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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

And I don't even have the guidelines for the thirds turned on because they bother me while I take pictures Tho to this day I find that one mushroom picture I took years ago that I keep losing and finding periodically the best picture I ever took...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

And I just find that so funny Tho as soon as I try to take photos in a forest they are so ass. Those never have good focus points, they are just a mess of green and brown and I can just hope for the best, and they are always my worst lol

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

And that is the main reason they appear well-made. Otherwise I just stand at a spot, press button on phone and I'm done. I don't think about my photos a lot. Even with that somehow some photos have like water/horizon lines or tree lines exactly falling on those thirds

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

A friend complimented my photos that I take, and it's not something anyone ever notes to me at least, so after some analyzing why I might've gotten a praise for it I just made the realization that I have a very good sense for the rule of thirds when I take scenery photos

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

I think I only have one single dream that I do remember and don't remember realizing that it is a dream, was one where I was just standing in our living room arguing with my grandma, but all of that was so nothing that not a single detail could feel even slightly off...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

Like my family has dreams where they really can't tell it from reality and I just do not get how that happens. Like there are some little inconsistencies and I instantly know that I am in a dream even if it's a fairly realistic scenario

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

It's so funny only remembering dreams when I am actually aware that they are dreams, because sometimes I just have a moments of: fuck you, I am not dealing with this crap And then I walk out or just wake up. And I don't even know how I am so aware in the dreams that I do remember

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Also somehow, that time of the month arriving right after we were done with the wardrobe, warranted a 'That's why women can't do heavy work' from my grandma While it is right around when it usually is, so I really don't understand how the two are related She really likes to destroy my braincells

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

But even when he is home, I helped transporting our first oven, and during kitchen renovation putting in the new one, because I can at least attempt to do something while my brother quite literally flails around

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

And I just show off giggling that haha I'm so not used to this, my parts are shaking from the stress being suddenly put on them, because usually the heaviest thing I lift is a damn pen And my brother wouldn't even be able to do half of those things, even if he were home

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

I always love when my grandma spouts that women can't lift heavy things, it's not for them, while my not even 160cm ass is physically stronger than my brother scratching 2m We had to put together a new wardrobe with my dad and naturally I was there to help with whatever I could

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 11/09/2025

Dressing girly is fair, I honestly would love to, but in my experience girly stuff like that is incredibly itchy and I am not willing to sacrifice my comfort in existing for cute stuff It shall stay only on my artworks, my lil avatar can live out my wishes like that, she doesn't itch

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 11/09/2025

My grandma over the phone: I'm very hurt that Viki doesn't dress girly... Or at least half-decent Like I don't know what is not half decent on T-shirts and shorts... She wears the same things??? Is my cold tolerance the issue because I wear them at lower temperatures too?

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 30/07/2025

My dad likes to jokingly call me Kukac and my grandma questioned him about it. Hearing that I told her that I'm actually the happiest if I am called Kukac And now everyone in the family calls me Kukac(except my brother)??? Is this really all it took???

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

And I am very sure that she will love the end product because this is how this always goes and I will eat my fucking hat if she won't like it, I am that sure I am the only one in this family who knows colors

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

She is also contstantly complaining about everything else, but this has been the biggest tantrum The funniest thing is that my dad showed her the actual paint and she states that it is a lot lighter than it is on my image and checking it, my estimate image color is a bit lighter than the actual one

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

My grandma is an absolute joy to exist around... She says the she leaves the kitchen up to me and my dad because we will be alive longer And now she is throwing a tantrum because the doesn't like the wall color I chose because it's too dark It's a very fucking light color...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

Yesterday I biked around the city and going past these statues made me cackle because there supposed to be an angel in that middle column but he is missing for some reason I did see way back that they were working on something up there, but didn't know they went there to remove him...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

If I write something with all big letters that usually isn't a problem, I usually lift my pen up after each letter, but that's a lot of work for small ones

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

my small Ls and Bs also tend to blend together because sometimes I just do not draw the B's lil tail, my small Ms also look like scribbles and if it's combined with Ns and As and Us, good fucking luck small K and H also are problems

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

The strongest proof of my shitty handwriting is the fact that one of these is 'but' and the other one is 'bat' and if I wouldn't remember which is which even I would not have any idea... And the worst thing is the fact that my small N-s are in the same boat as my As and Us...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

My grandma's stories over the phone are getting wilder and wilder, somehow, I became the best english speaker in my high school?? And people said that in my school??? I have absolutely no clue where she got that from lol

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 23/05/2025

How do I magically color my artworks so I can just skip that step...? I hate coloring TwT Send help, I'm working on a big fucking piece with many tiny details and different colors and I want to scream TwT

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

I often think about doing bike deliveries because I can bike for a while and sounds like a nice job to do Unfortunately it is time sensitive and let alone me being generally slow, I have respect for the road laws unlike the bike delivery people I see and that also slows things down...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

If there is no except bikes sign and if I'm going the road for vehicles I have the same rules as any other vehicle??? Just because other people are stupid I don't have to be stupid too??? I was raised better than that???

