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and now I'm scared of "birdie clone" bullshit bc i like black and red 😭 anything nice i ever said about birdie i take back, i revoke, i declare that shit outdated and untrue 🙏 please do your research and form your own opinions on that

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bonus hot take can you. stop comparing innocent artists to problematic ones over art style or favorite color. gen i stopped drawing sonic characters bc of people comparing my style to kenji's (the guy who made curse) - mind you this was around the time he got outed for the tails thing

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if you look at someone's fandom oc and tell them "there's already a character of that species" i hate you looking at steven universe fans with this one especially. let me enjoy my birthstone oc idgaf if the character exists in canon as a fusion LET ME LIVE!! LET ME HAVE FUN!!!

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hot take of the now; if you look at an artist's oc and your first thought is to tell them it looks like another character you SUCK

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i genuinely never wanna draw coil again after the "awoo" incident /hj there's more to it than just "shitpost got popular, artist feel bad" but that's a can of worms for another time

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compared to something that I was proud of and happy with, something I was proud of myself for experimenting and daring to try

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I was in fact wrong about the like count on both posts that got a lot of attention, neither of these were things I was really proud of or happy with the final result of

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+used twitter. I think it neared about 50 likes while my other work, the stuff I was actually proud of and liked, was lucky to get *one*. made me a little resentful towards my own art 😭

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Drak0 @voidscarab.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

i dunno maybe i'm "ungrateful" or whatever but it kinda. pisses me off a little when something i put 0 effort into gets loads more attention than something im actually proud of hasn't happened recently but i keep. thinking about a really specific and stupid doodle of Coil that blew up when I still+

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we're either fucking romanticized for having BPD or we're demonized for it i'm sick of it i hate it so much I hate that theres nothing i can do I hate that I feel fucking defenseless.

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Drak0 @voidscarab.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

i don't want to be the way that i am i did not choose to be this way it was forced upon me. i am not a good person but im sure as fuck not a monster for shit i cannot control. call me fucking sensitive or whatever but good. god words hurt

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Drak0 @voidscarab.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

"Oh hey, it's a post about what relationships can be like with a person who has BPD! I wonder what the comments are like!" And all of the sudden i fucking hate myself and i feel undeserving of any form of positive attention i hate the goddamn internet and i hate being cursed with BPD

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reminder that we are NOT forgiving barbiespace

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i hate tiktok so much it makes being stupid the "cool" thing to be

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chat when did it become cool and trendy to hate on polyamorous people if its not consensual it is NOT polyamory can y'all stop insisting that thanks

this is about a specific one but im scared to mention them by name less the horde comes to attack me with horrific criminal accusations with zero proof again.

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"keep fandom weird!" no.. nuh uh.. i fear that's a gross pipeline

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if i shared half the opinions i have on fandom culture i'd get called a newgen like i wasnt here when the foxy x chica/mangle arguments weren't going on

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personally i think this is fucking awesome

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i cannot defend twisted bobette or bobette in general she's kinda ass however, ginger

of course coal is going to be similar to pebble, theyre the same species. i have a handful of criticisms about it but some of y'all are bitching for the sake of bitching

be glad you got an update at fucking all, stop whining about christmas in january ginger having cosmo's ability makes sense, THEYRE COUSINS. the game is about a hypothetical old cartoon show, no shit there's going to be holiday mains

i've probably said this before but oh BROTHER the dw fans are so ungrateful (and kinda stupid)

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Zenphia @sungazing.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

what is it with roblox communities and being really shitty to the devs of their favorite games

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I hate talking about drama here but this is like, sorta important Meta's new TOS for Facebook/Instagram/Threads literally has a section carved out that says you can call gay/trans people mentally ill These platforms (and Zuck) are now just as opposed to your existence as Twitter so stop using them

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my bad chat im still at a very low point but im safer

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i've become so resentful, hateful, bitter and just. fucking miserably numb can i even be considered human or am i just a husk a fucking vessel forced to inhabit a world that seems to have it out for me at every turn

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i hate the fact i might not ever get better. i hate that i've been inflicted with shit i will never be able to heal from i will never have the chance to be a normal, perfectly functioning person like my peers. Like other people I hate it I hate myself for bullshit that isn't even my fault.

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just fucking can't. i find myself resentful of those who have recovery as an option, i hate it. I hate that I feel a way I shouldn't in truth im envious, jealous, im angry they have access to something i don't and maybe never fucking will

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i am constantly putting myself under the pressure to be better when im not the one who needs to change. i am not the villain in my situation it took me years to realize i was a fucking victim to the very people who were supposed to love me most. there is always the pressure to do something i know i

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just that much fucking worse for me. the only reason i haven't fucking done it yet is because of the small handful of friends i've managed to keep in this miserable fucking existance

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I have endured 19 fucking years of the same bullshit, even then if it wasn't my "family" it was someone else piling onto the list of bullshit already wrong with me. therapists didn't help, cps did nothing, police did nothing, any attempt I ever made to set a boundary ended with the cycle getting

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grace @gseid13.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

not to be concerning on main but im trying so hard to draw a ref sheet to get my mind off of shit but with every. fucking line i put on the canvas i cannot stop consider just saying fuck it and taking the easy way out.

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I'd really like there to be a remove follower option so I don't have to keep blocking everyone

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ellie @blimblam.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

for the love of god please respect my privacy

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stuck living with an abusive alcoholic

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i want out but there isn't an out

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being stuck in a cycle fucking sucks

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majority of them are delightful and sweet though so

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traderie users are either absolute angels or stupidly petty fym you're going to report me bc i didn't respond in 3 minutes??

Soda (ARCHIVE) @sodakettle.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

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THE HEARTBEAT OF PLAYGROUND!!!!!!! #phighting

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Drak0 @voidscarab.bsky.social · 07/01/2025

we're similar but also?? not??? i wanna see if they rmr at all but i am way too scared that they wont and itll just be fucking weird urghhh

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Drak0 @voidscarab.bsky.social · 07/01/2025

checking in on someone i was really close with back in the old days and oh my god shawty we took some very different turns in life 😭 too scared to reach out but theyve def improved a lot