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nathan.

@viscachapasta.bsky.social
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Everything else goes here Vent and random thoughts Essentially a journal Possibly some 🔞 posts occasionally Pfp by @boiofkoi.bsky.social 🧡🤍🖤 Alt account for: @yungditalini.bsky.social

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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
A part of me is probably going to regret even making this thread because it continues to reassure people that there's a sadness in me, I just needed to get this out I hope you have a good day, whoever is reading, I truly do. I want nothing but happiness for you. It's all any of us deserve
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
I just want folks to be happy, that's all I every want when I meet someone. Everything I do is to make sure people never feel as bad as I do. But no matter what, eventually everyone looks at me with those same sad eyes, like they know I'm doomed in some way, and I hate seeing that, it scares me
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
This is what I mean when I say I wish I didn't bum people out so much. I don't know how, no matter how happy I present, or even how happy I actually am. There's always something that make people look at me with a little bit of sadness, and I wish that didn't happen
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
No matter how good I'm doing people always get concerned around me knowing there's a small sadness in me that they can't ever help alleviate, I've learned to live with it, but it's like even them knowing I live with it is too much for them to bear the knowledge of
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
I purposely stray away from concerning people about my problems and to be a happy go lucky rock in people's lives But there truly is a melancholy in my soul that seems to find a way to worry people
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
He just hugged me and kept repeating how he wants me to be okay and that he doesn't know what to do And I had to just sit there trying to comfort him saying that I'm going to be alright No one really talks about what it's like having to comfort your parent amidst a panic out of sheer love for you
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026
/Heavy subject matter Ended the night with a weird mix of emotions, got into an argument with my dad but he truly only feels as upset and fearful and sad because of how much he loves me It ended with him coming into my room a mess of tears at the fact that he simply doesn't know how to help me
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
Five psychos escape psychedelic prison
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
probably gonna use this sketch as a base for his ref but i did some silly stuff in the mean time
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
Management changed their mind, false alarm y'all, back to the hunt for me I guess
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
On meds for ADHD (YAAAAY) makes me so goddamn drowsy omg (FUUUUUUCK)
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Silvia "CosmicTailz" @cosmictailz.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
this was funnier in my head
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 10/02/2026
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
He grew!
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 04/02/2026
Why did "ants in my room" by Carter Vail make me cry There's an emotion to it I can't quite place even though it's silly And I enjoy seeing all the interpretations in the comments of it I don't normally share stuff but here it is if anyone who sees this is interested youtu.be/McvdQYzlLM8?...
youtu.be
Ants In My Room (Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Carter Vail
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🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
guess who’s seeing iron lung tomorrow with his boyfriend 😈
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
It worked btw
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 27/01/2026
When you only have like 2 squares of toilet paper left but you just had the most violent bowel movements of the week so you gotta tell that paper you believe in it
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
I've been voluntold to help with cooking like 4 hours ago, they neglected to tell me it was gonna take 4 hours
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
damn that snow really falling fr
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/01/2026
Late to repost because I spent all day with boyfriend :3
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🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
happy six months to me an my boyfriend :)
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 18/01/2026
Today was the day of all time (Technically yesterday since it's after midnight)
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 16/01/2026
got too high and slept the day away
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 05/01/2026
On the subject of bandaids, as actually didn't have any in hand when I stabbed myself However, the same box of old stuff that had the glass I stabbed myself on later had a box of bandaids at the bottom I don't know whether this is a cruel joke or a consolation from the universe
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 05/01/2026
My dumbass took Advil to help with the pain from stabbing my finger For those who aren't aware, Advil is a blood thinner I have had an open wound for almost a while 24 hours this is a bandaid appreciation post
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/12/2025
Can you believe it guys! Christmas! Just five minutes away!
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Jisslol @jisslol.bsky.social · 23/12/2025
Moth gaming.
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 19/12/2025
Having a lit game night with the squad
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
koi fish in shape of ball with obvious bright red circle and arrow pointing at him "Full of stuffing"
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🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 27/11/2025
i ate all the stuffing
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 12/11/2025
I stay making shitposts even in my dreams
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 04/10/2025
u i i a i u u i i a i
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
He cheefin that shit fr
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 23/09/2025
I find it kinda funny how I'm on my third night of barely sleeping, meaning it's possible I start hallucinating This is funny because for some reason a lot of religious folks think the rapture is today or something, so like, if God starts talking to me I'll let y'all know
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🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
playing keep talking and nobody explodes for the first time with my bf as the expert (with the online manual) i have not blown up yet but its gotten rather close very scary, very fun, can’t believe i haven’t played til now
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 06/09/2025
I'm also for sure making art of this game
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 06/09/2025
Maybe I'm just used to slower fighting games but I've played in the closed alpha/beta of tokon & 2xko. These games feel like meth, they are so fast and I love it Tokon is beating our 2xko just a tad but man, do I wish this closes beta had a training room I know star lord and that's it
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 21/08/2025
art block beating me up so i kinda scribbled till i got something
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🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 16/08/2025
need this motivation rn
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 12/08/2025
comm wip
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 12/08/2025
sillydiver for the culture
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 07/08/2025
I have never played a sonic game I watched a lythero sonic 06 video and that's it Have some doodles
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 03/08/2025
see, maybe saying that your favorite animal is a cat is a little basic, but I get to hang out with my favorite animal every day!!! Look at my son!!!
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 03/08/2025
I don't get how communication is so hard for people, like I know part of it might just be how they're brought up but it really fucks things up when you just don't talk this ain't related to anything involving me but just hearing about this stuff aggravates me glad I'm not shy about how I feel
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 02/08/2025
tokon news today hung out with boyfriend cannoli and coffee before bed good day today
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
Need to force myself out of this dissociation, best feeling I've felt and my brain can't comprehend it as real Ffs
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
Goddammit
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 24/07/2025
you should already know the context smh my head
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nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 24/07/2025
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH (No, you don't get context)
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