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

I answer her that there is a no entry sign from the other way and no 'except bikes' sign under it. She tells me that everyone does it anyways, there is nothing prohibiting going to the opposite way on a bike... The no entry sign literally prohibits it from that direction???

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

So I tell her to stop because one a car is coming, two I need to cross there, I can't go on the road on the way back. As I cross the road after the car passes, she questions why I wouldn't be able to use the road on the way back.

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 14/04/2025

My grandma called me to help carry groceries home, so naturally without issues I go bike down the one-way road and in a different than usual spot my grandma calls out for me to stop. I do and pull over because rhere is a car behind me. My grandma tries to cross to me to make packing easier

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

I'm doing so well mentally today that out of my so far 4 waking hours I've been crying trough 3 of them... God I hate existing

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 24/03/2025

Yesterday I went out and while walking I usually call out to birds (mostly corvids) with hi friend(in english, not even hungarian) and a guy walked past that I didn't notice them at first and they just looked at me weird

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

What storms we get is like yearly one in usually july

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

Also just to note, that going would happen by car so it's not like we would get wet... Sure roads are slightly more dangerous, but technically roads are always dangerous because of random idiots that you might encounter! And hungary doesn't often get bigger storms

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

My family's inability to do anything when it's raining is so annoying... Oh let's go somewhere where we would be inside mostly anyways! Oh wait, it's raining, can't do that now! They are so weak...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 13/03/2025

Like do I need to fucking leave my laptop on recording all night because my little brother is a lying little pig and won't say shit if something happens because he doesn't like consequences??

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 13/03/2025

And I do not wake up for nothing. People have to yell next to me, past the music that I'm listening to while sleeping (because I listen to music while sleeping so outside noises absolutely can't wake me up for nothing) so you need to be really fucking loud to wake me up...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 13/03/2025

And because she is mostly drunk as fuck she remembers shit And all this while I have literal proof that I was woken up by them yelling next to me. Pokemon sleep records louder noises in the vicinity, and my yelling is recorded (only my yelling unfortunately)

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 13/03/2025

I'm starting to be really fucking fed up with my brother because whenever he is lying and I know he is lying, he insists that I am the one making shit up, and because my grandma believes that he can't lie because he is autistic, she keeps insisting that my brother must be telling the truth

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

Every time I see kakapos and keas being mixed up I die a little bit inside... Yeah they are related, but they are so differently silly lil birds!!! This complaining was motivated by me trying to find some silly kea gifs, and getting 500 kakapos... Wrong birb!

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 06/03/2025

My dad was complaining about some trnaslation because how did they get whatever they got from the original (forgot what his annoyance was) But like hungarian movie titles are funny because how do you get golden hair and the great hair knot from tangled- Hungarian is fun like that

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Whenever I see mentions of hungarians or hungarian stuff in the wild, my fight or flight response goes off so hard And I'm not sure why

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

Like a bad alcoholic I'm drowning my sorrows into drinking except with cold water because that's the only thing fixing my pain for about 1.5 minute before it starts hurting again...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

And he insisted that no it's not, please come down and help and I just went: I know this is a fucking dream, watch me wake up! So I woke up out of spite of my dream dad

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 14/02/2025

I like always being pretty aware if I'm dreaming something, today my dream was about my dad calling me in the middle of the night to ask me to help with something by the car, and grumpily I just retaliated with the fact that it's a dream, leave me alone...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 13/02/2025

Once again hearing my grandma complain about people going shopping while there supposed to be some kind of protest by not going shopping Grandma on the phone: The skin is burning on my face from the shame of being hungarian! People do not have spine nowadays! You went shopping too!

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

Grandma was complaining that so many people went shopping while there supposed to be some kind of protest today by not buying anything anywhere, saying that hungarian people have no spine to fight She went shopping today too-

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

But just look at the window of possibilities with the language

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Unfortunately to make it actually interesting I would need to be able to do good hungarian Which despite being hungarian I can't Like obscure synonyms and stuff But I am dumb and overall uninterested Language is made up anyways

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Making a magic system based around the hungarian language would be so fucking funny for me, myself and I... I write everything in english and then the spells are just hungarian sentences

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

This is not a problem for me personally, but there are so many old people and people with babies in the building, why must you make them suffer, why couldn't you just wait until summer when the whole system is actually drained...

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vikimintegykukac @vikimintegykukac.bsky.social · 11/02/2025

Some braindead individual in the house decided, without a good reason(no leaks and such), that they must install new radiators now, when weather is actually turning really fucking cold for the average person, so since 10, until 16 there won't be any heating

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