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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i hate competing with anxiety :( i really need to figure it out its the worst its ever been lately tbh...

kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

ive also been competing for slightly over 3 years at this point so like chill out a little girl, its okay, you can coast a bit while you figure out other shit LMAO

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

sometimes i rlly feel the need to rush my improvement in melee like super super badly but then i remember ppl have been playing this game for forever, and that i have a bunch of other shit rn to focus on and reaching my goals in melee can happen at my own pace

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

how to not start completely screaming when people are incompetent and complaining like goddamn toddlers about a problem they caused

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

playing ppl you have met IRL on unranked and then having them ragequit on you is wild to me 😭

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

got teabagged IRL mid game 5, i think i don't like people

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

to clarify since i think it's important to, it is no one's fault that i had a double DQ in pools, and its clear there was ladder specifically for this reason as well it just feels...pretty not great to have that happen 😭

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

been up since 5am drove 6 hours played three tournaments sets at the tournament with waterfall choked a 2-1 lead in losers i feel...very miserable and sad LMAO

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

i played samus for a game on unranked, then immediately after i played a samus who im 99% sure is ripple and i think he might be the person that hates playing me the most LMAOO

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

anyone get anxious so they can't eat well at all but then because they are struggling to eat they don't have energy to do things that would help alleviate anxiety so they get more anxious and

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

i will not say anything overdramatic except that sheik's hard matchups are so hard :(

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

mission accomplished. good fucking night

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

note to self: do not take a nap, i repeat, Do Not Take A Nap i just need to be awake for like 4 and a half more hours and then i get to sleep for 8+ hours...

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

v tired and uh, i dont really notice any difference in my anxiety but maybe it's a long term thing idk 🙏

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

i am very excited to get a healthy, quality amount of sleep, and go to a coffee shop tomorrow to order a decaffeinated drink, and then not have any caffeine at all for the rest of the day

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

surely it is not normal to get anxiety attacks after one meeting about an event that you are organizing right

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

i will hit the send button on messages without proofreading five times. i will hit the send button on messages without proofreading five times. i will

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

ive absolutely been using my phone as a crutch for anxiety problems and its the worst when it comes to trying to fall asleep, bcuz if i dont have things playing in the background, i have like a 40% chance of getting physical anxiety symptoms instead of actually going to bed :(

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

having poor sleep habits because of anxiety <<<<<<

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

i forgot i started taking medication again and i took it in the evening which i normally don't do um...that could be a problem...

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

why did i try to set up a good sleep schedule and my body just decided its time to be awake at 4:45 am

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

i truly have to assume this guy never saw a brown person in his life or something i dont...get how someone comes to that conclusion LMAO

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

im crying my mausaji of all people helped me i cant wait to finish a project tomorrow and then work on this fuckass laptop finally LMAO

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

i have gone to local repair shops i have asked friends more knowledge on this than me atp i just need the screw drilled out or some shit LMAOOOO

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

update: i am in hell because of this One Screw

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

thinking about that one guy who thought i dyed my hair black ⁉️⁉️

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

i have recognized a new possibility which is anxiety causing me to freeze...feeling it very heavily lately and i really do not know how to handle it

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

handled temporarily shoutouts to friends specifically drakethatsme that guy is the goat

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

im crying dude my extremely stressful class is over and The Literal Next Day i have another stressful situation pop up i just need a break........

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

i have lost the ability to speak tactfully about this so i will just say it bluntly but i either have the AuDHD fixations where i have zero self control on exploring my interests in the moment and i can at least understand how to try and fix it, or i am so beyond lazy and non-disclipined 😭

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

i would distill this entire past academic year to trying to be productive at my apartment over and over, and failing the Entire Year to do so 😭😭

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

is there a way to talk about personal struggles with academic perfection without sounding like an egomanic LMAOOOO

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

goodbye pfp of me with a mask and headphones, hello yet Another Comic PFP

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

i came into the scene and started travelling like, right as crown died it's so unfortunate :(

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

south bend, fort wayne, indy, purdue, evansville...i think this is every subregion besides my own with an active local scene...

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

i have a goal to compete in every indiana subregion's local next semester...if i am properly locked in as a student and TO in the first like, four weeks of the semester, i can make that happen... and yes, this includes evansville

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

i might have a favorite color and color theme. maybe. possibly. idk up to interpretation i guess

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

deleted twitter off my phone and only just now remembered i have this, my bad sup yall 👋

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

need 7 beers at LEAST to get over this semester

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

need to talk about this mid ass show with several problems but a character i personally love for like 4 hours straight

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

they could never make me hate you korra

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

and no bumps this time hopefully :))))

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

i had a rlly good time at full house in a lot of ways but i am so so sad at my seeming inability to handle social situations, i still feel like shutting up and being in the corner by myself is just better than talking at all

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

think i need to be shot anytime i speak actually

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

i feel like a human being again

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

shoutouts to shaving against the grain once a week on specific parts of my face i need to bring that back

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

okay i feel a little more normal now thankfully LOL i think i just gotta find out how to balance everything properly. gonna lock in on school for the next little bit and we'll see how things go from there :)

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 18/04/2026

i dont know what to do anymore because i feel nothing at this game, and i feel like my time has been wasted and ive squandered my potential in the field i love as well

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kashi @whisperrtc.bsky.social · 18/04/2026

genuinely considering quitting melee for the first time ever im so unbelievably tired im academically struggling because of my time being spent towards melee, im T.O'ing events while having an anxiety attack every goddamn time, i miss so bad when i could go in and out of my hobby...

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