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not a good enough excuse to actually type out and nearly post a vent post to insta stories tho fawkkkk

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idk maybe i'm just anxious. i'm really stepping out of my comfort zone tomorrow so maybe worrying about that has just made me worry about everything. as my brain often does

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idek what spurred all this on its like a switch flipped in me and i suddenly got really sad and insecure ough

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i've always know that i'm just not very attractive but every time i really See It i still get quite sad

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

tried to smile in a selfie and i genuinely started crying bc i look so ridiculous when i smile. lol. what's that all about.

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went out this evening for a few drink with a friend and like not even a full hr into our night this grown ass man came over and started hitting on my friend so fucking hard it was so uncomfortable and weird 😒😒

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

idk i just have a lot of mixed emotions. i'm not in any sort of emergency situation where i need to move out quick and soon but i can't also see very clearly now that i can't only do a few more years in this house MAX and then after that i have to dip or it will just get worse and worse

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

idk today in particular has just been so fucjing weird i feel like both at home and at work the energy is just Off. my mum is so emotionally flippant recently (which she refuses to acknowledge) and my sister is so fucking volatile and angry all the time and nothing i say or do is right and they've

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

executive dysfunction is a prison and a hell oughhhhh oughhhhhh oughhh oughhhhh oughh oughhh oughhhh ough ough oughhhhh ooough oughhh ouuuhh ooough ough ouuugh oughhh oughhhhhhhh oooughhh oughhhh oooough ouggggh oughhh oughhhh oughh oughhhh ough ouggggh ouuuugh ough ouuughhhh oughhhh oughh ouuugh

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

btw this is what my profile looks like to me ever time i look at it on my phone 💀😭😭 they're literally censoring usagiiiiiii 💔💔💔

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

last day before i have to fly home again is always the fucjing worst man i hate this i wanna live in his skinnnnnnn :(

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

wait why tf does my follower count say 51 when it's actually 15.... 💀

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

tmi but earlier i was masterbaiting and completely forgot that i started spotting last night so when i went to the bathroom after i was like....Oh! my underwear looked fucking crazy 😭😭😭

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Nat! 🍋 @littlearrowdog.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

plz don’t stop

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

why is watching your little sister go from a good, cute kid to an annoying, angry, disobeying teenager is so difficult.

(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

girl in my college class that i don't like has been very meanly ditched by the other girls in my class that i don't like and she has now instead clung to me. and while it's objectively much better for her bc IM not a massive cunt i genuinely can't trust her bc she's soooo two faced and a huge gossip

🔞⚔️Lumen⚔️ @churchofpossum.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

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Never beating the oral fixation allegations.

A crop of a drawing of a dragon and a knight french kissing in the dappled shade of a tree, very romantic and normal.

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

whoever invented eating pussy needs their pussy ate fr. love the stuff

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Winton Kidd🔞 @wintonkidd.com · 06/04/2026

She Sells Sea Shells Ink + watercolor on Arches hot press One of the originals on the kickstarter😘 www.kickstarter.com/projects/har...

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

drunk and horny and just found some hot 90s butchfemme OOOHH my clit it gonna hate me tonight

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

bee tee ess fall off is actually so bad it makes me kinda sick to my stomach like their old stuff was so fucking good and now they're releasing some of the worst music kpop has to offer ngl like the album was laughable bad as in i actually genuinely laughed out loud listening to it 💀

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

i wish i could stop caring but im so curious I WANT TO KNOW THINGGSSSSSS i want to know how she's doing (bad i hope) i want to know if they're still together (i hope not) i wonder if she ever feels guilty (i hope it eats her alive)

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

the morbid curiosity vs the self preservation

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Searyn 🔞 @searynnsfw.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

Lamia sketch before sleep

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

ik she's a teenager but jesus christ the level of disrespect from my little sister sometimes....nothing ragebaits me like her getting unnecessarily annoyed about shit

(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 14/03/2026

new vibrator is so fucking good fawkkkkk

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

yup yup 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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(:3 っ)∋ @winxgender.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

oighhh oughhhh oughhhhh the pressure and stress are immense and intense an ough im crumbling oughhh

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autism is kinda like swimming in the ocean. sometimes it's too cold, sometimes it's too rough but it's doable even tho it's uncomfortable and difficult there also part of it that's really fun and enjoyable. adhd is like gun to your head with your family's life in danger unless you take a swimming +

i've done this twice now since this (including today) 💀💀 maybe this was the beginning of my downward spiral lol

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i really can't stand the "you people can't do anything" mentality that's developed online about stuff like adhd but it IS a disability and it's disabling me so fucking bad right now

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