vivi @vvs.moe · 22hit's so different now this is a completely different situation idk what to do. I just wanna lay in bed and do nothing but that doesn't feel like an option because this doesn't feel like my room. my bed doesn't feel like my bed, it's just a place for me to sleep. 000
vivi @vvs.moe · 23hI was looking back at old pictures of what I was doing last year and I was going out with my irls a lot and yeah I miss them 000
vivi @vvs.moe · 09/10/2026the dimden stickers on my laptop are my favorite more than any of them they're really cute and it's like that's my oomf! 120
vivi @vvs.moe · 09/10/2026I also want to watch lain and play terraria and league and valorant with my friends... 020
vivi @vvs.moe · 09/10/2026I want to play genshin all day again with my friends and do co op tovether and talk about genshin and honkai star rail too I hate this and I miss that 020
vivi @vvs.moe · 08/10/2026I am so inefficient and useless at studying and getting work done I feel so stupid because I don't get anything 020
vivi @vvs.moe · 08/10/2026everyday has felt like hell since I moved here I haven't been happy once except when I win a hand in mahjong 000
vivi @vvs.moe · 07/10/2026I remember the first time having cold noodles I was like wtf this is not right but I've grown to love it, but it's a delicacy for me I haven't had it in a while. I feel like I always get random cravings for it though. 000
vivi @vvs.moe · 05/10/2026I guess what I meant when I said move out was living alone or with my sister... not this. 110
vivi @vvs.moe · 05/10/2026if I wasn't a coward I would do it after December when I've seen the Madoka movie and vacation but I am a coward 100
vivi @vvs.moe · 05/10/2026when do I mood swing into being happy and why is nothing I'm doing working to make me happy I swear I'm going outside and trying so hard 100
vivi @vvs.moe · 05/10/2026god I feel like shit and I don't know what will fix it this time except fast forwarding to December it's fucking miserable here 000
vivi @vvs.moe · 04/10/2026I feel like shit every time I wake up and I can't just hop on my pc and play games and make it disappear it fucking sucks 110
vivi @vvs.moe · 04/10/2026I can't stop being the worst fucking child ever to my parents and the biggest disappointment 000
vivi @vvs.moe · 04/10/2026I don't know what to do I feel so sad all of the time and now this bike accident and idk I just feel terrible 001
vivi @vvs.moe · 03/10/2026jupi really locked in on the song we made together her verse is so good 010
vivi @vvs.moe · 02/10/2026like 4 years maybe right now. I just can't see a world where im not an abject failure and then kill myself but whatever. im sad so they date goes down and when im happy the date goes up none of it is real I've been saying I'm going to do it since I was 16 im just a scared liar anyways. 010
vivi @vvs.moe · 01/10/2026it has legit felt like I've been here for longer than a month but it's been like... a week and a half 000
vivi @vvs.moe · 01/10/2026doing shit everyday and like being forced to go outside makes everyday feel so long and it honestly sucks because I just want to get to December 14th already 100
vivi @vvs.moe · 01/10/2026i feel so bad every single day but also i just injected so its probably that 010
