hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 19/10/2025I once told a minister who spoke on a subject dear to me "YOU ARE THE MOTHERFUCKING SUN" it was the kind of compliment that was very weird but was the best approximation of my feelings I could make. today, I found out she wrote that down and has carried it around since. SAY THE WEIRD THING. 040
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 05/10/2025Between CR Campaign 4 starting and Dropout's Adventuring Academy, my squish on Luis Carazo is so indulged this week. 😍 010
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 04/10/2025I made it 3 hours and 11 minutes into the new Critical Role campaign before I was yelling GODDAMNIT BRENNAN LEE MULLIGAN, setting my phone down, and crying over an NPC we just met. 😭 040
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 22/09/2025I am a Pile of Trembling Dogs because they fear the weather, and I am once again struck by a strange tender feeling about trying to comfort beings that I struggle with my own fear of. 030
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 16/09/2025I'm horrified by the statement that his murder was the most graphic and traumatic thing people had seen in recent memory, given how much of the footage out of Gaza has involved utterly destroyed children's bodies. 000
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 15/09/2025My friends who send me "things that failed to kill you so far" lists on my birthday have started early this year, and I feel very American right now. Cos "too broke to buy seizure meds" sits right next to "high hillbillies playing with guns in the house." 😅 000
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 14/09/2025Of course, during our discussion segment, I brought up how "even when the truth isn't hopeful, the telling of it is" has been my rock for years, because I can't resist sneaking in Andrea Gibson at all times. 000
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 14/09/2025This morning's UU service involves a talk called "Hope is a Discipline" by Rachel Rogers and the words "This is how hope learns our names" Have been in my head all day now. 100
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 12/09/2025My favorite storytelling show filled me full of free wine, Benedictine sandwiches, marinated onions, and pumpkin bread. Hugged half the room, and now I shall sleep for a million years. 020
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 10/09/2025A few days ago, I spent several minutes at the grocery picking up a bagged salad and putting it back repeatedly before deciding I couldn't fit it in the $20 I was eating on for the week. Just got approved for SNAP and I am going to go buy that salad as soon as I get my card. 😭 050
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 09/09/2025AS SOON AS I GET THE BOOK, I TELL YOU. I already have a whole doc of Wearing the Lion thoughts, which will eventually be a fan poem from Hera's perspective about the unwanted prayers. 😅 110
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 09/09/2025Already calling: I'm going to need to write a fan poem from each head's perspective about their experience of the others. 181
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 07/09/2025Me at a spoken word event politely laughing several times while the man asking to take a selfie with me gets more and more confused by my behavior. 😭 040
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 06/09/2025"If you can do X thing, you can also do Y thing." This is the most common statement I get about literally everything I struggle with, and it's exhausting. It does not work that way. Context and details matter so much. 040
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 06/09/2025Trying to write something for an online event after not writing much for a while, and thought I'd share. Link to my ko-fi because it's the only thing I have up right now for posting to. ko-fi.com/post/just-a-...ko-fi.comjust a lil quick poemHil published a post on Ko-fi 030
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 06/09/2025Yes! We can't just wait for things to magically become better, we have to do what we can to support those in need where we are, when we are. 030
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 06/09/2025I get so frustrated by "why don't you leave?" because I have a bunch of very real barriers to leaving. But beyond that, I remember what it was like growing up in the South. And I can't imagine dooming whole generations of marginalized children to growing up with no one but those who hate them here. 181
Reposted by hilWe Have Always Existed: Transgender History @transgenderhistory.bsky.social · 06/09/2025Time is a flat circle 72509766
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 06/09/2025Thoughts and prayers for my friends' dinner guest who accidentally mentioned my special interest (Dropout). 040
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 04/09/2025yes! It was super reassuring that she both offered to put them in and made sure I was aware of the risk. But just... Oof, also sad that it's necessary. 020
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 04/09/2025Conversation with a care manager today: basically "I can put your pronouns on your records, but we ARE where we are and do you want them there if the state pulls them?" 140
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 04/09/2025Like the pain center gave me a chart to fill out for every body part with different symbols for different types of pain, but NONE of them were anything like how I experience pain. I also get told I'm not in pain often because I don't adjust things like how I walk in a normal way to relieve it. 000
