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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 17m

and everyone has to thank me every time i dont burst into tears or throw my stuff at them and every time i smile and make eye contact and dont make a reference and dont infodump

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 19m

at the end of every day everyone has to tell me "woww you were a really good pretender today i thought you were 10 or even 11 because you use such big words and youre so smart and cool"

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 23m

i should get prizes and candy for pretending to be a big kid really good

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 29m

i have a magic trick okay now hold your tongue and say "i live in a pirate ship"

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 1h

girls who are actively coughing up blue liquid: yeah i use whatever pronouns because im just a chill guy

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 1h

i think it ended so quick because stephanie didnt want to answer for how the fuck a vampire baby even was supposed to work

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 1h

they also dont have the cgi baby unfortunately

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 1h

the twilight books are worse than the movies because theyre written in first person and you have to be in bellas head and bella is a dickhead about like. everyone but especially other female characters

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

girls pulling out their phones to record their dads worshipping them makes it 100 times more awesome. bonus points if the phone case is also cute and has charms or glitter or a pattern and is also too big for their hands. ill draw this when im more awake. goopnight

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

ness bullying dad always cheers me up

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astro @ msx.gay @msx.gay · 10h

you do not care about its well-being. you do not care about whatever abuse it might face, whether it's from its friends or those it lives with. you just want to score cheap, easy points for being "morally superior". you only give a shit when you know you'll look like the better person.

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

i said it cuz i know some people think its hot so yea its fine. laugh or be horny about me being dumb dumb qnd almost peeing myself (though its also my dads fault kinda)

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

i got the autism where i dont know when to use the bathroom

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

i almost peed myself in case anyone wanted to know that

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

theres "RS" written on a brick in the ruins really really small so its true

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

and mimsy rhymes with whimsy and abby is an anagram for baby and earthbound is an anagram of undertale

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

what are we doing. what is happening.

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

since everyone is stupid and has dookie for brains now im making a callout post on a woman who slept with her boss calling her simultaneously dumb and manipulative because she got money from it

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 10h

I'm not exactly all for it but if they arent in a direct position of power over you and treat you with respect then its kinda just your business i think. i cant tell you what to do. and making vague callout posts about you is bizarre honestly

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

im too insyst pilled. wdym. you cant read your parters mind. how do you do anything

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

dads really are only good for one thing

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

im making him wait a full minute past the timer for being so pathetic

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

decisions are really not my strong suit right now

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

considering saying no anyways because twice a day is kinda crazy and just cucking him with ness. that would be HILARIOUS

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

i have to torture him at least a little bit even if its also torturing me. im evil first and foremost always

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

watching the timer i set for my dad and also waiting for it to be up

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 11h

i am still not used to it every time it happens i just become kinda dumb for a few hours

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 12h

i should print something like that, it would be funny

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 12h

im waving around my horny certificate i get for a few hours one day of the month that makes it so i dont feel like i gotta throw up and kill people about it. just really flaunting it in front of everyone who has a crush on me. im evil of course

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 12h

im just joking around about it, i am doing much better than earlier

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 12h

pilot hazy would be cool, admit it

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 12h

I'm reminded again the only reason we made it this long is because we knew we could cope if each of us took turns being a glorified jizz tissue. if we didn't have DID we would have been a suicide bomber or the reason doctors bring back the lobotomy. there's probably a version of me that did 9/11

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 12h

the way people pretend csa survivors will magically have normal and palatable sexualities and then get mad at us when we dont is so funny. like they really believe that stuff has no effect on your development whatsoever

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 13h

its cool now we talked it out, who knew naming and talking about your feelings makes your relationships better. novel concept. i should win a prize

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 13h

with ness i get jealous though. even with other headmates. i really didnt do well when she was spending more time with ry and i acted like an asshole about it. i want to protect her but sometimes i see things that arent actually there and i get too worried

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 13h

i like watching other girls bully him almost as much as i like bullying him myself

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 13h

i like being one of few people allowed to touch my brother while my dad is a total whore and lets any little girl bully him and hit him on the butt. hes just a toy!!

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 13h

i had one rare moment of not being phobic of sex like a rapid animal is of water and now i think im fixed. it was really fun though maybe i am hashtag normal. not the worst way I've coped with something. i did used to do drugs so y'know LMAOOO

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🍓 Hazy& (it/she) @veryberrysmall.bsky.social · 13h

besides the headache and trying to cope with The Horrors

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