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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

41 it would have been, 'round the sun. You stepped off at 29 though. I wish you wouldn't have had to go, I understand though.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

Form another masque. Distill it, leave the mash in the casque. Am I still me? Ferment another twenty odd years, angel's take remove the fears! Will it finish clear or another false veneer? A biting sting or a soothing sear? Can I still be?

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Scarred wounds still ache, still bleed through the armor I hide behind, still beat upon my bruised mind Warm water lapping softly tapping on my skin, warm water, please come in

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

All I've ever wanted is peace.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

All the free space damn near fills the place inside, barely a seat instead of the people it's all just memories on repeat

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 08/11/2025

Faint flickering fragile flame, you've gone out, there's no glimmer my world is all the dimmer.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 02/10/2025

Corrosive and fragile an acid vial for a brain and a heart and all the other soft parts. Plastic capsule sealed by a gaffer tape gasket. Mask it. Rachet strap it. Trap it. Tap it. poison this long pig casket.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 11/09/2025

Tis harvest, reap what ye've sown. Empathy is false, tis known. At least you had the opportunity to be grown.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

Saltsored succubus inkblind incubus, how is there anything left for us? this world warps the weft of us! Right and left of us, leave it bereft of us.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

Oh lord you're bored and I jus' wanna know when your entertainment became my fucking chore?

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

"Those left standing will make millions writing books on the way it should have been."

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

I don't care how long it's been. I miss you. Yea, I know all things end. If anyone asks though; I'm still your friend.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

Witness our witness! he's smoked hisself witless! witness him bumbling mumbling listless... it's trauma but we'll call it sickness

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 26/06/2025

Halfway thru , according to the average for people like me. Hope the last half is fucking better than the first.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

Woke up toked up Going to get yoked up No air, I'm choked up! tried my best not to cut myself on the broken cup Of what was, is and may be Atch, that stings!

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

Bleat bleating, huddling for heating Just repeat; repeating cheep or cheap Throwing bodies atop the heap Oh not those! You wanna keep? History repeat; repeating keep taking the beating

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

Obliterated; the monsters negated, so I'm done being hated. I've got to be fucking shattered, detach me from every thing that mattered. My soul is battered and tattered and oh? Oh! It's time to go! To let go, oh to let me go.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

I think the depression is winning. I can't tell which direction I'm spinning and...Oh. It's down. Duh you fucking clown where else would it, could it be? You changed nothing so nothing changed.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 30/04/2025

Hello wit's end? We, in the royal, are sick of what fits in, gets in and this shit has only just begun to begin. What they're calling wins? They're gods-damned sins. Who fucking led us here again? Empty the bins, fill the stink weed tins and burn away the skins.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

Let me rest in the woods I used to roam Set me down, let me down in the loam Go on, take the light, I'm all right in the gloam. I'm ready to go home.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 27/01/2025

All so performative, becoming normative Wonder who it's for, as you've locked the door can't have anyone see, unless they pay your fee. Can't let lives be free unless they match what you see. In the mirror. Shame you can't use it to reflect, cruel you, use it to project and justify your reject.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

It's the frozen morning dew, and the chance to enjoy the silent world with you that makes the hell I go through hurt less, that soothes my stress.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 24/12/2024

A field of snow so pure and peaceful, disturbed only by a mind that relives my crimes and finds them unforgivable. I was just trying to make my life livable. I wish I were divisible so I could cut off the parts that continually break my heart.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

I can't think, I can't breathe, I can't be. When you're weighing on me, atop my shoulders, crushing my chest. Let me rest, you're not at your best and I request, at my soul's behest, this problem be addressed, the wounds be redressed, they're abscessed.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 07/12/2024

Take a walk and talk, 'til our throats feel lined with chalk, chords seizing for no reason other than getting past the past and letting go at last because everything changed so fast.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 28/11/2024

Broken bones built broken homes filled with broken people sitting around their broken phones but there's no ring, no call at all, to soothe the sting of losing what was never yours due to your choosing

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

Heaping spoonful of lies upon lies works as well as hiding shit with flies. Sure seems sweet until the smell from hell hits in the heat and the truth known becomes the truth shown.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 26/11/2024

There's truth that rage is nothing more than a cage. I've nothing sage to say to make myself or anyone else set it aside for a day. I can't show another way because I'm so maladjusted from seeing everything broken and busted.Every love forged chain used and abused,left out til rusted into dust.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

