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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 26/09/2026

So am I. Such a beautiful game.

Control Resonant screenshot - In a tunnel with red light everywhere and 3 bodies floating. Dylan is saying, "Zoe, more dead Rangers."

Control Resonant screenshot - Black and white shot of someone walking up a long line of stairs.

Control Resonant screenshot - Dylan is standing in front of a lot of birds flying in a weird pattern while multiple colored silhouettes are overlayed.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 25/09/2026

I filled that NYT best 100 tv shows of the 21st century (so far). I also fixed it a bit.

Breaking Bad - watched
The Wire - watched
Mad Men - watched
Succession - want to see
Fleabag - watched
Game of Thrones - watched
Veep - watched
30 Rock - watched
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Atlanta - want to watch
The Office (U.S.) - watched
Arrested Development - watched
Girls
Friday Night Lights
Six Feet Under - watched
The Office (U.K.) - watched
The Americans - watched
I May Destroy You
Chernobyl - watched
The Crown - want to watch
The White Lotus
Lost - watched
The Comeback
Deadwood - watched
The Leftovers
Black Mirror - watched
Better Call Saul - watched
Band of Brothers - watched
Key & Peele - watched
Severance - watched
Survivor
Andor - watched
Enlightened
Schitt’s Creek
True Detective — Season 1 - watched
The Pitt
Battlestar Galactica - watched
Homeland - watched
Watchmen - watched
Adolescence
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Hacks - watched
Peaky Blinders - want to watch
BoJack Horseman
Happy Valley
Broad City - watched
Twin Peaks: The Return - watched
House of Cards
Normal People
Parks and Recreation - watched
The Good Place - watched
Downton Abbey
Stranger Things - watched
The Bureau
Insecure
Nathan for You
I Think You Should Leave - watched
Chappelle’s Show - watched
PEN15 - watched
Peep Show
RuPaul’s Drag Race
Slow Horses
The Thick of It
Anthony Bourdain: Parts Unknown
Mare of Easttown
The Rehearsal
The Handmaid’s Tale - want to watch
Ozark - want to watch
Anthony Bourdain: No Reservations
The Shield
Beef
Squid Game - want to watch
Barry - want to watch
The Bear - want to watch
Ted Lasso
Somebody Somewhere
Modern Family
It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia - watched
The Good Wife
How to with John Wilson
The Queen’s Gambit - watched
Better Things
Justified
Planet Earth
The Great British Baking Show
Shōgun - watched
Reservation Dogs - watched
Dexter - watched
Baby Reindeer - want to watch
Eastbound & Down
Catastrophe
The Night Of
Station Eleven
The Diplomat
House M.D.
Halt and Catch Fire - watched
Community - watched
The OA - watched
Gilmore Girls
Scandal

I added:
The Expanse
Mindhunter

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 24/09/2026

"You're damned fucking right I feel like the champion." #AEWDynamite

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 29/08/2026

Whenever I try to make sense of what's going on in the world..

Runa from Star Wars: Zero Company saying, "Nobody panic, I think I have a massive undiagnosed head wound."

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 29/08/2026

Of course everyone loves Runa, but some people are forgetting about Disha.

A screenshot from Star Wars Zero Company. My character is talking to Disha, a Rodian, and she is saying to my character, "Your hands are tied. I understand. I will drive him away."

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 28/08/2026

Now that I'm on my desktop, yeah.. Zero Company looks and plays great. Too bad I have to go back on the road on Sunday.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 28/08/2026

I want to play more Zero Company but it doesn't run very well on the Steam Deck. And since I'm traveling for work I have to wait until I get home to play it on my desktop to really enjoy the splendor.

A screenshot of my character in Zero Company: a pink Twi'lek wearing brown and black clothes with pink trim.

Screenshot of Zero Company that says Ring of Kafrene and a character named M-3VO saying "home sweet home." The area looks like two asteroids close to each other with a city connecting them together.

A close-up of the city between the two asteroids.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 10/08/2026

Just married Juniper yesterday in the game. I love Fields of Mistria.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 02/08/2026

What I listened to in July. LastFM 5x5.

A screenshot of a 5x5 board of album covers in order of how much I listened to them in July.

