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I wish I could give yall hugs some of you guys post stuff that makes me think you need a hug or someone to talk to who will acctully listen you guys deserve the best and im sorry that I cant help much but I think all of you are awsome so pls stay alive I really care abt you guys

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I don't want to die alone im scared of dying alone

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I think that eventually everyone will give up on me my mom, sisters, father, brother, everyone i love, all my friends everyone because I always get worse no matter how much I try to get better even if I get better for a little I end up at the starting point again

I wanna text someone but im scared that if I text anyone they'll get mad

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I need my life to have more meaning when I eventually and inevitably die what will others think of my life what will they think of me I need more meds I think im abt to lose my shit

Dazai @urfavtransboy.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I lowk don't know i was js saying shit😭😭

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Dazai @urfavtransboy.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I hate ppl in irl when they lie to me and hurt my feelings and yell and then blame it on me and call me the bad person not taking responsibility over what THEY did like it makes me hate ppl more and more because after a while its hard to trust others and even myself because what if im lying to me

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Dazai @urfavtransboy.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Why can't I stay happy forever

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Gn yall im tired ima probably go to sleep

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I wish I was 4 years old again at my father's old house and still always happy and not knowing anything about how cruel the world is

I love you babe if you see this!!

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I swear I don't know why im so mad I was literally js fine a minute ago and now I feel like shit wtf why are my emotions like this

Im honestly so fucked in life its not even funny like I love my bf I don't know how he liked me enough to ask me out acctully I cant remember who asked who but I dont know how ppl love me with how I am and im sorry if you see this babe please don't leave me im sorry that im like this

Im genuinely so pissed off rn like I just want to punch someone but I have enough restraint not to punch anyone cause I will feel bad after and I know that

My heart hurts really bad every time it pumps i can feel it and it hurts

My mom, sister and I might end up moving next year because of the apartments we live in now being shit

Dazai @urfavtransboy.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Nvm yall my elbow popped and now it feels better

Dazai @urfavtransboy.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I think I might have done something to my elbow by accident cause when I bend it, it hurts so bad also im hypermobile in a lot of my joints lowk don't remember how to spell it so I probably did do smth to my elbow