life.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 23/10/2025

I think if I ever come back, it will be "no fucks given", just to stream to stream. Nothing more, nothing less. Just to have fun. I don't want anything out of it, just to really have fun and play games. Nothing more.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 23/10/2025

And I wonder, if you know what it means. To find your dreams come true.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 16/05/2025

I am still learning, still healing, still trying to be better. But not for anyone else. For me. And me alone. Looking back at who I was, I really was a dickhead. No longer. But, I won’t hesitate to stand my ground to protect who I have become, and the work that i’ve done to improve. Thanks🖤 -Wush

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 16/05/2025

Like, for most of my life i’ve done things for other people and made sacrifices at the consequence of myself for others. Unlearning that, and treating myself with respect has been difficult. But sobering. When you learn that, it’s a hard pill to swallow when making others happy, makes you happy.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 16/05/2025

A life update. Life’s stressy but okay. Still learning every day, still going to therapy every week. Discovering things about myself, and slowly healing the wounds that I have. My therapist told me that no matter what I do, I will never be able to please everyone. It’s been hard accepting that…

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 26/12/2024

Kinda crazy how the classics hit when you’re really in the hole.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 26/12/2024

Thanks for hearing me out. I’m eternally sorry for how I behaved. I can’t fix the past but I can build a stronger future. A better me for the future. For myself and everyone else.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 26/12/2024

But, it taught me that the way I lived was not okay. It taught me who I was, was not good. And i’m grateful for that karma. I’m striving to be better every day. Learning about myself. Shedding old skin. Beginning again. I’m happier with who I am becoming. And I hope that I can be forgiven one day

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 26/12/2024

I can at least understand why people are upset with me. And yeah, I agree with it. I never expect my apologies to be accepted, though I will strive to be better than who I was. I learned hard lessons through hard karma. And am still learning those. I deserved every last bit of karma I received.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 21/12/2024

I am beyond terrified. I would like to return to the space, but only when I am ready and worthy. I have a lot of self work to do, a lot of wounds to heal. Redemption to seek and forgiveness to ask for. This will take time. Effort. Perseverance. And no shortage of tears. But it will be done.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 21/12/2024

I’m still scared. But it’s a hopeful fear. I know I will have to live with my sins. Though that gets a little more comfortable every day. I don’t ever want to be that person ever again. But those sins will remind me every day to never ever act like that again. A grim reminder.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 21/12/2024

I really knew how to pick ‘em in the vtuber community. (I didn’t, a lot of people I called friends turned out to be shitty, but hey, pot meet kettle in my case. But at least I have the courage to work to be better and redeem myself. I’m trying every day).

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 21/12/2024

Happy Holidays, everyone! I’ve been on a self-discovery trip and really figuring out life, and who I want to be. Lots of nastiness I want to discard, which is in-progress. Working on that every day. May the flames of the hard lessons of 2024, temper and forge me into a better person in 2025.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 29/10/2024

Kinda wild when you take a break or graduate and come back, your friend group disintegrates. Maybe 5% of the people I used to talk with, have checked in on me. Which is appreciated but like damn.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 26/10/2024

Anyone want anything while i’m at the store? Don’t make it too big

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 21/10/2024

Life’s too short to be angry for so long. The best thing is to validate your own feelings, understand that you’re feeling them, why you’re feeling them and to process them in a constructive manner. The things we learn, it’s kinda cool!

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 17/10/2024

And since this was posted to twitter before I disabled it, not many people saw it. I’ve been playing a lot of SM2 and building lots of 40k minis for the last while. Enjoy, 💙☁️ people! Me as a Carcharodon. For the Emperor!

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 19/10/2024

I appreciate it Lulz. I think I really just needed to disconnect and think about things.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

I’ve been offline vibin’ since I made my announcement 2 months ago. How, you may ask? Well…

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

Ngl this was me when I hit 1k. The ego inflation, thinking I was somebody. In the end, it’s just a number. Who cares, have fun and be a good person. Be excellent to each other.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

I miss it a lot though i’d have to rebuild my community for the fourth time. But it would mostly be for fun. I just need to find a way to do so, as I don’t have my dual PC setup with me right now.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

I can’t stop winning! (In the LETS GO GAMBLING voice)

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

BIKE IN COMPUTER ROOM BIKE IN COMPUTER ROOM BIKE IN COMPUTER ROOM

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

Do I -really- wanna do this again? Kind of. Is it worth the pain again? I don’t know. Convince me to come back, below.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

Is it Bike in the Computer Room or is it Computer in the Garage? (Ignore my Pile of Shame by my PC i’m building an Astra Militarum list)

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

Jussayin if you can’t honor my friends/loved ones pronouns or identities. I’m gonna change yours to was/were. Trans rights are human rights. Love is love. Idk why we have to keep having this conversation.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 18/10/2024

Funny thing is I rode through a swarm of gnats and I had to scrub 💀🗿

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bmmbooshoot 🎍🌈🔞 @bmmbooshoot.bsky.social · 17/10/2024

Bluesky culture is heavily anti dunk. do not spread shitty people on here. do not show me screenshots of them. I don't wanna see it. no one does. block them. blocking works super good here. I will block you for being a constant dunk poster.

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 17/10/2024

Lately i’ve been finding myself. Found a new job. Have a partner🦈🖤. Moved to a new place. Found new friends. Found out things about myself (i’m autistic with ADHD, so AuDHD if you will). I also ride motorcycle which is a great dopamine fix at any speed! Life’s been good, so far! Finally winning😌

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Spyfoxls @spyfoxls.bsky.social · 17/10/2024

I still stand by this :3

A drawing of 5 people of different ethnicity with trans flags with the text above "Repost this if Trans people are welcome and safe with you". At the top of the image on another trans flag it reads ParadigmPins.com

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Wushu 🌊🥞 | Penance Arc @wushuvt.vtubers.social · 17/10/2024

Twitter was a place where I could say how I feel. VTubing wad escapism for me, a new frontier. Something new that I was enjoying at first. But, all of that was kinda eroded over time after seeing what the community really was and how they operated.

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