01 Meat Beat Manifesto - Subliminal Sandwich
02 Godflesh - Hymns
03 Skinny Puppy - Vivisect VI
04 AFX - Analogue Bubblebath 3
05 Aphex Twin - ...I Care Because You Do
06 Plug - Drum 'n' Bass For Papa
07 Plug - Variety Magic
08 Polygon Window - Surfing on Sine Waves
09 Autechre - Amber
10 Big Black - Atomizer
11 Boards of Canada - Inferno
12 Nirvana - Incesticide
13 Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works Volume II
14 Nirvana - Nevermind
15 Nirvana - Bleach
16 Skinny Puppy - Cleanse, Fold, and Manipulate
17 Autechre - Tri Repetae
18 Beastie Boys - Paul's Boutique
19 Deftones - Adrenaline
20 Kittie - Spit
21 Boards of Canada - Geogaddi
22 Boards of Canada - Music Has the Right to Children
23 Liz Phair - Whip-Smart
24 Plug - Plug EP's 1, 2 & 3
25 Skinny Puppy - Remission

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 31/07/2026

I've really gotta watch another movie soon so I don't get beat up by Obsession fans. #LastFourWatched

Screenshot from my Letterboxd Recent Activity

Matrix Reloaded - 3 1/2 stars
Masters of the Universe - 3 stars
Fantastic 4: First Steps - 2 stars
Obsession - 1/2 star

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 10/07/2026

Mine will probably make some people angry. #LastFourWatched

Screenshot of my Letterboxd "Recent Activity" showing my last 4 movies that I watched.

1. Obsession - 0.5 stars out of 5 (reviewed)
2. Jackass Best and Last - 4 stars out of 5 (with a heart and reviewed)
3. Supergirl - 3 stars out of 5 (reviewed)
4. The Tragedy of Macbeth - 4.5 stars out of 5 (with a heart)

The hearts mean I liked the movies and "reviewed" means I wrote something about the movie.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 08/07/2026

How some of my friends are when we're watching a movie that I want them to see.

A screenshot from Dragon Quest 3 of Zoma sitting on their throne with a subtitle that says "(cough)." It looks like he's asleep on his throne and just coughing.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 07/07/2026

I watched Supergirl yesterday. Here's my review.

A screenshot from my Letterboxd account showing my review for Supergirl. I gave the movie 3 stars out of 5. The review just says, "Let Kara say 'fuck'."

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 30/06/2026

I hope the Robert Eggers WERWULF movie retains the importance of the classics.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 30/06/2026

Maybe one day I'll finish Final Fantasy VII Rebirth. Just as long as I finish it before Revelation, haha.

Screenshot from FF7 Rebirth where Tifa, Aerith, and Yuffie are in battle stances while Tifa says, "Why not take us on? We'll go easy on you--promise!"

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 18/06/2026

I don't know why I check out the Final Fantasy sales on Steam. It's a reflex.

A screenshot of Steam showing the Final Fantasy sale. This image shows Final Fantasy VII, Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII Reunion, Final Fantasy XVI, Final Fantasy VII Rebirth, Final Fantasy X | X-2 HD Remaster, Final Fantasy XV Windows Edition, Final Fantasy IX, Final Fantasy VIII Remastered, and Final Fantasy XIII game covers. All of them say IN LIBRARY on each game cover.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 13/06/2026

This still feels like a good response to any of those chuds who get weird about video games with a non-white guy as the lead character.

A screenshot of Final Fantasy VII Rebirth with Tifa saying "You're afraid of a little video game?" Cloud's hair has been modded to be pink, and Tifa has been modded to have darker makeup.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 02/06/2026

May 5x5 LastFM collage. Just being ol' reliable over here.

From #1-#25 - top May 2026 albums I listened to

Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works Volume II (Expanded Edition)
Liz Phair - Whip-Smart
Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works 85-92
Caustic Window - Compilation
Pigface - Below the Belt
Alice in Chains - Tripod
Poppy - Negative Spaces
Boards of Canada - Geogaddi
David Bowie - 1. Outside
Nirvana - Bleach
Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works Volume II (original)
Autechre - Incunabula
Beastie Boys - Paul's Boutique
AFX - SoundCloud Tracks
Alice in Chains - Facelift
Beastie Boys - Check Your Head
Boards of Canada - Music Has the Right to Children
Deftones - Diamond Eyes
Kittie - Spit
Meat Beat Manifesto - Subliminal Sandwich
Nirvana - In Utero
Polygon Window - Surfing on Sine Waves (Expanded Edition)
Stone Temple Pilots - Purple
Aphex Twin - Come to Daddy
Aphex Twin - drukqs

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 23/05/2026

I recently got all of the achievements in Vampire Crawlers. This game really scratched a specific itch I had and I'm looking forward to whatever gets added to it later.

Screenshot of the achievements list for Vampire Crawlers and it says "You've unlocked all achievements! 161/161 (100%)"

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 20/05/2026

[spoilers] How I feel watching the series finale to The Boys.

