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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

Light pollution in the fog, bad but pretty. I could do without the every night beeping of construction trucks but it is what it is.

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

And I miss her I fucking miss her I have nobody and am nobody and they won't even let me fucking watch birds take a goddamn fucking BATH and my little girl isn't here with me like oh my god I have nothing! Let me go already let me die!

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

Oh that's her fur! Haha ow oof ouch

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

2008 she was so fuckingg LITTLEEE. she got so old and had such a nice life, i hope. i love and miss her so fucking MUCHH dude

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

2nd day of finding her little fur spots outside (2nd photo is from yesterday). I did this to myself bc I groomed her out here all the time and gave the fur to the birds... It is sunny and birds are chirping and I miss the fuck out of my cat

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

there is a universe out there, perhaps . ..

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

Insects / wasps QUEEN SHIT the warm spell must have woken her up. I wanted more photos but lost her in a pot of like, weeds lmao. Go sleep some more queen

Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

:(( God I miss you a lot. She'd bob her little head when she smelled the air flowing in the house too. Fuck and shit :(

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

It's like my emotions are always super blunted until I try to voice them and then something breaks inside me ☠️ but I don't wanna be caught crying fsr so I have to brush it off. But God do I miss her :( she WAS my sunspot and it seems lonelier without her

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

just got roasted by my friend i have NEVER seen myself like this from a third party lens that is so funny to me

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Who speaks squirrel. What are they doing

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

She was a sweet girl :( pet loss sucks no matter what. I always get sad when others lose their pets that I had some relationship or routine with. Loss is hard, always.

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

Grief Today feels especially frustrating for some reason. I am fatigued mentally and frustrated at all corners, trying hard to regain momentum and stay hopeful. This was one year ago today. There's a peace that I don't have to worry about your health anymore, but I miss you so deeply.

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

I almost googled for advice about how to Stop Thinking about her every night but I don't think there's a trick for this lol. This is just grief and it sucks. I love you and miss you so deeply that words cannot describe your absence and how it aches. I hope you're somewhere. I love you :(

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

pet death / grief i cant believe theyre both gone :( im grown up now and i feel like im trapped being 15 and unable to figure out how to grow up, mature, or learn anything and move on. i just wanna be laying outside in the grass with my girls

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

she was still so young, clean and baby back then :(...

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

... But not really. You were one of the best parts of my life for a long, long time. Mama loves you always little baby

Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

Stinky fucking. Stinkmeister. You were supposed to be immortal or at least give me your twenties. Before Christmas? Left to suffer the dark winter and fear a spring without you? I'm mad at you 😡😡💢

Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

She was so perfect as an old lady you guys... I'd garden and she would just lay in the grass. Or we'd enjoy the morning sun together. On colder days I'd wrap her up and hold her. I miss her so fucking much it's driving my heart insane :(..

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

One of my 2026 goals is to try and do more arts and crafts. I rarely have been using my sketchbook and even more rarely do I ever color so I've been trying to doodle with colored pencils more often

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

Missing you so much my honeybee :(

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

At least I don't have to worry about your health or future in this increasingly unstable world. But I miss you and want to hold you so bad

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

I had been wondering for a while why the duckies came on land and then immediately sat down, and when I watched them this morning I realized it's because they tuck their little legs in to protect them from the cold snow and ice 🥺

Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 02/01/2026

I'm coping (neutral) if you even care

anyway, i loved and lost and hope I'll love again but that I don't have to lose for a very very long time. my entire waking life is consumed by this fear of losing those i love and depend on. scary fucking times. PLEASE be good to me 2026 i cant take it anymore

I really hope souls are real and yours is somewhere that can give me whatever goddamn stupid otherwordly courage there is that I need to believe in right now. like maybe theres an elevation of wisdom and you know how much I love you.

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you gave me everything and I still can't believe you're gone. the routines feel stale, everything is on autopilot. I really want to do and be better. feel better.

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my beautiful girl. my goddamn soul. not a day has gone by that I haven't thought about you. All I do every night is cry in the weight of your absence. All I wanted to do was hold you tonight, crying over how I've looked at every photo and I'll never have a new angle or video. This is all there is.

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I feel bad our grief seems so much deeper and longer for Honey than for you, Cocoa, but you still taught me a lot, aloof and grumpy as you were. You were our first cat for two years and despite all the pouncing and bullying you did against me, I was never afraid. I wanted to know you and do better

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grief / pet death / sad moping shit happy new year :') when i hugged my folks at midnight that affection did something to me and i just started crying. it is 2026 and you're both gone. Honey couldn't make it to christmas, and definitely not into the new year.

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Anyway, all that to say I'm lonely, really struggling with mental health in a what that's not rock bottom like this time last year, but bothersome, and I miss my cat.

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I've lost my entire life to being anxious and depressed so fucking, whatever, you know, but at least there was always her and now there is not. And at 3am alone and crying I feel so overwhelmed that my life is this: forever trapped, scared, and isolated

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Grief and death Everything I did with her still feels so recent yet so far away bc I can never do it again. I want to hold her so badly.

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

Can you tell I miss my cat 😭 my gorgeous baby, it feels like you've possibly been in my dreams but I can't remember. I'll keep waiting for you ❤️

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 27/12/2025

I dried the sympathy flowers my sister gave us a bit ago, checked on them today. I have two papers I wanna laminate but these dried rose stems didn't lose their color too badly, and the other white flowers came out really nice 😭 ❤️ so I laid them for her

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Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

france hetalia jumpscare is so funny

Honey 🐈🐾 @vinea.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

Pet death Goodnight, my sweetest honeybee. I hope i see you visit soon ❤️ 🌙