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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 2h

Anywho. WIP of a responsibility I'm behind on. I hate drawing mech >:'(

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 3h

Augh I hate how my brain works. I feel like throwing up because of what I've come to believe about myself

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 9h

(I'm aroace don't make it weird) The dots finally connected in my stupid small smooth brain and I think I have a thing/attraction for voices. I could name 6 "crushes" that technically count as voice actors. Nice voices make my brain go brrrrr (but not ASMR? It's weird). Also...hands 💕

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PorcelainMaidCafe 📦🎀 @porcelainmaidcafe.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

hope there’s no cure 💛 #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Urggghh is anyone good at character and outfit designs. I'm struggling with my updated sona again 🧍

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I was bored...and turned my pup from @buffpup.bsky.social into a stupid PNGtuber/fugi for myself for when I'm feeling feral. I had to take artistic liberty with the drooly fruit snack lmao #Buffpup

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

...Another...unfinished sketch of guard in his "funeral" dress from Monday 🧍 #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Final sneak peek at my first zine spot art!

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Anyways. The birthday gift I made for my friend for their Nikolai ita bag

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I hate how much passion and motivation I've lost for most of my hobbies. They just feel like another chore and something I'm never improving in.

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Jowol | Marionette VTuber 📦🎀 @porcelainmaid.gg · 26/09/2026

Waking up past noon makes me feel like a homunculus waking up from incubation. Who am I? Where am I? My eyes are crusty....

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Why must I look the best in long baggy clothes that cover most of my skin + a face mask. I know it's cause I got hit with the ugly stick but cmon why the fashion gotta prove it 🧍

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

First (and only) commission vending at a small local one day con yesterday! For a very cute puppy cow vtuber 💕

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I know comparison is the thief of joy but god I can't help it. Especially when it comes to fanart for anything I make. Even just my art style drawing my own ocs. I've been drawing as a "serious" hobby for 10+ years and *this* is the level I'm at? This is all I have to show? I want to give up often

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Woahhh another super secret WIP I wonder who it is and what it's for

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Drawing Porcelain Clydesdale as a coping mechanism ;;w;; #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I hate that my brain is convincing me to distance myself because I'm getting too hopeful and having fun. Because I don't deserve to have that apparently

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Buffpup 🦴VchiBan @buffpup.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Just a normal day on stream! 👍

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BigNoseBug 👃🎡 @bignosebug.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I heard this sound on tiktok and immediately had to draw me and my chat mascot with it (also spoilers on the new bug model coming soon hehe)

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Jowol | Marionette VTuber 📦🎀 @porcelainmaid.gg · 09/09/2026

What do you think of these outfits? I like this shawl a lot personally! 🎨 @cinnayolk.bsky.social #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Parade Clydesdale Guard ✨💕 I felt like I had a duty as a former horse girl to draw this I'm not fully confident in this piece either, but I needed to see it through to the end. #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Some MLP art I made for some merch at a popup market

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Buffpup 🦴VchiBan @buffpup.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

THANK YOU FOR COMING TO OUR DOUBLE DEBUT!!! 🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷 We had sm fun and I am so excited to be a sleepy lil guy till the next huge project!! THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE 🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷🧡🩷

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Buffpup 🦴VchiBan @buffpup.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Just two neighbors 🧡🩷 🔗: youtu.be/Wko213vrPS4

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I FINALLY COOKED A LITTLE WITH MY SONA DESIGN/REDESIGN. If only I could figure everything else out...

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

OH FUCK ME THIS IS A THING?? I mean I'm glad I have a name for it now but Jesus Christ I hate this feeling.

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I hate my brain. I hate my stupid desire to be loved, but knowing deep down that I am unlovable and probably unable to love. Yet my brain yearns for it and inevitably just hurts me in the end.

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Jowol | Marionette VTuber 📦🎀 @porcelainmaid.gg · 03/09/2026

We reached 5 Million hours watched on Twitch! I started streaming Jan 1st, 2016 as a new years resolution to myself and I'm glad to still be here today. Thank you all for supporting me still.

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Vent art kinda turned comfort piece with the blockheads

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

It's 3PM and I'm finally eating a "meal" (a Culver's cheeseburger kids meal lmao)...otherwise the only thing I had before this was a spoon of peanut butter 🧍

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I hate my brain, I hate my art, I hate character design....I don't know why I care so much about about this but idk. Something about comparison being the thief of joy-- Trying to design/"redesign" my vtuber and it's not going well 🧍

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Talking to a wall but I feel like I need to apologize for how my brain works. When the 'tism finds a new interest, it latches on hard. I know I'm being annoying and persistent. But I need to use that motivation while I can because I know I'm going to lose the spark once again. I'm sorry

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Detective Ouji Coord! I decided to finish the sketch after a small push from Jowol and chat...I'm still not 100% confident in it, but I appreciate your guys' encouragement, I've been going through it again and you're all so sweet ;;-;; 💕 #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

This was supposed to be a part 2 "Detective Ouji Coord" but I got into my own head and don't want to look at it anymore 🧍 #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

I stayed up til 3:30AM to finish Jowol's playthrough of Tangle Tower, and accidentally slept through my alarms and got to work 20 minutes late....anyways I finally got around to sketching my blockhead 🧍

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Detective Lolita Coord! First @porcelainmaid.gg fanart! I already got sappy on Discord, but I want to thank Jowol and the blockheads for being my motivation lately. Love you ;w; #PorcelainMade

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Taylor | ushirinaki @ushirinaki.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Hoping to be active again...I really need to work on stream assets again and start streaming for real instead of being forever in "pre-debut." I'll get around to it...eventually...

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