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venting on da horny account sorry

kinda hoping finally just throwing this all up will help me get over it but if not!!!!!!!!!!!!! ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk . ive survived worse ill get over it

which is why I've been gritting my teeth just living with it because idk scared of i said it out loud it would speak it into existence. i have ocd and bpd and they're double teaming me in ways that aren't sexy. idk. sorryyyyy

just a lot of irl stress accumulating more and more and melding with My Disorders into a cocktail of "IM DOOMED EVERYONE HATES ME THE UNIVERSE HATES ME I NEED TO KILL MYSELF TO SPARE EVERYONE MY AWFUL EXISTENCE" very healthy mindset! to be! stewing in for ~2 weeks yeah. i know its not true

anyway ummmm i hate myself my job has been being total shit my car broke down im having some sort of episode where im convinced i need to stay away from people because ive hurt everyone i feel like im on the edge of a cliff and hearing the ground cracking beneath me etc etc etc. as one does

will be able to do anything so talking about it will do nothing but make everyone hate you even more!!!" and i go ohhhh okay and then i realize ive been feeling like this for two weeks and it's been doing nothing but amping up and getting even worse and making me feel like a ticking time bomb

i keep wanting to freak out and explode and scream about how much i hate myself and how doomed i feel and how i need to just give up on everything and kill myself 9000 million billion times but i keep telling myself "noooo its fine just keep it inside this isn't good for Anyone to hear and nobody

nilla 🍼 @vanillarecluse.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

AAAAAHHHHH this is so so good as always!!!! tr looks so cute and i love the glimpse of tummy and shamis expression!!! also YAAAAAAAAY TRS BUTTHOLE LET'S ALL HEAR IT FOR TRS BUTTHOLE!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

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Milk Lover 🔞 @kirbmilk.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

With it being day 7 now I did another combo of the prompts. And just know right before this shmilk made tr drink this "potion" without telling him it was actually an aphrodisiac...sooo tr extra desperate and horny than he usually is here 😊 #kinktober #cockwarming #aphrodisiac #cookiecum #coochierun

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ouuuuuu youre so so so right!!! face full of soft pv boobs... half a second to huff pvs scent too... trs gonna be shuddering from how close he was to cumming and pvs gonna be thinking trs so tense because he must be so uncomfortable!!! tr won't survive a second stop hes gonna be cumming so hard

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fount should jerk off standing up

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society is too scared of l0libait nowadays to be true to the figure collection grind. also fount would be a figure collection truther and jerk off to his figures while standing up staring at them on his shelf

vs trs little A cups that he doesn't even need to wear a bra for... but pv still marvels over and squishes and squeezes trs despite not even getting a palmful of boob...

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pvs bra holds his boobs up like a shelf but the second his bra comes off they bounce out and sag down to his tummy... they're just so big and heavy !!!!!

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tr getting to watch every breath pv takes from the rise and fall of pvs boobs... how they bounce and jiggle at every little movement and how much they're like a shelf from pvs bra holding them up... tr doesn't retain a single thing said to him until pvs ushering that it's time for them to leave!!

🗝️Milkcrown🔮 @wishfulmilkdrop.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i have a vision in my mind of tr sitting next to a standing pv (maybe at a meeting or a bus, some kinda situation where there's only one free seat and pv insists tr has it) and tr looks up just to have a perfect view of pv boobs. tr gets stuck just staring at pvs boobs the entire time they're there

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I gotta have more Fount x Prophet... So I whipped up a quick sketch of em

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SunnyV🔞 @sunnyvenus.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

some more shadowVanilla but with ultimate shadowmilk lol

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so so so true!! half of them have holes right over the crotch from him rubbing so much too ... he refuses to buy new ones though

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you're so so right... and uuuuaaaaa thank you !! ive been very good at isolating lately i appreciate the offer very much, friend friend friend 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

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ruutz 🔞 @ruutz.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

bwaaaaa im way too shy to approach people to babble about my appl!!! my brain is hard wired to think its rude of me to do buuuuu but i appreciate it very muchies....!!!

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I lied. here's more sagerecluse 🙄 the shaded part is to signal that it's under a desk. yes, truthless is sitting down. No, I did not draw a chair. sage isn't as skinny as mimi to me #shadowvanilla #sagerecluse #puremilk #pureshadow #coochierun #cookiecum #shadowmilk #purevanilla

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nilla 🍼 @vanillarecluse.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

*on the very edge of suicide ideation city and milimeters away from an explosive breakdown that will leave no remaining trace of my existence* i wonder what color underwear tr wears

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GoatyTobi @yeenngoat.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

#kinktober day 5: Gloryhole Open day at the farm means getting an extra fresh sample from the goats 💦

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doppy reading my mind?!?! i was thinking about this earlier!!! hed be sooo cute... wonder what colors hed gets..

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Dopple 🐑🌧️ @dollopingdown.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

ouuuuu would love to see the full detail of pvs dressy robes someday if you ever draw them again he's so pretty in it!!! but shaking my head at tr... youd think he would have the taste of pvs cock memorized by now...

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fount x cluse kinda goes crazy btw

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Dopple 🐑🌧️ @dollopingdown.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

he should want to kiss foufou crazy style and give it bouquets and boxes of chocolate and stuffed animals but the second foufou tried to kissy him back he explodes!! cause he's sooo awkward n sweaty actuallies

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Milk Lover 🔞 @kirbmilk.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

OGH they both look sooooo good oh my god im obsessed with how good and flowy the material of apvs clothes look ... hes so prettyyyy and trs doing such a good job!!! hes so entranced!!! tr looks like he might even cum before apv does.... im eating this im obsessed with this!!!!!!!!!

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Lowkey feel like the selfcest prompt is just like a free bingo space for me, ya know? Anyways enjoy!! #kinktober #gloryhole #pvcest #cookiecum #coochierun

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ANOMALY. 🥀 @anomallied.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

day 5 glory hole/stuck in wall toy getting publicly humiliated ☺️

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beautiful tortured prince 🔞 @milkcreamvamp.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

headmaster and apv in sundresses and thheyre both lifting their skirts and standing so close together their everythings are touching 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 idgaf if its pussy or cock or both i need their everythings to touch i need them to grind on each other slutty style at! the beach!!!! in front of everyone!!!!

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