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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 22h

if anyone's around the age of 19-21 and is interested in a wlw online long distance low commitment situationship, please hmu (i don't wanna get on the apps, this is my penultimate resort)

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The Whimsical Muse @whimsicalmuse.bsky.social · 23h

I absolutely love the contrast between Bluesky and 'the other place'. Over there, one is surrounded by bots, chaos, anarchy, and general dystopian vibes. Over here, we are in a quaint countryside village having scones in front of the fire whilst petting our cats. I think we are in the right place.

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 22h

didn't think that day would come when id purposely go to college early with no motive of attending classes just to get out of the house

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

i just realised that louis tomlinson is the love child of green day and twenty one pilots

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

rewatching all of hunger games and clocking all the parallels to irl situations like lemme just die it's not getting better anytime soon

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

need her so bad, she's so cool, i wanna be your gf please ms liu im around ur age, alysa liu if you read this im free on thursday night and would like to hang out. please respond to this and then hang out with me on thursday night when I’m free (this thursday is also my birthday so yeah)

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

need someone like ilya or connor to put me in subspace i think, based on the fics ive read i think id like it

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

i feel so anxious lately for the last month or so i think, been overthinking a lot, can't stop even while sleeping idk what's wrong w me

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

need someone to put me in subspace man, my brain won't shut up, this has been going on for so long, feel like kmsing

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

maybe it's just karma, the way i took someone for granted and got taken for granted myself in a relationship, which both led to people leaving, they always leave, and im always left alone

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

even my first cousins who i love like siblings, have their own siblings to love first, even my best friends have their partners or better friends whom they love more than me, i used to have a number one best friend who loved me first but i took her for granted and now i don't have that either

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

i know people love me, i know it for sure, but im never their first priority, they always love someone more or more deeply than they love me, im never the first person in anyone's list, this is fucking me up

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

i love the 2000s rap hip hop club music genre a lot more than i thought

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

you pity the moth confusing a lamp for the moon, yet here you are confusing a screen for the world

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

how do i stop missing everyone that has ever been in my life, even for a few seconds, maybe minutes, hours, or years, lifetimes even, some infinities are bigger than others i know im a maths student, but i just want to rest my heart from all the missing and yearning that has no end to it

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

it's getting too much idk if I can control it, might fucking come out while crying and then kms after

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

not me being stressed about life, for a second id forgotten that kmsing was an option lmao now i feel calmer about my future or its lack thereof

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 24/01/2026

i love miss taylor swift so much, listening to full albums the past few days after so long, and ttpd is so good, midnights is my top 5 from the day it came out, am currently listening to folkmore and GOD THEYRE SO GOOD. HER PEN HAS BEEN ON FIRE SINCE 1989.

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 16/01/2026

is there any such thing as post period depression? if there is im going through it, if there isn't im just going through a depressive episode, idk what it is but been feeling not like myself for the past few days, has my depression resurfaced?

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 15/01/2026

whenever im putting on my converse shoes i feel like im in a 70s marauders au

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

i have so much content in my head but i never sat down to write it and now i feel like i really want to, like fanfiction stuff on ao3 but i just don't know where to start, if anyone has any tips please lmk <3

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

would i be reaching if i said that the production on i can see you (from the vault) is kinda inspired by untouchable (luna halo version)

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The Whimsical Muse @whimsicalmuse.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

All I want for Christmas is some precedented times.

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

people are confused about getting mixed signals by their partners/crushes, and im here getting mixed signals in friendships like there's this guy who i don't even know if he considers me as much of a friend that i do, like he'll add me on all social media apps but won't text me back for days like tf

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 01/12/2025

i need young jude law SO BAD like i NEED HIM BIBLICALLY IM GOING FERAL

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

so there's this guy on ig who yaps and then stares at you for a few seconds, smiling and all, sometimes it just makes me blushy and giggly but other times it just makes me feel SEEN like he's actually there and he gets me or something idk why but makes me feel heard or something idk

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

i always feel like all my friends hate me secretly and if i can even believe slightly that they like me, that can't be without being passive aggressive towards them thinking that they only like me because they've got no other friends??? currently also feeling like this

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

idk if this is too nsfw but okay, missionary with a strapon, and the receiver (could be me or my partner) crying cuz it feels so good and then the other person licking their tear/s and kissing them after...GOD THATS SO HOT #wlw

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

so happy that louis (and his pr team) are actually putting in the work to promote the album and he's finally getting all the recognition and attention he deserves #howdidigethere

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the mess that you wanted (intern at TTPD) ❤️‍🔥 showgirl @vanibajaj13.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

still holding out some hope for an evermore lpss

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Kelsi J🎃 @kelsijosilva.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

Its always "Frankenstein isn't the monster" and never "the monster isn't the villain." 😭

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