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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 14h

Day 1 of sobriety. "I have hope that things will improve, and even if im wrong. I will improve myself for that is something i can control" -me Im cold then hot, starving then tired, manic then calm. My heart is beating like a drum and i feel faint but nothing will stop me this time.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I know its been awhile since my last post, im oki just a lil stressed.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Went to s kink rave for the first time. I have found my people.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

- Age: 25 - Gender: trans girl - Sexuality: poly - Height: 5’9” - Eyes: blue - Fav Food: pepperoni pizza - Fav Drink: mountain dew pitch black - Fav Game: Bioshock 2 - Fav film: Lucy - Fav show: legend of the seeker - Fav animal: spotted hyena

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Job hunting be like This 1 i need a ged, but i need $150 to get a ged. This 1 i need a vaild DL, DL requires an eye exam, right eye contact tore so im blind on that side. Left is old and needed to be replaced months ago so the left is getting fuzzy, so i need about $180 for contacts to get my DL.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

25 years old, starting to look like a mature woman.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I love playing in the rain like a whimsical forest creature. Everything looks so pretty.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Got laid off my new job.... Back to square 1.. Ugh

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Its 12:30 I wanna go for a ride, but i know its best I dont, because I wouldn't make it back, The worse part of being kind hearted and suicidal, is knowing I have people who care for me. People would suffer greatly if I let go. People depend on me.... I dont want to die, im just tried.......

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

And my unemployment was granted, so I get paided for being fired Hellll yessss,

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

I got an interview lined up in a few days, im may have a job secured

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

1/ ? I really dont wanna make this post but I dont have a choice. I feel pretty fxcking worthless having to even ask for help. But with my demotion, pay and hours cut, and now facing possible termination right after my sister in law was wrongfully terminated. Im about to be in a bad spot.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

Well, my car is being transported to the dealership for a diagnostic. Under normal circumstances my warranty would cover all expenses. But this may not unfortunately. So I may have to go get my car that I cant drive without destroying the engine and pay $200 just for them to say whats wrong.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Went to the emergency room. All body functions are good.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

So.... I have no refills left on my estrogen... even tho it says I do...pharmacy called my doctor they denied my refill, and when I look it says I have a refill so I cant get a new prescription..... So I might be out of estrogen for 3 months...

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

Ran out of estrogen and currently cant afford a new vial. 2 days past my dose day.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

9 days sober from nicotine, 7 from drugs. 140 lbs again. My muscles are starting to bulk up again. Confidence is thru the room lol

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

4 days sober from nicotine, weight is coming up. 2 days sober from drugs.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

I got the bull by the horns, and for the first time in this death match I feel I may have a chance.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Guys, I had a wake up call yesterday. I believe i had a heart attack. Turns out stress, drugs, staying up multiple night in a row, and not eating to the point of starvation isnt good for you.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

Stress stress stress lol. My mother got a pay cut, I go a pay cut and some of the bills are already behind XD Might be a minute before I get my financial situation under control

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

They tried to fire me, but because I have zero write ups they couldn't. So im being demoted and will know longer be assistant manager. And my pay is reduced.. It got flipped on me so fxcking hard, gotta admit....shes good XD

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Every thing worked out... Well, kinda But im oki.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

Got my contacts, huge confidence boost. My eyes are so much more noticeable. I think im kinda cute

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Idk if i can do this guys. The cash drawer was $60 short at work, everything was settled. The manager was gonna write up who she felt was responsible. And I paid the drawer back myself.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

An old friend seen me for the first time in a few months and said I looked like a skeleton, and it was very concerning.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

Bleached my hair for the 2nd time, it looks amazing

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

I accidentally cut off a van on the highway and almost got rear ended. Never would have happened if I had a ballroom.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

One of my best friends sees my car in public, so he run across a Walmart parking lot to slip a note under my windshield wiper while im shopping.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

Update- everything came back good. Im not dieing lmao.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

Being a manager at 24 years old and openly trans in a red town is fun. Some customers are so funny cause theyll ask my waiters and waitresses, like "is that a boy or a girl?" Had one guy openly and rudely say "I dont even know what that is." To which my employe responded "a human.... a human girl"

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

Being in a brat/dom relationship has fixed me.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

Update- Ill get my test results back in 3 to 4 days.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

Hope everyone's day is better than mine. Zero sleep last night, get to work all day. And the moment I get off work im heading straight to the emergency room..... Hopefully i dont get bad news Ill keep yall updated, Plz dont ask why, im not sharing.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I love when upper management gives me task that are impossible unless I willing to work off the clock. Currently work about 6 to 8 hour unpaid a week to make up work that we literally cant complete on the clock because im being short staffed constantly.

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💖Ruby💖🏳️‍⚧️ @digibutter64.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I'm just gonna call gender envy "genvy" from now on; it's too common for multiple words

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

Had my first ever proper street race yesterday. Smoked that damn Nissan. Have to say tho, 120 in the rain is interesting to say the least.

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

Everyone in my life saying ive lost weight and that they're worried. Me confused asf checks my weight only to realize ive lost 20 pounds in a month.....

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

Mom wanted to go to my brother's house for a lil because its Easter. So I went with her. Nothing quite like standing face to face with the person who abused you your whole childhood and wanting to slash their throat. Tehe :3

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Nyanabread @nyanabread.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

Johto Starters Forgot to post them here #pokemon #fanart #doodles #whiteboarddrawing #pokemonart #pokemonfanart

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Vivian Lee 🏳️‍⚧️ @vivian-lee.bsky.social · 03/04/2026

With current stress factors and personal reasons. Imma take a few days from try to quit nicotine. I want quit, but for the time it seems like a bad idea. Ill resume trying Monday, I wont give up. Thanks to everyone that is supporting me in this road to overcoming my addiction.

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