Sage from the Boys saying, "I'm fucking stupid like you guys."

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 16/05/2026

I owe you an apology Lio Rush, I wasn't really familiar with your game. #ROHSuperCardofHonor #ROH

Lio Rush from ROH with a killer look of black paint on the skin that look like veins.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 02/05/2026

"Akarat" looks a lot like an old man version of Wheeler Yuta. #AEWCollision #DiabloIV

Akarat from Diablo IV: Lord of Hatred saying "I have brought blood to this city. Blood. And Hate."

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 25/04/2026

Me remembering how bad the finale to Battlestar Galactica is while rewatching the series.

A character named Boomer from Battlestar Galactica with a gun in her mouth.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 13/04/2026

MJF looking like he just walked out of a Mortal Kombat game. #AEWDynasty

MJF from AEW wearing a black robe with silver horns on it and a red upside down cross with red 666s on the sides.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 10/04/2026

I think I got this filled out the way I feel about video games at the moment.

About Me: Video Games
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Favorite Game: Rimworld
Best Story: Baldur's Gate 3
Favorite Art Style: Persona 5 Royal
Biggest Personal Impact: Life is Strange
Best Combat: DOOM (2016)
Overhated: Zelda II: The Adventures of Link
Underrated: Heretic
Overrated: The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
Needs a Remake: Simcity Classic
Criminally Overlooked: Marvel Midnight Suns
Favorite Protagonist: Alan Wake II
Favorite Antagonist: Final Fantasy VI
Best Soundtrack: Stardew Valley
Best Multiplayer: Overwatch
Not Usually My Thing, But...: Elden Ring
Turn My Brain Off: Vampire Survivors
Best With Friends: The Jackbox Party Pack
Best Retro Game: King's Quest IV: The Perils of Rosella
Nostalgic Childhood Game: Super Mario Bros. 2
Game Everyone Should Play: Disco Elysium

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 30/03/2026

Whenever I see people putting up pictures of their Steam library, I forget for just a second that I own too many games there.

A screenshot of my Steam library, showing the games I have in an alphabetical order. It starts from "1... 2... 3... KICK IT! (Drop That Beat Like an Ugly Baby" down to "ABI-DOS." In essence, one screen doesn't even get past "Ab.." games.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 06/03/2026

I suddenly got back into Rimworld really deeply lately, and now it's poised to be my second most played game on Steam. I think the only other game I have more (known) hours played is The Sims 4 which is sitting at 500+ hours on a different platform.

Screenshot of my most played video games on Steam.

01 Stardew Valley - Total played 236.1 hours | Last played May 4th, 2024 | 32/49 achievements

02 The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth - Total played 165.7 hours | Last played Dec 11, 2023 | 275/641 achievements

03 Baldur's Gate 3 - Total played 164.5 hours | Last played Apr 16, 2025 | 33/54 achievements

04 Rimworld - Total played 163.8 hours | Last played yesterday

05 Elden Ring - Total played 151.8 hours | Last played Jun 7, 2025 | 36/42 achievements

Screenshot of my current colony from Rimworld.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 03/03/2026

I was watching this muted Charles Bronson commercial while listening to Nirvana and I noticed the music *sort of* lined up. So, of course I combined the two to see it in action (I only edited one part out).

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 27/02/2026

My favorite album cover is "Closer to God" single by Nine Inch Nails. Granted, it's not an LP cover, but I still love it.

The cover art for the "Closer to God" single by Nine Inch Nails. It shows a blurry rusty background with a coiled millipede.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 13/02/2026

I was away from home and didn't bring my Steam Deck. I forgot that Mewgenics came out this week. So last night when I got home, I played like 2 hours of it. What a fun game! I've been following it for almost the entire 14 years it was being worked on in some way. Edmund McMillen + cats? Yes!

A screenshot of Mewgenics showing 4 cats on a map called "The Alley" and the HUD shows lots of icons for the game plus the names of all the cats in my party: Sully, Billu, Alejandra, and Grug.

A screenshot of Mewgenics showing my party of cats in different colors (red, blue, green, and brownish yellow). The brownish yellow cat says "Is anyone else hungry?" and above the team it says "The Spell Slingin' Sharpshooters embark upon an adventure."

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 06/02/2026

I always loved doing this in Persona 3 Reload between floors.

A screenshot of Persona 3 Reload with Kotone jumping in the air with her sword behind her while changing floors (going upstairs).

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 01/02/2026

January 5x5. I was listening to a lot of Nirvana bootlegs this month.

