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My mind still fogs and grows fuzzy with a type of ambient static. The animality still attempts to claim what rightfully is owned by it.

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Im not spiraling anymore, not as much, no; but, my skin still occasionally aches with the desire. This flesh still feels wrong.

The medication dulls the ache. It doesnt remove the roots. I can think about other things, but its always still looming in the back of my mind.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 07/08/2026

Im applauded for continuing care despite having my world upturned. It doesnt make it feel any less devastating.

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4am cause the 5 oclock nap turned into a 5 oclock SLEEP.

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Wolf Conservation Center 🐺 @nywolforg.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

🚨 Montana admits it overestimated its wolf population by hundreds, yet still proposes allowing up to 250 wolves to be killed during the 2026–27 hunting season. There's no scientific or ethical justification for killing wolves for sport. 📣Submit comments by Aug. 12: bit.ly/4xbRFwi

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 31/07/2026

I never valued the life i had before I started losing my mind. Realizing I may soon never understand or see the world the same way again. Even with meds.

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 31/07/2026

My vision blurs and distorts into mirages of non-cohesive, color reflected imagry.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 29/07/2026

Stop the demonization of wolves in movies.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 28/07/2026

mental shifts ARE a form of physical shifting. thoughts and feelings are physical structures. revel in your existence and find euphoria in the fact that you are real.

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 28/07/2026

shifting is harmful to the mind and body. while it is euphoric, it silently eats away at the grounding that keeps us sane inside of our bodies despite merely operating them as vessels. these structures are sensitive and creating an opposing structure of dissonance begins to eat away at you

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 27/07/2026

If nothing feels good in life, you're probably low on blood sugar. Go eat an elk already, you hungry canines.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 25/07/2026

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 23/07/2026

I appreciate everyone for trusting me with their followership. Im just a dumb animal that yaps about my feelings. If thats entertainment enough, then I love you.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 23/07/2026

Pressure in my jaws. A tightness. The instinct to bite, overwhelming. Feast upon the food, the only satiate of a bloody craving.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 22/07/2026

we exist as animals in this society to make humans feel less in control

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 18/07/2026

I feel more at peace mentally

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 17/07/2026

the real question is do I make a sona of my coat color for this account

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 15/07/2026

hrt is literally physical shapeshifting fym this shit aint real

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 15/07/2026

music is the only way to express what words cant fully explain by themselves.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 14/07/2026

Devour me; thy insatiable hunger. Purify me; pain, of unholy desire.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 12/07/2026

Fun fact: anti-psychotics have literally impaired my routing. If its not just me being terrible at my own metaphysical ability, that could theoretically mean shifting interacts along a dopamine + serotonin level. Definitely interesting.

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 12/07/2026

getting to show people shapeshifting irl is such a power move

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 07/07/2026

why are the astral dragons so horny

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 04/07/2026

[soften the edges. burn the ends] [unmistakable truth inescapable. treat the pain; pursue the potential] [find resolution in the liberty; bleed agonizing desire in the longing] [we who are not broken; merely not ready to be seen] [speak words o' perceptive ones; removal is not our possibility]

Is this what it means to be nonhuman? Suffering with zero relief? No one knowing how to help you?

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Im trying my hardest to break out of this cycle. But when I go see a psychiatrist and they just...give up, on me. Like, how am I supposed to feel? It only makes me want to double down on my previous beliefs.

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just because i created masks well enough to function doesnt mean im not rotting from the inside.

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what the fuck do i even do. doctor basically says "i have no idea whats wrong with you, best of luck"

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 24/06/2026

Fear and anxiety so great the room and walls began to shift and move.

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That Isle Cat @thatislebeav.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Authorized by the Department of Transformation! Get your new species assigned today!* *Species may be selected for you. #tfeveryday

A notepad of forms marked "Notice of Imminent Species Transformation", which includes boxes for species, length of change, duration, etc

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 17/06/2026

ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ, ʟᴜᴘɪɴᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ʀᴇᴜɴɪᴏɴ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴀꜱ ɪɴᴇᴠɪᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴡᴀꜱɴ'ᴛ ɪᴛ. ᴡᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴘɪʀᴀʟ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇᴘᴛʜꜱ; ɢᴏᴜɢᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜʀᴏᴀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅɪᴇᴅ ᴍᴀᴡ. ʏᴇᴛ, ꜱᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴡᴏᴋᴇ; ᴄʜᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴜᴄᴜꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ʙɪʟᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴄɪʀᴄᴜʟᴀʀ ɪɴꜱᴀɴɪᴛʏ.

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 16/06/2026

Good morning creatures of bluesky. I am just as wolf as I was yesterday. This is your update, thank you.

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 16/06/2026

fighting against your mind's conditioned beliefs is difficult

canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 13/06/2026

do we ever really know if what we think we know about ourselves is just tricks of the mind? the incredible conviction we have of ourselves being an illusion of ourselves to process things we werent designed to handle. what then? are we anyone? anything? where is truth in what and who we are, truly?

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canidcries ☉∇ @wolves.tf · 11/06/2026

ｈｏｗｄｏｙｏｕｆｕｎｃｔｉｏｎｗｈｅｎｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇｉｎｙｏｕｒｂｒａｉｎｉｓｓｃｒｅａｍｉｎｇ？