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╶⃝⃤Kian/Skruffy 🪽 @1orangejuicefan.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Seing ppl romanticize purging makes me teeth hurt. God I miss my tooth enamel and I cant have SHIT #edsky #vent #recovery

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

life has been terrible the past few months and i just kind of forgot i had this account oops

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

i hope everyone here is doing alright :D im not v active on social media anymore but ive lost 10lbs so we r sooo back loll

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

I love gaining and losing the same 5lbs kms

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

I binged but its ok im in a 1k c deficit for this week 😇

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

fasting at work is not for the weak. brain fog was incredible but i only slightly messed up once tehe i work in a restaurant as well so i was going crazy but ahhhhhhhhhh

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

Kms I had 3100c in one sitting 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

Can I dodge the pizza when I hang out w my friends tmrw… Hmm…

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✿evil angel✿ @babyangelkitten.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

just fyi it’s haII0wēėn so cåI0r!es actually do not count today, and i grant u ALL a guilt free silly lil treat today

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 29/10/2025

life update: i keep eating 💔

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 23/08/2025

if im wrong ab the cals oops -.-; also dont ask why theres cook marks on the turkey, cold meat makes me sick lol

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 23/08/2025

i keep taking pictures of my meals like they’re gonna be nice looking also apparently i love turkey why the heck are they all w turkey 💔

2 slices turkey and an apple - abt 150 cal i think?? idk i just guessed tbh i was too lazy to weigh the apple

apple sauce, babybel, turkey and chocolate chips (2), abt 140cal?? i just guessed that too oopsies IM LAZY LMAO

ok i actually weighed this one. 1 apricot, 2 potatoes, 3 slices turkey. plus some milk and cream cheese, about 345cal

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

writing something for the first time in a while if i reread this shit and end up having to scrap it someone’s going to dye. and lets jsut saey. dat soemon is m 😋😋😋😋😋😋

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

kinda started crying ab having two chocolate bars yesterday but that put me up to 1000 erm scratches head

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

im pretty sure i eat way less than i should just regularly. i exercise and walk n shit and i get up to 1000cal on a bad day. but i still don’t lose weight KILL MEEEEE

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

i mean realistically its multiple things- extreme restrictions, intense stress, etc etc but my food issues have always stemmed from just how things are where i live urgghhh

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

i wish i could afford to move out sometimes. i’m scared of like 75% of the food in my household and i end up binging somehow??? T.T

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

lowk i saw someone and decided i need to stop eating like forever

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

my parents want me to start eating together w them every dinner time :((( as like a family thing but ffhdhdgggss how dare u do this to meee

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

i just feel disappointed i can’t lose weight as much and as fast as i used to. it feels like i’m constantly hitting roadblocks. i keep seeing im back at 69kg and lowk wanna kill myswlf 😂😂😂

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

i need to start working out again. hopefully increasing calories burned and muscle mass will help me actually lose weight ._. wouldn’t hurt to have muscle definition too i suppose

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

i hate myself i just keep eating and eating only bc i WANT TO not bc i actually need to eugh

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

why do i suffer from every disorder ever not genuinely, obviously, but if i wasn’t constantly struggling i’d find it funny just how many issues i have-

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

there were so many sweets in the house and i couldn’t lock myself in my room so i ended up eating a lot i hate myself aaahhggghh

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

i kinda wonder if its one of those weird childh/ood things bc my main abuser was v uw and most positive interactions i’ve had w ppl were from ow ppl. but also my closest fri/end was uw so idek >,>

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

got paranoid rephrasing idk why i feel the need to tell someone so i’m saying this into the edb/sky void but i think it’s ironic i find chu/bbier people more attractive yet i have an e/d which is at least 50% caused due to my own internalized fatph/obia

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

i hope my beat friend is generally uneducated on e/d s bc i told her i’d fasted for nearly 51hrs before going out to eat w her. i think i’m too fat for anyone to be concerned but hhfdgggdbbd i feel nervous impulsively telling her 🥲🥲

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

i don’t think i have anything to be concerned about but i keep feeling uncomfortable due to fullness and it feels like an attack on my health. ik i’m bloated but i feel utterly disgusting ._.; at least i had fun but eugh

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 15/08/2025

i’m not fasting for that long only to break it with a huge meal i feel absolutely terrible i think i need to stop eating forever eww

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

i lost .4lbs after not eating for an entire day and drinking under 100cals this fasting shit is a sc/am i swear (i’m still gonna fast) (it’s probably just waterweight or maybe my metabolism is really actually that fucked idk idk)

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

hehe one more hour then i can finally eat 😋 gonna have to walk a bunch to get to the restaurant im meeting my friend at though uuugghhhhhfffg

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

im going insane, doing a liquid fast and i had 75 cals instead of the 45 i planned and it’s not a big deal at all but aaahhh

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 13/08/2025

i’m 66.5kg rn and i’m so happy omg i know im still fat asf but i’ve been so upset for being 69kg this feels significantly better LMAOO

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

last meal until thursday hehe, i’m gonna try a 50hrs fast now just gotta lock in, i keep eating under maintenance yet i’m maintaining T_T probably slow metabolism and water weight but i hate it still aaaaa

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

the increase is to 650, i feel a little horrified knowing i’m eating more than 500cals but it’ll be for the best ._.

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 12/08/2025

increasing my intake tomorrow so i can get through work THEN fast for an entire day after. im fastingpilled rn (and definitely not just ⭐️ving myself nooo)

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 11/08/2025

gonna try making some curry in a few days, i loove curry and i havent had it in so long :((

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 11/08/2025

i think i’m gonna try fasting for 40-48hrs depending on if i don’t have work tomorrow. i hope fasting for so long will make me feel slightly better about going out to eat ;_;

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 11/08/2025

accidentally ate a lot but it’s around maintenance so it’s ok. i’ll just fast whenever i don’t have work i guess. tehe

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

i don’t wanna eat today. i know it’s unavoidable tomorrow and that’s stressing me out. i might just look suspicious today and get back to “normal” tomorrow or something bc i’m not sure if i can stomach eating anything T_T;

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

fuck i need to sleep BUT i got to 25hrs/ 37-38hrs on my fast we ball

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

burger omad tomorrow, shld be abt 600cals :3

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

HELP LMAOO i doubt they’d care that much but sometimes i wonder if they see that kinda thing and go “ok is this edtwt core or whatever”

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

i mean someone has to put the items in the bag? maybe its a different person tho i dont know how grocery stores work >,>;;

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

i have such poor impulse control i bought 60 protein bars (9 boxes) bc they were on sale SOMEONE PUT ME DOWN

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

do you think the grocery store delivery guy will notice that i only buy monster and protein bars or does he not gaf

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 09/08/2025

convincing myself all food besides like a couple veggies are inedible so i don’t eat today i keep eating ew ew ewww i need to stop NOW

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 08/08/2025

i keep rambling idk im bored anyways i think its gotten worse but i had a stutter as a kid, and now it’s come back for some reason? i can’t talk to people anymore irl bc i sound like a bumbling fucking idiot i hate this stupid body being skinni would fix this tho (me when i lie)

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Wren 🍋💧 @witas.bsky.social · 08/08/2025

i forgot how intense the feeling of “needing” to binge is. i always think i’m over exaggerating, but when i get hit with it, it’s horrifying. i don’t even have severe bed which makes it all the worse i can deal with hunger easily, but a bed episode is so different. or am i just insane and fat????

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