nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026A part of me is probably going to regret even making this thread because it continues to reassure people that there's a sadness in me, I just needed to get this out I hope you have a good day, whoever is reading, I truly do. I want nothing but happiness for you. It's all any of us deserve 110
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026I just want folks to be happy, that's all I every want when I meet someone. Everything I do is to make sure people never feel as bad as I do. But no matter what, eventually everyone looks at me with those same sad eyes, like they know I'm doomed in some way, and I hate seeing that, it scares me 210
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026This is what I mean when I say I wish I didn't bum people out so much. I don't know how, no matter how happy I present, or even how happy I actually am. There's always something that make people look at me with a little bit of sadness, and I wish that didn't happen 110
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026No matter how good I'm doing people always get concerned around me knowing there's a small sadness in me that they can't ever help alleviate, I've learned to live with it, but it's like even them knowing I live with it is too much for them to bear the knowledge of 110
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026I purposely stray away from concerning people about my problems and to be a happy go lucky rock in people's lives But there truly is a melancholy in my soul that seems to find a way to worry people 100
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026He just hugged me and kept repeating how he wants me to be okay and that he doesn't know what to do And I had to just sit there trying to comfort him saying that I'm going to be alright No one really talks about what it's like having to comfort your parent amidst a panic out of sheer love for you 110
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 28/08/2026/Heavy subject matter Ended the night with a weird mix of emotions, got into an argument with my dad but he truly only feels as upset and fearful and sad because of how much he loves me It ended with him coming into my room a mess of tears at the fact that he simply doesn't know how to help me 110
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 11/05/2026probably gonna use this sketch as a base for his ref but i did some silly stuff in the mean time 022
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 05/05/2026Management changed their mind, false alarm y'all, back to the hunt for me I guess 120
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 11/02/2026On meds for ADHD (YAAAAY) makes me so goddamn drowsy omg (FUUUUUUCK) 020
Reposted by nathan.Silvia "CosmicTailz" @cosmictailz.bsky.social · 20/11/2024this was funnier in my head 66139734929
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 04/02/2026Why did "ants in my room" by Carter Vail make me cry There's an emotion to it I can't quite place even though it's silly And I enjoy seeing all the interpretations in the comments of it I don't normally share stuff but here it is if anyone who sees this is interested youtu.be/McvdQYzlLM8?...youtu.beAnts In My Room (Lyric Video)YouTube video by Carter Vail 010
Reposted by nathan.🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 03/02/2026guess who’s seeing iron lung tomorrow with his boyfriend 😈 351
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 27/01/2026When you only have like 2 squares of toilet paper left but you just had the most violent bowel movements of the week so you gotta tell that paper you believe in it 120
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/01/2026I've been voluntold to help with cooking like 4 hours ago, they neglected to tell me it was gonna take 4 hours 020
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/01/2026Late to repost because I spent all day with boyfriend :3 020
Reposted by nathan.🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 24/01/2026happy six months to me an my boyfriend :) 661
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 18/01/2026Today was the day of all time (Technically yesterday since it's after midnight) 020
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 05/01/2026On the subject of bandaids, as actually didn't have any in hand when I stabbed myself However, the same box of old stuff that had the glass I stabbed myself on later had a box of bandaids at the bottom I don't know whether this is a cruel joke or a consolation from the universe 110
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 05/01/2026My dumbass took Advil to help with the pain from stabbing my finger For those who aren't aware, Advil is a blood thinner I have had an open wound for almost a while 24 hours this is a bandaid appreciation post 100
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/12/2025Can you believe it guys! Christmas! Just five minutes away! 010
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 27/11/2025koi fish in shape of ball with obvious bright red circle and arrow pointing at him "Full of stuffing" 020
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 23/09/2025I find it kinda funny how I'm on my third night of barely sleeping, meaning it's possible I start hallucinating This is funny because for some reason a lot of religious folks think the rapture is today or something, so like, if God starts talking to me I'll let y'all know 010
Reposted by nathan.🐟🍂 @incidentalfish.bsky.social · 10/09/2025playing keep talking and nobody explodes for the first time with my bf as the expert (with the online manual) i have not blown up yet but its gotten rather close very scary, very fun, can’t believe i haven’t played til now 161
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 06/09/2025Maybe I'm just used to slower fighting games but I've played in the closed alpha/beta of tokon & 2xko. These games feel like meth, they are so fast and I love it Tokon is beating our 2xko just a tad but man, do I wish this closes beta had a training room I know star lord and that's it 020
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 21/08/2025art block beating me up so i kinda scribbled till i got something 031
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 07/08/2025I have never played a sonic game I watched a lythero sonic 06 video and that's it Have some doodles 131
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 03/08/2025see, maybe saying that your favorite animal is a cat is a little basic, but I get to hang out with my favorite animal every day!!! Look at my son!!! 062
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 03/08/2025I don't get how communication is so hard for people, like I know part of it might just be how they're brought up but it really fucks things up when you just don't talk this ain't related to anything involving me but just hearing about this stuff aggravates me glad I'm not shy about how I feel 110
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 02/08/2025tokon news today hung out with boyfriend cannoli and coffee before bed good day today 010
nathan. @viscachapasta.bsky.social · 25/07/2025Need to force myself out of this dissociation, best feeling I've felt and my brain can't comprehend it as real Ffs 110