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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

does anyone else have such a crippling fear of failure that they're scared to apply for anything other than like a minimum wage job, even if they have a resume that shows they can *technically* do more, or do i need help? lmao 🙂

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

One thing that always fucks me up is people being okay with just jumping into conversations when they people talking haven't acknowledged them or asked for their input... Is that normal?? Because like, I could never.

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

everytime i think about coming back to streaming, i worry that i won't have as much fun as i did when i streamed cyberpunk 2077, and that fear is so crippling it's literally kept my away from streaming for almost three (3) years

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

spent almost a grand today to get the brake system of my shit ass, and to quote the mechanic "golden oldie" 1999 honda accord, working (kind of) again... might ahve to start streaming again for funds 😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

the way i thought my computer was unable to upgrade to windows 11, but all i had to do was change a couple settings in BIOS and now i don't have to get a whole new rig 🙏

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

my entire power supplyy and factory line in arknights endfield is fucked and i don't know why or what happened and i want to cry :)))))))))))))

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

my sister and i conspiring to get tickets to the hilary duff tour next year, remembering that she was our very first concert and realizing that was like 20 years ago 😭😭😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

about to lose me gotdamn mind!!!! i really was out here thinking i'd finally get a 6 star that wasn't ardelia (i've pulled her twice already) !!! :')))) #ArknightsEndfield

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

hello if anyone out there plays arknights: endfield and wants to add me as a friend, pls feel free... ;-; i need friends for all the shit in this game you need friends for LOL UID: 6361440542

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

of course the first 6 star i get in endfield from pulls is one you get for free from the sign in event 😭😭😭😭😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

What if.. I came back to streaming... with a new playthrough... of cyberpunk? 😌

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

i don't go on twitter much these days, but i swear, every time i do, my feed is just FILLED with garbage AI videos and pictures 😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

just witnessed a guy get a field sobriety test done on him at 630pm on a MONDAY 😭 sometimes, i think my life is shit, but at least it's not THAT shit 😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

ugly crying at 11pm on a Saturday after finding out that mr. marbles died

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

thinking about getting pokemon legends za and then remembering a time when games were affordable and not 90 dollars 😩

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

me at 10pm: 😴🛌🥱💤😴💤💤🛌🛌😴😴 me at 12:30am: 🤪🤪🤪💃💃😜😜🤪😝😝

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 28/07/2025

part of me wants to start taking steps to start streaming again, but part of me is scared shitless LMFAO

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

idk if anyone here has horse girl game, but here is my ID if u wanna add me as a friend 🥺👉👈 799296742420

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

not steam starting FISHING FEST on my BIRTHDAY LMFAO

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

At the grocery store, passed by a kid who stopped in front of the cheese section and just went "cheeeeese" He just like me frfr

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

Love being up 2 hours before my alarm for no reason 😔✊️

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

Watching clips of myself on someone else's stream and cackling Maybe I should start streaming again... I'm fucking funny

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

My computer is so cooked. I already had to restart it twice this evening because it froze 😭😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 21/04/2025

today i drove half an hour to a mall that has a lego store... the lego store was closed for easter :')

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

about to get my tax return, gonna use it to help get banana milk 🙏👏

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

lowkey... just because i haven't streamed in a while, doesn't mean i don't want to collab with people on their streams... i kinda miss hanging out and gaming with people 🥺👉👈

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

I swear to God, these days, every time I think about streaming, my computer just freezes I'm not even doing anything!! I'll be watching a stream and playing fields of mistria and it just stops working! I'm losing my MIND

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 18/04/2025

Finally got the cursed wigglytuff 🙏🙏🙌🙌🙌

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 17/04/2025

Accidentally ranting to a friend for like a half hour about why I hate small talk 😭😭😭😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

so like.... in Theory, if i were to get an ironside prebuilt... do i get banana milk, or strawberry milk....????

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

Looking in to getting a new pc... thinking of getting a prebuilt this time because my ass cannot be bothered to build a custom 😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

the WAY the times i feel most motivated to stream are the times when i should be going to bed (like right now 😭)

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

my greatest achievement on stream was beating all the freddi fish games (mostly without help)

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

I know i haven't streamed in a while, but there is a good chance I might need to go on an actual, official hiatus because my computer has been super quirky lately and I'm honestly unsure it'll even be able to handle streaming lmfao help

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

IT'S THE FIRST SATURDAY OF THE MONTH, WHICH MEANS TIME FOR KPOP!!! JOIN JO AND I ON HIS CHANNEL TONIGHT AT 6PM PDT!!! twitch.tv/jofisshh

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

i want to stream so bad, but i can't get out of my head 😭 my life is a nightmare

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

when you want to play a game but nothing on your games list looks fun 😭

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

i keep thinking it's friday and then i realize it's only tuesday 😭🥴

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 16/03/2025

I keep making posts about wanting to stream, but just not doing it... but I think I'm genuinely regaining my confidence to stream. I hope maybe sometime this week I will come back, and I hope you'll join me when I do ☺️☺️☺️

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Violet Elara ⚙️💫 @violetelara.bsky.social · 11/03/2025

Found out today that the store I work at is closing in just over a month 🫠

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