Remember when you lost yourself walking and stalking through the gas line mires and fen? Not strapped down by wires, not relegated to escaping with only paper and pen. Yea, I remember, and oh look it's another December and I'm out of money again, but at least I'm free. At least I'm still me.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 08/11/2024

You're not broken, you're distorted. Resized to conform to a norm for which you're not sorted. Need help? Unsupported. Recorded and reported. Wrapped and strapped and corded. Trapped until you're resorted. Sordid and morbid. Look what keeping score did.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 07/11/2024

Anxiety has ruined any remaining sense of propriety. Fuck your depressive, repressive idea of society. Trying to replace, re-lace, our place? Fuck you. You're saving face, saying grace! preying on sex and race - you're a fucking disgrace. We accept no king, spit on your ring, you tiny whiny thing.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 07/11/2024

Hell has come, with bloody high waters Serve them up, trussed and stuffed They're ready for the slaughter. Hell has come for our daughters Bloody high waters, bloody thighs of our daughters, the bloody lives of our daughters.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 06/11/2024

If you have the means and the mindset to protect yourself and others from the incoming insanity, please do so. If you don't, find the people who will and stay close to them. Hatred won today, and as disheartening and disgusting as that is, our feet must keep moving forward. To better days.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 20/10/2024

Look out over there 'pon fields fallow Look out over where grow bogs of mallow. Aye, love, lose yourself in a memory that was never yours but you'll swear you were there; we'll just smile, nod, and stare because we, most of all, care.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 20/10/2024

Have a little piece of peace Sit back slip back breathe Hold that thought. Give a little piece of peace Ceaseless disease please give release.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 20/10/2024

I'm hoping to find the time to unwind my mind but skip past the be kind and rewind line because the shit's old.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 15/10/2024

Moving myself somewhere new Losing myself somewhere new

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 05/10/2024

I didn't ask for your sicknesses, your self-serving witnesses. I didn't want your predilection to addiction, let alone your fucked up disposition! But I'm here and all I want is a way clear. So I can become, again, someone I'm proud of and love.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 05/10/2024

Foggy vision, collision and division; a split. One quick hit? Hah. Fucking idiot. Three years in this haze made maze Still bumbling, fumbling, stumbling dazed No matter what I say I'm okay Okay? Well not okay, but not going away. Struggle another day, but not going away.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 03/10/2024

Broken toy broken boy Didn't program him to process joy Strong toy strong boy Make him machine, a new alloy Empty toy empty boy

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 02/10/2024

Should've been ten years of cheers for you. Would've been ten years drinking beer with you. Could've been ten years of living in fear for you. Been ten years of wish you were here. For you.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 01/10/2024

Still air, chill air. Steal a little peek under the stare There, there! look there! Where? All tangled in my hair all strangled and mangled and dangled. Still air, chill air.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 01/10/2024

From the very first breath, instructed on what to expect, forced to respect. Uh... You should be grateful, no fucker I'm hateful. It's exhausting, think it's a sunk cost thing? Poor. Little. lost thing. Been a while? Smarmy little smile, barmy little smile. Sugar lips in shit frosting.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 29/09/2024

This shit heap ain't deep that's for certain. This shit's heavy, gotta lessen the burden. Express instead of repress, address the excess. Wait! too much stress. Yearn to return to. Mmm, burn through. Habitual, this ritual. Couldn't be more typical; prescribed, imbibed, glorified! oh so mythical!

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 29/09/2024

Unhinged. Uncomfortable. Unfit to be around people because I can't handle their idiosyncrasies and individual inefficiencies. In my eyes? Irate. In the mirror? Impotent . Nah, dumb it down. Gotta numb it down. Inebriate through the lungs, drum it down.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 25/09/2024

Everyday we're less and more and it's so tiring. Stripping out, ripping out your decayed wiring.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 25/09/2024

If I could brew a tea, green and warm. One good and clean and crisp from a selection of my recollection; there wouldn't be a lot. Still. I'd blend my grey if there could be a way to taste who I was then.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 20/09/2024

Higher and higher the fire, the fire. Hotter and hotter the pyre, the pyre. Things grow more and more dire. Let's throw more on the fire. More people, more heat More meat. More people,more heat their god has to eat.

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Jack @winterjack.bsky.social · 31/08/2024

There's a tragic magic in this mind of mine, all twisted up, knotted little lines of twine. Threaded throughout, rooted in the spine.

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