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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 19h

if i start gaining weight from these antidepressants then im gonna KILL MYSELF 😅😅😅😅😅 i can handle the stomach problems. i can handle the headaches. i can handle the dizziness. BUT NOT WEIGHT GAIN. #edsky #edbsky

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

my social anxiety is so confusing. a year ago i was terrified about getting stared at. meanwhile walked around with a tshirt and fresh cuts not even thinking about that being the problem ¯\_(⊙_ʖ⊙)_/¯

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

im crine i saw sb asking for wl motivation and someone said “are you PREGNANT?” 😭😭😭😭😭 ?????????????????????

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i got a new cal track app and its saying i have 1650 cals for the day? bitch please thats #toomuch

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

im probably nonbinary but i have a job rn so no time to worry abt that

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

14 MORE HOURS AND IM OUT OF THE MENTAL HOSPITAL WOOIOOOOOOO FFFFFUUUUUCK YES 🙌 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌OOOHHHH FUCK DUDE FINALLY

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

NEW LAYOUT :DDDD pls dont forget about me oomfs

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

mental hospital staff took my blades away and i am currently losing my mind

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

i have to remind myself that relapsing is a normal part about recovery but it feels so wrong. i cant do this anymore. im back in this loop of my thoughts circling around the one thing ive been trying to avoid. i can’t regulate myself at all.

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i need a 42 year old boyfriend in my life….. pspspspspsps 🥹

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

fuck guys.. the mental hospital actually helps. i’m… in recovery !!!!!!😄😄 not even a joke or bait im fr

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

things that improved my life: - cold showers every morning/thru the day when i’m agitated - chugging a bottle of water when i’m stressed or want to relapse - just saying no to people and telling them when it’s too much for me - going on a walk at least twice a day

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

relapsing in the mental hospital has to be a humiliation ritual bro. “How deep is it? Can I see? I need to patch that up. Fill out this form” FFFFFUCK YOU #shbsky #slitsky #shsky

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

guys i started talking to both of my exes again. one cheated on me the other manipulated me. idk why i do this to myself. the one i missed, the other missed me.

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

i’m in the mental hospital and i still have my phone. you gotta be real quiet on the creek

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

i’m convinced jeff buckley has a kill count on some of his songs

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

trying to post this for the second time 😭 i wish i could make styros like that again it was lowkirk satisfying #scarspo #slitsky #shbsky ignore how weird my thighs look *-*

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

i see you in everything. your interests still show up on my fyp. your hair color is so unique but suddenly everyone has it. your eyes will never leave my mind. you treated me like shit under your shoe the last time i talked to you but god how beautiful those first months were. i miss him :((

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

trying to make some shbsky mutuals but they’re all minors and/or proshitters 😔 #shbsky #slitsky

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

we’re so back baby. i’m a little disappointed by my blade. the only styro i was able to see is suuuper small and the rest is cat scratches. I’ll try later with another one. also this is my thigh yw #shbsky #slitsky #sh

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

he broke up with me because of it! i love my life

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

soon to be under 80kg why do i still feel like shit and that i should keep going 🤔🤔🤔🤔 hmmm i wonder 🤔

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

boyfriend wanted a break after telling him im going to the mental hospital. uh okay

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

im going to the mental hospital soon 👍👍👍👍👍👍 super happy about this 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 will probably lose my job 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

social anxiety so bad i can’t even hop on a minecraft server

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

i forgot how boring isolation can be. errrrm what do i do guys help help help

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

i feel so wrong everywhere. might just stop talking again. idc anymore

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

??? i’ve been fasting or doing omad, cardio (14km on my bike) and my scale is STILL saying i gained even more weight. What if I just kill myself bro OMG #edsky #edbsky

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

dude i need to calm down i’m not snoop. I nearly smoked all my weed away this weekend 😭😭😭😭😭💔

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

anybody else’s paranoia get so bad talking to ANYONE gives you the sickest thoughts of them hurting you? oh okay

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

gained weight again 😤 fasting until i lose it #edbsky #edsky

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

when u start gagging from the weed so u know its working #weed #goals #ilovemylife

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

i don’t have a blade only a lighter. Does it feel the same? Like does it release the pressure like cutting? #shbsky #slitsky #shtwt

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

i did the step 🥹🥹 #MDNI from now on!! i blocked everyone under 18 in my following cuz i cant remove them for dome reason. if i overlooked you, please unfollow me!!! My venting is becoming crazier and crazier and i don’t feel like sharing that with 16yo 🥹👍

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

my weed pen is dead and i’m alone. guys im gonna kms ^_^

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

bro what am i even doing hitting up my friends to hang out after being distant for so long and they all decline

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

im not promoting but weed has honestly made me lose more weight than before. crazy tip just get high and start walking. kid you not thats how i hit 20k once super easy

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

im getting high 2day. bet you’re jealous 😼 (its legal where I live don’t throw tomatoes)

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

is it normal to get more body hair when you loose wright?

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

i havent weighted myself in a week yo im kms #edbsky #edsky

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

i just saw a mom on edsky. my future is bright ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

why does everyone say losing weight is toxic. i’ve never been so whimsical in my life

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

All we do is fuck and ignore each other. How healthy is it on a scale of 1 to I’m ginna kill myself?

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

It’s so weird to start being aware of the way I start to distance myself from everybody. I know it’s happening but I’m not doing anything against it.

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

had been really insomnic lately so i started smoking weed again. my coordination might be gone but at least i get a good nights sleep 😴

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Volt [MDNI] @voltloves420.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

my grandma had too much to drink again and kept screaming at the kids so i screamed back. aita? no.

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