iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

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3E46 (Comms Closed, Queue filled!!) @gan3e46.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

#arktober2026 Day 10: Instrument

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🔞 Yumi @enfyumi.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Severa & Lucina - Trick or Treat 🎃 #ファイアーエムブレム #FireEmblem

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

its a really great feeling to never get fucking anywhere and just wanna kill yourself everyday. life is so cool.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

kinda grateful i didnt get as many commissions this month, post job hunt trip depression has slowed me down a lot these last couple weeks and just basic daily shits been taking way too many hours before i even manage to wrap my head around art stuff

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

at the end of the day i have enough connections something should have worked out, but theres nothing there of value. i cant expect people to vouch in bad faith and my "trying" doesnt make me any less mental deficient to live in this world.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

cant find any work locally, too shit to find work as an artist, not good enough at qa to get back there either. fuck ass bitch shouldnt even live but it'll just inconvenience others so yet i remain. theres no winning just hurting and enduring til the clock runs out

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Dnaitari @dnaitari.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Nude Beach page 3

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Dnaitari @dnaitari.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Nude Beach

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𝕲𝖔𝖉𝖎𝖛𝖆 𝕲𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑 @godivaghoul.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Dark emotional drama books cover *but explicit nudity?

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

struggling way harder to get a single comm this month. meanwhile expensive trip to network and get myself out there finished off the end of my savings. hopefully im not charging too much but im already doin like $5 an hour rates based off last time. bleh. somethings gotta pan out eventually.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

when your full existence is behind a screen its so easy to fade away and be forgotten

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🔞 Yumi @enfyumi.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Severa & Lucina - Surprise at the Beach 🏖️ #ファイアーエムブレム #FireEmblem

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

if i cant ind work by the end of september id rather not even live see an october. ive wasted space in this world for deca

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chocosong @choco-song.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

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🔞 Yumi @enfyumi.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Pulchra & Burnice - Petting Time 🫳 #zzzero #ゼンゼロ

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cheshirrr @cheshirrrrrko.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

😛

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

the sad truth is even most of your friends and connection probably wont care about your art no matter how hard or long you work on it, but if even one person cares, that persons words mean the world. take those to heart, tune out the rest.

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lobster @lbstranian.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

cm 🖤☕️

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Norasuko🔞 @norasuko.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

"Welcome Home, Honey" (Pages 1 and 2) 🌵

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

nothing i say or do matters, i try to push through in waves but my dumb fuck self cant get anywhere. just once id like to wake up with the will to live. its all gone though. im only here to not inconvenience others. if it were just me alone id be super fucking dead already.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

if i cant land a job by mid september its all over.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

this shits gonna hurt in ways im not prepared for.

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verti @verti.blue · 02/08/2026

Take a sip 🍺

Kara from my manga Go! Go! Gris! sitting in front of a rainy window with a can of beer between her thighs

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

doubting whether i should even bother streaming again too so lets throw that on there too i guess

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

i wish my art wasnt dogshit compared to half the fucming internet. cramming my whole life and it still looks awful. its all ive ever wanted to do with my life, and im mentally ill to think ill be good enough by the time im old or dead for it to look a fraction as good as anything i see daily

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

real temptation to just like restart my streaming stuff under a new account and name but otherwise the same whenever life hopefully turns around to escape any reputation i have for bein insufferable and panicked all the time.

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zako_sketch @zakosketch.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

Ooo go try the in-browser ero VN I made on neocities ooo here's some CG from it zakosketch.neocities.org/stories/stor...

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

best case scenario it works out. worst case ill retreat into a cave and have another self directed spite based development arc. it worked for university, itll work here. good? nah. effective? yes.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Everythings so fucked. Its always so fucked. I jist wanna live. I want toncontribute. I want tonamtterb atnall. Butninstead i jsut rot.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I need things to get better. I need to get out of here.

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

It's so fucking demoralizing begging for work all the time. I don't want hand outs I want a fucking job. I just want a chance to live my life

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Searyn 🔞 @searynnsfw.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Needy

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

It's frustrating to be nearly 40 and still failing as an artist after 30 years of it. I wish I was better, I wish my art could matter.

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verti @verti.blue · 30/06/2026

Hot Days 💦

Kara and Gris in their apartment. Kara lifts her shirt in front of a fan while sucking on a popsicle. Gris is in the background in front of an open fridge, eating a watermelon.

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FluffyDango @fluffydango.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

2b & 9s💦 (Timelapse here) subscribestar.adult/fluffydango

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zako_sketch @zakosketch.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Stay hydrated #DessertRabbits #OC

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toilet horse shoes @toilethorseshoes.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

tw: blood/gore first blood #deadlock #mina

mina ha covered in blood after tearing some girls guts up #freak

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Zel @zelkinne.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

PICK YOUR MIKU

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lyn but nsfw @mamecchl.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

commission

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Waligner @waligner.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Maomao 💚

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Sineprin @sineprin.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Old commission 🙏

Two girls, one shorter than the other. They have colorful hair and horns. The larger girl has big boobs, purple skin and purple hair covered with pink crosses. She has green stitches across her body and is drooling. She is embracing the smaller girl, who has smaller boobs. Her skin is blue, hair is bright pink, she has small purple wings and lots of piercings. She also wears a heart shaped eyepatch. They are both nude.

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✦ Cyber ✧ 🔞 @cyanceebee.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

kitty busts 🐈 #arknights

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zako_sketch @zakosketch.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

1 hour warm up

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veralternate.bsky.social @veralternate.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

felt down and out after deadlock, decided to go just chatting and that made me feel worse. hoping i can salvage things with houseflipper but yeah i really gotta go on break after this because im not fit for this stream stuff

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FluffyDango @fluffydango.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Y'shtola💦 (Timelapse here) subscribestar.adult/fluffydango

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