Bulph but normal @wereralph.bsky.social · 26/07/2026Realizing that i never dealt with some recent deaths and bottling it up has made me unstable emotionally whoops i guess 010
Bulph but normal @wereralph.bsky.social · 13/07/2026Been kinda down because im like 35 and still dont know what i want to do with my life long-term. I know i don't -have- to do anything but its hard to shake being programmed to "succeed". like. idk what im interested in enough to make a career out of it but my ass is not staying in retail forever 230
Bulph but normal @wereralph.bsky.social · 01/02/2025in other news ive been doing research and looking around because i think i want bottom surgery but for real now. im not trans, idk what my gender is anymore, but i really feel like no connection to my penis anymore. its kind of just there 080
Bulph but normal @wereralph.bsky.social · 01/02/2025i really feel like ive forgotten myself entirely as of late. ive mostly just been functioning on autopilot and whatever harm that brings me i just sort of bury it and go back to whatever gets me through the day 010
Bulph but normal @wereralph.bsky.social · 18/01/2025been struggling with depression a lot more lately and for the first time in a while im completely stumped as to why. nothing has changed life just seems less colorful than it usually is. my therapist also doesn't really know what's up because i dont know what's up so i dunno 010