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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

forgot to post it but oop july fit !

vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

JUNE FIT JUNE FIT ! the clothing pieces from the sea of stars shop are the only salvation of that patch for real, so this round i went with cute clumsy country girl nikki ♡

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ShumsterArt @shumsterart.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

✧ Allen Walker, The Crowned Clown 🤍 ✧ I hope we all live to see the end of this story (including the mangaka, good luck to her) 🤍🤍🤍 #dgrayman #дигреймен #allenwalker #алленуолкер

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

it also is very telling of the problem we have with literacy in general and the constant need people recently have with having things spelled out explicitly in front of them rather than being implied and left for interpretation in the narrative.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

there's this prominent rise of rp groups that want 'canon compliant' characters and while it's all good and valid, at the very same time i'm just ... where's your whimsy. where's your creativity. y'all never played with dolls and it shows.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

may fit ! despite the huge amounts of glitches i did manage to put on the cute lil lavender fit ! i was undecided on the bun or the free hair and i ended up with the latter ! bonus on my own nikkisona, witch edition uvu

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

i just feel very pathetic, and alone. and like all i do is upset the people i really don't want to upset.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

i don't know. maybe knowing that i will never be first in someone's heart is what makes it all ache. the fact that it's never going to be 'just me', but 'x and me'. maybe that's why i can't jump back as muchbas i wish to.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

my body hurts. my head hurts. my heart hurts. all i want is for this to be over and to disappear, the temptation to jump into the raging sea is a big temptation.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

i kinda wanna return to doodle again but ough. my complete lack of perception of pressure on pencil. the true ultimate enemy.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

april fit ! i was working on this one last week to kinda get a gist of which items i wanted to use and ultimately decided to go with this lowkey 'night at the opera' vibe !

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

nikki monthly challenge thread ! bsky.app/profile/uncu...

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霧 @tempestate.bsky.social · 29/03/2025

alienation #dgrayman

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Jay🌙 @feartheredhood.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

What y'all know about D.Gray-Man and my GOAT Allen Walker

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

i swear if i could just slink out of this fucking house and inhabit a deep sea grotto with nothing but wifi and chips i 100% would.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 28/03/2025

if i reach out it's a problem that i reached out if i don't reach out it's a problem that i didn't if i try to be present & understanding i'm being too much if i try to give space then i'm absent just tell me what i'm supposed to do then ? i am fucking tired of being shaken around like a pinball ?

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

i think i need to be off servers in general for a while.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

all i want is to feel safe. but all i feel is that i am just a random decoration for someone else's cute little story being written up right in front of my eyes.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

at this point i wonder what i've done to deserve this. at least to be aware that it is my fault and atone for it somehow.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

why is it so hard to feel like i matter. why why why why.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

i just want to cry and feel like utter shit for asking for certainty and reassurance when i constantly feel like i'm being sidelined and replaced with someone else. it doesn't feel safe. that's how this whole fuckin thing fucked me up. i can't heal from this. i can't feel safe. probably never will.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

ah yes being so traumatized by being constantly deceived and lead on in your most beloved hobbies you need frequent reassurance and validation and to feel worthy surely is so easy to deal with !! /SARCASM

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 21/03/2025

wanting to speak about something that is currently upsetting me bc i value honesty above all vs the petrifying anxiety of knowing this will 100% upset others and not wanting that because duh, of course i wouldn't want to upset others. i am inept but not an asshole.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 19/03/2025

listen i may have lost my mydei 5050 ,,, but it's to gepard, and i'm so fine with it ( bronya you're next )

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reeuln @reeuln.bsky.social · 18/10/2024

hewwo world ig i shoud start with my fav ones #dgm #dgrayman #art #allenwalker #tykimikk

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

fandom etiquette really was found dead in a ditch and there's no florida man to accuse for it.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

which doesn't mean you can't dislike someone else's portrayal, but have the decency to shut up and move on. stay in your bloody lane.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

i swear nothing enrages me more than people thinking they're 'more valid' than me when it comes to writing certain characters as if their way of seeing the character is The One And Only and i'm factually incorrect when i simply have a different reading key of the source material than them.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

"do you a— " no, juniper. i do not accept 'constructive criticism' over how i write certain characters. i do me, you do you. our portrayals differ because we as people are different and no interpretation will be the same as someone else's. DO NOT FORCE YOUR IDEA OF A CHARACTER ON ME. FUCK OFF.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

#vent incoming because honestly i am tired and fed up.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

negl i have some ... concerns / worries, i guess. my experiences so far haven't been exactly stellar. hopefully it's just me being overly cautious and it'll all disappear with time.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

march fit incoming ! in my pulls for the 4*ghost fit i did get the 5* dress early, and i decided to style around it ! lolita tin soldier vibes for realsies, honest to god is there anything that doesn't look good with the puppy fit jacket ????

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

oh my god i've never wanted to leave a group so fast. the way i just wanna scream to high heavens and just leave, i'm just. ugh. UGGGGHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

anyways infinikki update tonight / tomorrow who's ready ( i am not )

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

and mind you i honestly don't care —i block rpf stuff and move on 99.9% of the times. but this is just the rare 0.1% time i feel like opening my mouth and perform some peak yappanese.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

and i say that as someone who was deeply into rpf as a 14 years old in the italian interwebz and later on understood that HM. maybe writing stuff about REAL TANGIBLE PEOPLE WHO CAN GET HURT BY WHAT IS WRITTEN REGARDLESS OF THE DUBIOUSLY LEGAL CONTEXT OF FANFICTION isn't funky fresh.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

with the way fanbase puritanism in rp space is held to such moral ground i do personally find hilarious that SOMEHOW roleplaying as actual celebrities is okay but hetalia / aph adjacent characters aren't. especially when personifying nations has been ALWAYS present in art since the dawn of time.

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Bro 👽 @pabropicasso.bsky.social · 20/11/2024

made a poll on tumblr asking which of my WIPs to go back n finished and this was one of the tie winners and now since im better at painting i was able to actually do it some justice 💃 #hetalia #usuk

Characters America and England from Hetalia in an oval portrait. They both wear highly tailored 1930s menswear. America stands to the left, looking off to the right with his left hand on the small of England's back. He wears a classic tuxedo and a top hat, with carnation accessories, and a matching black scarf hung over his right arm. He wears circle rimmed glasses. England stands to the right facing fully to the left, wearing a 3-piece suit and ascot. His hair is full slicked back and shaped into a 1930s hairstyle. He has a gold-capped black cane hooked over his left wrist.
Th oval portrait is gold, with a further dark brown background surrounding the oval. In the dark background, there is a repeating golden Art Deco motif. Within the oval, there is a simple shaded cream background.

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

do it !! don't let your dreams be dreams !! nikkify your lenalee !!!

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

it has happened to me that it didn't work /WHEEZES i had set the hair for the dance till dawn fit and i ended up getting them LAST. AFTER GETTING THE WHOLE FIT. ended up not regretting it bc as a floating outfit i do like it a lot + gave me the road bear backpiece aBUT YEAH ,,,

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

i never trust the oceanic blessing but pls im begging it to work now

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

I KNOW ,,, i do hope i get it early during my pulls for the 4* honestly

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vega @ bsky arc @uncursored.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

" little clown, how painful it was to wake without /him/ next to you ? don't you wish for /him/ to be brought back to you as if god never ripped him off your hands ? "

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