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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I'm losing hope, I feel like everyone has moved on or forgotten about me I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm going to lose everything and be back into hell at the worst time in my life, I'm in horrible pain, I'm waiting to get surgery and I'm going to lose my place to live I want to die

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Someone suggested I set one of these up, don't really have a lot of options. I know they take a percentage of what you receive, but at this point, I need all the help I can get. thank you so much! ❤️🧡💛 If you want to help directly: ¢ashapp = $ValterraBella √enmo= @VeeBeeExx gofund.me/87e19df99

gofund.me

Donate to Valterra's survival fund., organized by Valterra Zero

Hi, my name is Valterra, I'm a disabled trans woman from Philadelphia and I am currently str… Valterra Zero needs your support for Valterra's survival fund.

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

🎶i see the Dark Knight risin' i see trouble on the way i see Batman fightin' the villain in this movie is Bane🎶

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

people on here will raise tens of thousands of dollars for a serial scammer who spends hundreds on lavish meals, thousands on las vegas hotel rooms, and even more just gambling it away, yet ignore people like me who credibly need help lol horrible feeling

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

I'm so far behind I don't think I'm ever catching up

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

my life is pretty much over at this point

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

yeah i know how to pay bills, thanks for the advice while not even sharing my fundraiser dipshit

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

my phone is going to get shut off in a week, I'm behind on rent and I have an electric bill and a water bill that I just can't afford to pay and I don't know what to do

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

gofund.me

Donate to Valterra's survival fund., organized by Valterra Zero

Hi, my name is Valterra, I'm a disabled trans woman from Philadelphia and I am currently str… Valterra Zero needs your support for Valterra's survival fund.

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

you ever cried so hard you just feel like youre spraying the tears out your eyes?

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

lately ive been eating once a day i cant afford to put money out for food or to travel to get any i feel sick all the time and i have no energy i feel like im dying

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

I am likely going to need surgery or be on even more medication for the rest of my life I dont want to do this anymore everything is always so much and I dont know if I have the will to keep going I have nothing and everything feels so bleak all the time I wish things would just end

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

I found out that I have hyperparathyroidism and that could be a big factor in a lot of the things im dealing with mentally and physically its likely a big factor in my mood, my brain fog, the all-encompassing feeling of weakness and fatigue that I deal with every second my bones have become brittle

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

almost have enough for my electric bill

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

also just remembered my electric bill is due tomorrow

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

yeah i saw some branches fell on cars right outside my old place on pine, and apparently an entire building collapsed onto a car on 56th and blew up a transformer i really hope it comes back on soon, its gotten hot in here and i cant see shit plus i have food in the fridge im worried about :/

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

storm was short-lived but fierce around 3 or so its 9:30 and still no power :(

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

im trying to avoid the pain, not hurt myself

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

youre fine you did nothing wrong its not your fault please dont apologize i should apologize

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

bon jovi is a huge piece of shit he probably loves it

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

oh god I didnt realize I was responding to a centrist pedophile disgusting

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

where have I stated that my life gets better? where the fuck is it gotten better? Ive had to beg for money like every single month for the past however many years I hate my life why do you think this is better how is this better how is this better than anything!?

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

why are you putting words in my mouth? where did I state that I was hurting myself

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

because the US government wants us fucking dead and/or wants us to pay 800x what the drug actually costs, if you cant afford the medication you cant get the medication

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Cool now my speech to text doesnt even read my fucking sentences correctly I dont care it doesnt matter anymore

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I deserve nothing, im not being mean to myself, im just being realistic if I deserve it better I would have gotten it by now

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

things that were fucked up when I was a kid are even worse now, things that were fucked up 5 years ago are now 20 years worth of fucked up im sorry that my experience doesnt live up to the ideal

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

"know" its kind of a strong word to be using here im glad that has been your experience but its pretty far from mine

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

sorry, "thoughts and prayers" I should have put it in quotation marks I just figured you would understand what I meant

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I understand that dont waste your time its not worth it or spoons or whatever that it

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

thoughts and prayers dont help me survive, it just makes me feel worse about my situation, everyone is always so confident that "things will just work out somehow" and they think that standing around watching me suffer is helping

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

every day is a horrible nightmare its like torture, just hang around another day being tortured just hang around another day for the nightmare for the fucking endless nightmare does that sound appealing

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

I cant afford to pay my fucking rent I cant afford to pay my bills I can't afford to live anymore why you think living another day is going to change that

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

theres no more eventually its too late for that now

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

cool well they can care about me while they watch my life fall apart and watch me fucking die I guess its nice to be cared about while im dead im going to be the most care about fucking corpse

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Negative Zero @valterra.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

there is no part of me that wants to stay there is nothing here for me there is only suffering im going to die im going to fucking die and everybodys going to watch me die and it doesnt matter if people care it makes no difference

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