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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

sigh okay i fell asleep so i gotta finish the paper before work

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( ë ) @mame1205chan.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 13/10/2026

alright i worked on the fic now i gotta get to page 300 in this book...

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

sigh the cat says stop being angsty so okay ill go to bed

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

i think…theres smth broken about me then

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

or whatever the fuck everything means idk

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

or even just like a proper meaning behind them

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

me: reads fanfic about dysphoria me: me: me: me: wow…didnt know there were words for that feeling

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

i hope i can actually use the words i wrote at the very least.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

and yet i still didnt technically get enough work done to justify going to bed

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

i added 250+ words to one of the papers due monday, 280+ words to the fic, read 50 pages in one book, and then read like 35 in another. and i got my vaccines in the afternoon. i did laundry and went grocery shopping in the morning. i cleaned up the house a bit too.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

the sooner i get out of this department for good, the better

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

hi everything might not be ruined forever as long as i get my shit sorted in time. (and im hoping to fulfill on so many postponements earlier than i planned but theres still shit to do. im also still better about last week and i refuse to set me anger aside)

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

so it’s a lose for my reputation and a lose for my career. i hate all of it. it’s just fucking bullshit over and over and over again.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

and if i quit or get kicked out then the losers in the department will be like yay one less black afab person in the vicinity

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i hate that im sober and breathing and lonely and that im supposes to accept this shit and be grateful. as if it’s a relief to have everything i’ve been working towards completely destroyed. theres no phd program that accepts students with shit grades. whats the fucking point now then?

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

they could have not ruined it for me but they did. they said well cass is afab and stupid and a loser so might as well take out the trash and get rid of his future bc who the fuck cares about a loser like that?

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

so again. whats. the. fucking. point.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

and istg even if i stayed they probably would say that bc i have a B on my transcript i am now the lowest performing student in the cohort. so then ill get put on probation (which means no funding) which means i won’t be able to register for classes or do anything. id have to drop out entirely.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

and then leave everyone else in their cohort alone in the hope that cass will quit and save the university the cost of funding.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

better misgender him over and over and then ruin his academic career for no goddamn reason

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

whats the fucking point :// it’s all just so fucking stupid and unfair and i hate being made to believe that EVERYTHING is my fault. of course the department is in jeopardy bc faculty is lazy. ahh yes thats bc cass is a black person who’s still breathing for some god damn reason.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

so now what? go back to classes on monday and stress myself out and work hard for nothing? get fucked over again with no way out? get blamed for everyone else falling behind again???

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

thats the same as failing and getting kicked out. that’s the same as academic probation and losing funding. that’s the same as getting a W on a transcript in week 6.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

they put me thru the most unethical shit storm ever, blamed me for it, berated me for not working fast enough, and then instead of letting me try now and finish later they just submitted the final grade as a B.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

he got a warning about possible academic probation if he didnt finish his incompletes by january. i got told i have to either drop a class in week 6 or lose my funding entirely. then i came up with a solution, tried my fucking best, and then got a B on my transcript which is a career ruiner.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

especially since _____ is gonna ask me to print shit for him again on monday. and sorry but no. not when _____ who is in deeper shit than i ever was got a warning meanwhile i got bludgened to d! by grad division AND screwed over by my department. like for fucks sake. 🤦🏾

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

whats the fucking point of going back even on monday?? like id rather clear out my office desk tomorrow morning and be done with it.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

and btw of course no one else in the cohort had to deal with any of that. no one else had everything they were working towards completely destroyed in less than a week.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

like what was the point of putting me thru all that shit just to still leave me fucked over in the end? i can’t go for my phd now. literally everything is done. there’s no point in finishing anything now bc it will get me nowhere.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i hate feeling like i can’t wake up from this shit and like i’m drowning all the time

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Ammy @salamandersocks.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

#FFXVfanart #Promptis #art Day 4. On a date

ink and watercolor on paper. Noctis and Prompto cuddle by the beach, sitting on the hood of the Regalia as the sun sets, all wrapped up in each other

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chep @ gatewayfate 404, mcm N-23 @cheppoly.bsky.social · 20/01/2025

Hey now, that's not fair at all... #ff7

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

also im so fucking tired of getting misgendered at school

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i have a B on my transcript now……..so that means no phd program

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🥕 @ ✨☕️✨ @he6o.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

#xvtober2026 Prompt List: Thanks again to @kuukyoseijou.bsky.social for the Japanese translation (and for reaching out so I remembered to post!) #xvtober

1. 報奨金
2. ハンター
3. コーヒー
4. 落ちる
5. 炎
6. 鍵
7. コレクション
8. アクシデント
9. ボート
10. 10回目

11. 夢
12. シヴァ
13. 衣装/服装
14. 魔導
15. リンクアタック
16. モービル・キャビン
17. ニュース
18. 忠誠
19. ニフルハイム
20. 崇拝/心酔

21. 王墓
22. 鉄道
23. ジールの花
24. エリクサー
25. 整備士
26. 食料品
27. お使いクエスト
28. 地平線
29. 状態異常
30. パワー
31. 記念日

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

school is time consuming. i am sleepy. things arent bad which is...wild.

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cass ☁️🐈‍⬛ @ukuleleout.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

hungry. tired. behind schedule. achey. ✨thriving✨ drained. overstimulated. aggrieved. ✨gay✨

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( ë ) @mame1205chan.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

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millie @millidew.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

trying to combine the idea of sora wanting to find a way home but not wanting to be saved #kingdomhearts #kh4 #soriku maybe idk

A comic about KH4 Sora and Riku colored in blue tinted monochrome, yellow lighting, and red highlights.
Riku falls to one knee, grasping Sora's shoulders. "Sora! I looked for you... I looked everywhere for you!"
Sora looks down at him, shocked but with an empty expression.
"I didn't want you to find me."
Riku freezes.
Sora looks away shamefully while pulling his arm away from Riku. "Not like this. While I'm still so—" his voice breaks— "weak."

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YoghurtKnight @yoghurtknight.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I drew this 2020, after fubushubg Re:Mind (dang it's been so long...) changed the colours and Rikus face, 'cause I didn't like the first version six years ago anymore , enjoy ✨ #kingdomhearts #soriku #sora #riku #kh3 #キングダムハーツ