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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 2h

woman who's most listened to band ever is The Traumaqueer Band About Trauma: i might have trauma

Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 2h

ive become increasingly more vacant since the summer, not for any kink reasons or anything of the sort, but because the trauma is consuming me whole until all that's left is a corpse

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 2h

how young is too young to write a last will and testament

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 3h

sorry for the unsubtle SI posting. i know i said i wouldnt pos tthrough it but. it's really hard not to.

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Kallidora Rho @kallidorarho.bsky.social · 4h

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 4h

"i'm not gonna post through it" i say before posting through it

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 4h

crying or wanting to cry and being on the verge of crying due to acute stress for days upon days is normal right. being forced to take melatonin to wind down is normal right. it's fine i'll be fine i'll be fine i'll be fine i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i want

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 7h

my concerns aren't real or valid, i am just insane, it's just hysteria, my trauma isn't real and if it is it's fake and deserved.

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 8h

"healing from complex trauma never ends" please don't tell me that. please don't say that. i want to believe i'll get better. just. please.

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 8h

wrote to her, let's see if she responds or checks her notifications or if i should just kms

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 10h

i gotta get back on ssris or just anything which prevents me from remembering my past im tired of this i want to go back to not remembering anything please just anything

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 11h

i will not be posting through it. i will not be posting throuhg it. i will not.

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 11h

you ever think about ghost rider by the band suicide

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 11h

my "God's most traumatised girlthing" t-shirt is raising a lot of questions answered by my t-shirt

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 12h

i think ive reached hte point where being called a good dog would straigth up preventn me. from nthnking

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 12h

this night has opened my eyes and i will never sl- what do you mean it's midday

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 12h

dreaming about Sophelia is normal right. or am i just doomed.

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Sartha kayce @t4tcisphobe.hellstar.plus · 11/06/2026

ok im literally blonde with a side shave why can't i be Sartha

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 13h

thank fuck i defeated the potentiality of being sartha thrace with taking oit a loan on a loan and dialectical materialism

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Sartha kayce @t4tcisphobe.hellstar.plus · 19/06/2026

🦴 im Sartha :)

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

"I don't fuck dogs." Sir... i have bad news... You are a White Woman...

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Sartha kayce @t4tcisphobe.hellstar.plus · 03/10/2026

IM NOT BECOMING SARTHA

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i feel like if anton chigurh was a woman a lot of girls would be fawning over the coin toss scene, or most scenes from NCfOM, really

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

...i did not remember retweeting that one. i remember liking it and seeing it but. idk man. i might be dissociating again ^#^

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Cathode Ray Blanchard @shivs.kindgirls.online · 03/10/2026

tramp stamp/womb tattoo idea

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

feeling like a husk of a husk is normal and good for girls right

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i say "at least 25" as if i didn't mean at least 27-28

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

...okay so i might have a thing for women in their 30s

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i was VC'ing in my favourite hockey youtuber's discord a few days ago, with her in the VC and she just pulls out the "hey do you know WARHOUND by Kallidora Rho" i had to explain that i clocked her as a Hound from a mile away

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

"It is said that all of us are by nature wild beasts and that out duty has human-beings is to become like trainers who keep their animals in check, and even teach them to perform tasks alien to their bestiality" - Atsushi (Ton) Nakajima

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

oomfie's sartha thrace. not to be confused with the other oomfies that are sartha thrace

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Calliope @cummster-dumpster.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Being controlled by your urges, a helpless to puppet what your body desires. Barely able to even think as your instincts take control, you're just an animal darling, act like it~

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

nvm i lied. my main is filled with discourse and discussions of things i really. don't want to see.

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nova, gigglebait 🖤 @sleeplessnova.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

girl who recoils a little when you call her Hero or Traitor

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

can someone kill the voice in my head saying that i am everything evil and the scum of the earth

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

reactivating to say, if you get called a sartha by a lot of people and your immediate reaction is to keep putting fuel on the fire by talking about it, you are bringing that attention upon yourself. this is about nothing at all.

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Lexi, Heir of Sorrows @verscomandantelexi.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

we are all so close to not existing at all

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