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Anyways, oh Lord I have been rambling so much about Fount again. ... I just really love talking about him and whatnot. Wanted an excuse to yap about my indulgence of putting Fount into my versions every moment I get and I personally call it Fount-regression. Hehe.... My boys...

Perhaps that's why he decided to try out acting, looking into theater, trying to figure out how to not sound so dry and boring. Making learning much more entertaining! How to make himself sound more joyous and likeable Even with thousands of eyes looking upon you, you're able to perform.

Corporate with his responses, very cut and dry, knows how to debate, how to have pride with what he is saying (until someone pointed out a mistake he said.) and obviously he knows what he's doing when he has to do his job... But outside of that, I feel it's quite hollow for any other experience.

But still! Him not being able to be well socialized, only having the bare minimum (if even that) with his colleagues, I just... Can't help that his emotional and social abilities are quite... Erm... Not superb. Sure he knows how to speak to cookies to answer questions, yes he knows how to be quite-

Well, in first-hand rather than just reading upon it or already knowing about it... But without practice, what is the point? It's like those animals who never got to be socialized to anyone and therefore don't really understand the outside world Again, I am not saying Fount is a moron. Far from it

Because he never got to experience much or anything and only KNOWS of everything, experience and knowledge can be very different things, I can't help but feel his growth stunted when it came to many factors, especially with that being social. Therefore it's like he never got to explore these topics

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Now of course with me rambling about all of this, that doesn't mean I actually see Fount as a baby or anything. They never had the chance to ever experience such a thing, they're virtues. Born to keep cookiekind in check, never to experience life for their own. Buuuuuuuut~

...anyways, I just really like having those behaviors show up again on my SMCs... Maybe they'll feel comfortable again at some point wearing robes/gowns again without it triggering such bad memories of the past.

Also also also, to think that MoD feels comfortable around whoever to show that side of him... It's really cute. He's showing how much he trusts the other cookie if any form of Fount comes out. Outside of that, he would rather die than be reminded of that /failure/ he used to be.

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Yet even with him trying time and time again to remove everything that other cookies would know of the Fount of Knowledge... ... ... It still seeps out of him whether he likes it or not. It's who he is. The baseline of what he is by the end of the day. He's that virtue.

I am a huge sucker for Fount-like behaviors to show up in any version of SMC. You don't understand how much it means to ME. MoD absolutely HATING the fact he can't remove EVERYTHING Fount-adjacent about himself. He doesn't want to be seen as the FoK anymore. That version is DEAD. No acknowledgement.

(Example: having a mental breakdown and recalling all the cookies trying to raid the spire, burn down the books, planning on the execution, or being seen as a tool... Etc.) Or somehow getting fucked so hard their mind scrambles and defaults back to how they were as Fount. Mask fell off! Oops!!!

I really do indulge myself all the time with having my versions of SMC just talking like Fount depending on the situation, either it having to do with finding that spark again in wanting to teach others, getting too upset to the point they feel as if they're back at square 1 and be in that mindspace

Him taking any time to rest by curling up in the softest materials and reading a good book, having the excitement to teach others about anything they requested, the joy he has for education... Just seeing these things falling back on MoD or SoT is just... Cute.

But not only that but his sudden urges to ramble off on many different information about anything! Also the way he speaks compared to the voices he puts on when he's acting/being theatrical. Oh I love the small little pauses he takes to talk, the tone he has, it's too adorable...

Right! Also being a crybaby... Even though he HATES that he cries so much when he's overwhelmed with too many tasks that he feels that is impossible at the moment, the lack of real-cookie interactions and just seen as just a tool for everyone to use (but that's his duty...), constant work...

What do I mean by this? Well, seeing how confident and cocky the other variants are, I can't help but think Fount wouldn't have that huge confidence boost after so long of having to deal with many cookies doubting him, being God-fearing(Witch-fearing), and feeling as if he needs to do everything-