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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I don't feel mentally stable anymore.

Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Deadass, I do not feel valued by my dad anymore. Like, I know you're trying to encourage me... but it's failing miserably. Yes, you tried to do that out of love, but it doesn't change the fact you yelled at my face, saying I don't have a choice in anything.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I'm slowly and gradually starting to resent my father.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Reducing the Aroace identity to JUST "friendly" is really off-putting because there are aromantics who put JUST AS MUCH compassion and effort into relationships as romantics do!! Whether it's alterously, platonically or romantically......

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I don't... and I really REALLY don't like how I'm getting so spoiled recently....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I wanna live my life free.. for my own decisions without society or culture crushing me down. Is that too much?

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I kinda suck at being a friend.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I have officially wasted my entire life.....this year.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I'm kinda losing interested in talking to my family members—except my dad but him too...kinda.. simply 'cause of this cultural thing happening to me on December.... Like....I don't feel valued. I feel like I'm being talked to for the sake of talking....🫩

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

If I distract myself any further in life, if I immerse myself further and further into pleasure—ignoring everything else. I'm gonna fail in life like I already am. It's my best talent—and at some point, I might even dissappear... because I can't focus.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

My life is the definition of boring, man. I should shut up sometimes. 😞😞😞😞

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

OFFICIALLY MY BIRTHDAYYYYY.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Man, I really wish I didn't have a Birthday. I don't deserve one. I honestly don't deserve anything....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Despite all my troubles in my head, I think I'm going to try and have a nice Birthday. :))))

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

If I EVER EVER met someone who's anxiously avoidant as I am TOWARDS ME—I WOULD BE SO CONFUSED?!?!?!!?! THAT IS SUCH A HOLLOW RESPONSE BECAUSE....WHAT ARE YOU AVOIDING?!?! I'M NOTHING SPECIAL TO AVOID, LOL. 😭

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I don't really think I like the idea of living alone..... I'd get a little depressed way too quickly.....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I don't think I have real friends anymore. Online, yeah, but no one IRL. I'm starting to get anxious about reaching out to literally anyone about this problem.....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Having my dad almost die from a car accident when I was younger makes Miles Morales, Arin Nived, Darius Bowman, and Max Kante ten time more relatable.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Almost every day is a very big reminder why I don't open up to my parents.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

I just found out my friend is white in the LEAST EXPECTED WAY POSSIBLE. 😭

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

I don't think I'll be able to ever touch Discord again. Like...ever ever again. Maybe it's introversion or something else but nervous system will literally shut down on me if I take on too many tasks or take tasks too far....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I think my mom is toxic, and I don't know what to do about it. :((((( I'lll cry in the meanwhile, though! That kinda helps. 😅

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Oh, mann...... I'm gonna get a headache or something. This doesn't feel right not at alllllll....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Interpersonal ANxiety can be caused by ROMANTIC FEELINGS?!?! I'm not scared to talk to ONE PERSON BECAUSE I HAVE ROMANTIC FEELINGS?! IS THIS A JOKE?! 😭

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

When I am confident in my decisions, it somehow bites back at me as a mistake. When I'm NOT confident in my decisions, she reassures me to be more confident. What more could my mom possibly want? This feels.......impossible.....🤔

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

I've had thoughts about quitting the Ninjago Fandom... NOTHING MAJOR...but I feel like it would help someone fit in.....a lot better.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Having the confidence to accept compliments is so much MORE different than simply saying "Thank you" with a bunch of joy and personally, I...? I'm gonna struggle with that for the rest of my life. I wish there was a way to fix it...

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 31/07/2026

SHOOTTTT. I FEEL A LITTLE RUDE NOW. SHERBIT, SHERBIT, SHERBIT. WHY DID I MESS THAT UP!??!?! 💣💣💣💣💣💣💣💣💣💣💣💣💣

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

Why am I the Elemental Master of making things sooooooooo awkwaaaaaaaarrrrrddddddd.........

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I'm a lot better. Better than June but I feel like there's a deep and underlying issue now. One that I just don't know what it is. I'll be fine to continue my life, but my worries will hit me at random..... I guess I'll come here to cry about it, I guess.....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I feel so broken that I can't even fake the optimism for the world cup.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

MOOD HAS IMPROVED TREMENDOUSLY! Darius Bowman is for the people in the world who can't fall in love and when they do. They don't know what to do with it.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Miles Morales, Darius Bowman, and Arin Nived is the trinity of understanding me.

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

You're KINDA screwed when you can't even confidently tell your friends that you're not doing okay..... but I gotta keep it positive! Despite me being a good person, none of it really helps me... :(

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

I've had a significant amount of healing since June started as that month was probably the lowest for me. It took me awhile, but I feel that slowly....I'm starting to be me again.....in the smallest amount possible, though... BUT YEAAHH! I FEEL BACK!

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

OOH, OKAY! THINGS ONLY GET A LITTLE SAD.....IF I LET THEM! 👊 JULY WILL BE A GOOD DAY, I KNOW IT WILL BE!

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

LOWKEY... This is why I would prefer not to eat 3 whole meals a day because I gain weight WAYYY TOO EASILYYYY. I need to be in #control of what and how much I eat! It kinda sucks when I'm told that I #HAVE to eat 3 meals a day or even get cussed out sometimes for saying that I'm not #hungry. 🫩

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

80 KGS?!?! I LOWKEY TRAIN AGAIN. AIN'T NO WAY!

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

MILES MORALES IS SOOO MEEEE-CODEDDDDD BUT THE ONE BIG DIFFERENCE IS THAT I'M CHOPPED. The WAY HE DEFIES EXPACTIONSSS. I WANNA DO MY OWN THING, TOO!!! IS HE AN OUT-CAST, NOW!??!?! OH MY GOOOSSSH. MILES MORALES, YOU ARE SO LOVED and so ME CODEDDDD. 😭

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

NEVERMIND! DOING BETTER AGAAAINNNN!!!! 🥹🥹🥹 :DDDDDDD

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Tutorial on what to do when your life is going nowhere and dealing with a person that strictly defends their perspectives whilst constantly shutting down yours?

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

I am never going to be understood in life. Funny, how that happens with the closest people in my life.....

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I am EXTREMELY glad when my friends are happier with other people! Even if this is just about one person! I know I'm too boring and not worth the time and I'M....I'm okay with it!

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

I was at home the WHOLE DAY, LOL. 😭😭😭😭😭

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

MAN, LAST WEEK WAS MAXIMUM AWESOME!!!! 🔥 I GOT OVER MY GUILT OF TALKING TO A FRIEND! I JUST NEED TO WORK ON A DRAWING FOR HIM!!! I VOICE CHAT WITH MY FRIENDS TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THE TIME I MISSED WITH THEM! GOTTA KEEP IT UP! >:] I JUST NEED TO FIND A UNIVERSITY TO STUDY!!!!!!

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

WHEN YO PARENTS WORRY ABOUT YOU BEING GAY BUT IN FACT, YOU CAN'T EVEN FALL IN LOVE. 🤣🤣🤣🤣

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

I'm beyond disappointed by the Afrophobic movement in South Africa right now. MY HOME! 💔 Yeah, it's an offense to come to a country illegally, but everything I've seen about getting them out....holds pessimism towards mainly other Africans....and I'm so so disappointed....... :(

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Kay 🕷 @unitedkay.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

I LOOOVE BEING BLACK!!!! I WOULDN'T TRADE IT FOR THE WOOOORRRRLLLLLDDDDD. 😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

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