⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I should write my apology post to miss pink now huh 000
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026thanks man i took damage writing it and rereading it 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026(( a whole lot of never enter the worm goop dimension bc you might get assaulted by the suffocating existence of a girl that literally just wants to rot to nonexisfence but isn’t allowed to 000
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026 ̶[̶ ̶ ̶u̶n̶s̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶ ̶:̶ ̶ ̶ ̶ ̶c̶o̶s̶m̶o̶n̶a̶u̶t̶ ̶ ̶]̶ ̶ ̶ ̶ ̶s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶s̶ ̶ ̶i̶ ̶ ̶w̶i̶s̶h̶ ̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶ ̶l̶e̶t̶ ̶ ̶m̶e̶ ̶ ̶r̶o̶t̶ 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026and there is a pain so very familiar to 𝘺𝘰𝘶, this hollow ache that reminds 𝘺𝘰𝘶 of a time before this existence; the darkness. the cold. the emptiness of nothingness. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026because 𝘺𝘰𝘶 are alone— have been left alone for gods know how long in a home that 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘷𝘦 built with 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 bare hands 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026𝘺𝘰𝘶 collapse right by the entrance, huddle into 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 as best 𝘺𝘰𝘶 can, with knees tucked tightly into 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 chest, while heaving deep breaths. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026and 𝘺𝘰𝘶 realize that it has been MUCH LONGER than 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘷𝘦 anticipated; it is dark. suffocating. with air stale from lack of circulation and the lingering scent of old blood from the last altercation that had led to an unwarranted outburst. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026&&. so 𝘺𝘰𝘶 drag your useless corpse down some steps. into the abandoned living space meant for a group of outcasts—— of the ̶e̶i̶g̶h̶t̶seven souls, only one remains. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026[ sms : cosmonaut ] i dont think anyone is home but do tell him to be careful when landing. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026to shuffle through the piled mess of broken glass and discarded waste of paper to find where 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 bag has been discarded, just in case of an emergency. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026but 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 are braving the thought right now. unfolding yourself from 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 bed to stare at the remaining laundry in the basket, to dig through the mess on the floor for your shoes— 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026𝘺𝘰𝘶 think it was the day 𝘺𝘰𝘶 heard the scathing whispers as six became five, and five became four. then, three. two. one, and then none. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 think about the cruelty of uncertain smiles, and a voice in 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 ear saying he's gone forever. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026𝘺𝘰𝘶 imagine the cool breeze beating against 𝘺𝘰𝘶, the warmth of presence. and 𝘺𝘰𝘶 realize 𝘺𝘰𝘶 can't remember the last time you’ve been outside for more than five minutes- if at all. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026[ sms : dr.sunshine ] the siblings think it is [ sms : dr.sunshine ] he’ll be there as soon as possible 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026but the answer is yes. the answer is just because it takes the earth thousands of years to watch the light of a dead star finally blink out, it does not negate the fact that the star has been dead the entire time. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026they have let 𝘺𝘰𝘶 stay behind the locked doors of your box, and asking ' if there is no one around to hear the bomb go off, then has it really detonated? ' 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026they are passing flowers through the mail slot of 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 home, they are whispering ' our condolences ' through the keyhole. and because pity only gets the mourners so far, they have instead made 𝘺𝘰𝘶 a schrödinger’s cat. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026[ sms : cosmonaut ] that isn’t necessary 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026therefore, they are asking 𝘺𝘰𝘶, in short, to survive the loss of something so fundamentally integral. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026thus together they returned to the aethereal sea, and together became the serpent and it’s bearer. )) 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026this being, known then only as The Solar Knight, carved The Deep Dweller’s essence from cosmic stone and in turn bound it to itself, so never again would mortalkind abuse its gentle nature. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026(( many eons ago when the stars bled and darkness gathered, amidst fire and blood the promised descended into smoke and salt to free the great other from its duty-forged-prison; 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026and, indeed, it is irrational to be so fundamentally attached to another being. but this attachment was shaped long before . . . 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026“it is irrational,” the six remaining had said. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026the world has asked 𝘺𝘰𝘶 to survive a total autopsy, and still, to wake up every morning like 𝘺𝘰𝘶 are not slowly dying without the sun's light. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026it is as good as asking 𝘺𝘰𝘶 to live without a heart, and expecting 𝘺𝘰𝘶 to be fine. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026the world has asked 𝘺𝘰𝘶 to survive with the loss of something 𝘺𝘰𝘶 have never lived a single moment in this life without. they are asking 𝘺𝘰𝘶 to survive something that is as effective, and as brutal, as the amputation of a limb. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026that 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 entire space looks like a natural disaster tore through it, that 𝘺𝘰𝘶 look like that. wallowing, and drowning, and suffocating in all 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 misery. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026the truth goes through 𝘺𝘰𝘶 like a wrecking ball. and 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 hesitation comes in the fact that 𝘺𝘰𝘶 are not okay. that 𝘺𝘰𝘶 are not up to it. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026[ sms : dr.sunshine ] The Wrathful said he’s on his way 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026&&. when 𝘺𝘰𝘶 do not answer, too afraid to admit a truth that has been thus for longer than you’ve known, the anvil drops. hard. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026[ sms : dr.sunshine ] à̵̹̦̪͓̙̪̣̀̋́̃̒͆͌̓̆̆͘̕͝͝ͅe̵̤̩̽̃̑̒́́̀̅́̽̌̐͆̕͝v̶̨͈̩̩̣̖͔̰̩̞̝̒́̑͛͆͛̽̚i̴̢͉͇͔͈̦̯̫͇̪̦̠̒͗̓͂̄̔̊̉̏̏̇̋̚͝a̵̗͙͉̱̿̊͋̔͐̓̈́͊̉͋̊̽̕͝͝ [ sms : dr.sunshine ] are you alone right now? 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026𝘺𝘰𝘶 have no idea what kind of words sit behind one’s teeth. the hurt under their tongue that will pull 𝘺𝘰𝘶 apart all over again. 100
⠀⠀ad⠀⠀astra⠀⠀et⠀⠀ultra⠀⠀.⋆ @voidwanders.bsky.social · 26/09/2026the next set of texts come a couple minutes later, and it's not because 𝘺𝘰𝘶 have some sort of premonition, not because 𝘺𝘰𝘶 have some portent of doom— 100