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 04/09/2025oh, sorry if I wasn't clear, but I'm also autistic and relating to this in regards to struggling to describe my pain! It gets very weird to have chronic pain and seek treatment for it when you can't make sense of the usual questions like whether it throbs or burns. 100
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 04/09/2025My fibromyalgia feels like this, except each individual body part trying to throw up at once. 010
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 03/09/2025I'm staying with friends because of, ya know, homelessness. And every time I go from one room to another, the Inspectors come to question me about my intentions. At least I'm never lonely. (Third, less nosy dog not pictured.) 040
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 03/09/2025Just finished Compound Fracture by Andrew Joseph White, and the autistic MC struggling to shower even when covered in gore made me feel so seen. Showering makes me need a nap because it's so stressful. 😅 020
Reposted by hilSE Asian Games for Good @seagamesforgood.bsky.social · 02/09/2025The Play for Peace: Games for Palestine charity bundle is now live! Nearly 400 games from creators all around the world, with proceeds going directly to Gaza relief efforts. Bundle link: itch.io/b/2979/play-... We made a launch trailer to celebrate this moment👇 Please RT. 1213041377
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 03/09/2025I was responding to a post already about discomfort with the word, not running around personally attacking anyone using it. So I'm not sure where you're reading any of that. 020
Reposted by hilKingfisher & Wombat @tkingfisher.com · 02/09/2025I am calm. I am breathing deeply through my nose. I am counting to ten. I… WHAT, ARE YOU AFRAID YOUR DOG WILL INFODUMP TO YOU ABOUT THE FUCKING BALL?!? 1322592677
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 03/09/2025Indeed! I had hummus and crackers for breakfast too, so I've eaten food twice today, even!! I hope you get a good meal soon. 000
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 03/09/2025It's good food! If I were less poor and lazy, though, I would have used a proper curry recipe and had onion, garlic, and maybe coconut milk. Green lentils are cheaper than red ones here, but my autism likes the texture of red ones better! 010
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 02/09/2025Red lentils and sweet potatoes are awesome together, especially with a bit of tomato sauce or paste and some curry seasoning. ☺️ 010
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 02/09/2025This is true! I could definitely do much worse for lazy food! 110
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 02/09/2025I am once again eating sweet potatoes, lentils, and rice lazily cooked in one pot. Because I am poor and tired. 4280
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 02/09/2025If you're not personally using it the way I described, then you're not one of the people contributing to my discomfort with it. I'm talking about a specific weaponizing I've experienced. It's been used to label me much the way "theyfab" has, by people judging only by my appearance and pronouns. 020
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 02/09/2025Damn, all the talk about Trump being alive (maybe) has turned him into the Grandfather bird from ACOFAF in my head. You know, the guy made up of all the worst parts of birds. Who is alive, not dead. 020
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 02/09/2025What makes me uncomfortable about it is that it's often used by people assuming the transition status and needs of strangers. If I already have access problems, I'm still affected by legislation that widens the already-present gap between my current situation and the medical treatment I need. 1230
Reposted by hilRobert Reich @rbreich.bsky.social · 29/08/2025The NRA buys off Congress. No action on guns. The oil industry buys off Congress. No action on climate. Insurance companies buy off Congress. No action on health care. The list goes on and on. Money in politics is the root of our dysfunction. 11813189010195
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 29/08/2025aldi has pineapple jalapeno hummus and it is amazing (and $2) 030
Reposted by hilLiz, a queen of sharks- @thesharkqueen.com · 27/08/2025Handy chart for the liberals screaming at you for your “purity testing” 25123
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 24/08/2025a kindred spirit!!! I just don't feel any better at understanding their social cues than I do people! Wild ones are weirdly easier, because mostly what I need to know is if they're aggressive, but domesticated ones there's actually learning their signals for needs and stuff. 020
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 24/08/2025I knew it! They're having catty little tea parties where they laugh at me behind my back! 110
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 24/08/2025I sometimes think I must be the one autistic person on earth who is as awkward with animals as with people. I believe in equality, okay? All living beings equally set off my social anxiety. 🤷 240
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 23/08/2025I'll learn this one day, really. Thanks for the reminder. ❤️ 010
hil @wanderinghil.bsky.social · 23/08/2025It's fine not to want to continue a conversation on the Internet, obviously. But that dismissive attitude about the human rights issues of others is exactly what people are frustrated about. 1120