01 Skinny Puppy - B-Sides Collect
02 Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works Vol. 2 (Expanded Edition)
03 Polygon Window - Surfing on Sine Waves (Expanded Edition)
04 Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works 85-92
05 Caustic Window - Caustic Window LP
06 Spineshank - Strictly Diesel
07 Autechre - LP5
08 AFX - Analogue Bubblebath 3
09 Alec Empire - Miss Black America
10 Clipping. - Dead Channel Sky
11 Liz Phair - Whip-Smart
12 Nirvana - In Utero
13 Nirvana - Unplugged in New York
14 Autechre - Basscadet Mixes
15 Autechre - Garbage
16 Caustic Window - Compilation
17 Liz Phair - Exile in Guyville
18 Nirvana - Master Reel Compilation
19 Nirvana - The Elmo Collection
20 Polygon Window - Surfing on Sine Waves
21 Autechre - Amber
22 Nine Inch Nails - The Fragile (Definitive Edition)
23 Nirvana - Top Secret Tape
24 Autechre - Quarastice
25 Chat Pile - Cool World

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 18/01/2026

This is the robot doing that action, for sure.

Image of G.I. Robot from the Creature Commandos series with a gun for a hand.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 18/01/2026

At first, I thought this was the original image for the Alec Empire album Low on Ice (The Iceland Sessions). But then I realized that I'm just dog face blind.

A picture of the album cover for Alec Empire's "Low on Ice (The Iceland Sessions)" featuring a husky with the album info above the husky's head.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 07/01/2026

I still love this movie/series.

A shot from the 2009 Swedish movie The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo. It shows an upside down van on fire with Lisbeth Salander walking away.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 07/01/2026

#NowRewatching The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo (2009). Just felt like a Noomi Rapace kinda night.

Screenshot of the poster for the 2009 Swedish film The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 06/01/2026

Here's my Last.FM 2025 year in music stats.

Artists - 599 - ↓17%

Top Artist
#1 Aphex Twin - 428
#2 Autechre - 385
#3 Skinny Puppy - 267
#4 Nine Inch Nails - 211
#5 Meat Beat Manifesto - 175
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Albums - 1,329 - ↓14%

Top Album
#1 Subliminal Sandwich - Meat Beat Manifesto - 96
#2 Selected Ambient Works Volume II - 93
#3 Selected Ambient Works 85-92 - 68
#4 Amber - 67
#5 Whip-Smart - 51
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Tracks - 3,569 - ↑16%

Top Track
#1 Untitled - AFX - 19
#2 [redacted] - 13
#3 Montreal - 13
#4 #7 - 12
#5 Foil - 11

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 02/01/2026

I watched way more TV shows than movies last year, but still.. not too bad. (I watched like most of the Hellraiser movies last year)

A screenshot of my Letterboxd 2025 in review summary:

Willow's 2025 in Film
by the numbers

57 films logged
42 films reviewed
106 hours watched

Most Watched Actor - Doug Bradley
Most Watched Director - Ridley Scott

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 25/12/2025

Happy Sol Invictus, or whatever holiday stuff you're into. Here's something I spent a full 15 minutes on. Wham vs Nine Inch Nails - Last Sanctified Christmas.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 19/12/2025

Here's my #LastFourWatched. So glad I got to see Blade Runner in the theater recently.

Covers for 4 movies and what I rated them:

Sarah Squirm: Live in the Flesh - 5/5 stars and liked
Blade Runner - Final Cut - 5/5 stars and liked
The Running Man (2025) - 3.5/5 stars and liked
Ghost in the Shell (1996) - 4/5 stars and liked

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 17/12/2025

I guess I like video games somewhat.

Steam Replay 2022
160 games played
66 new games
3 demos
6 playtests

Steam Replay 2023
156 games played
78 new games
18 demos
2 playtests

Steam Replay 2024
226 games played
114 new games
7 demos
6 playtests

Steam Replay 2025
134 games played
59 new games
3 demos
2 playtests

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 04/12/2025

Here's my November LastFM 5x5. Lots of RDJ in this pile.

My most listened to albums of November 2025.

01 Meat Beat Manifesto - Subliminal Sandwich
02 Pop Will Eat Itself - Cure for Sanity
03 Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works 85-92
04 Caustic Window - Caustic Window LP
05 Cypress Hill - Temples of Boom
06 PJ Harvey - Uh Huh Her
07 AFX - Analogue Bubblebath 3
08 Autechre - LP5
09 Lennon - 5:30 Saturday Morning
10 AFX - Analogue Bubblebath 5
11 Autechre - Amber
12 AFX - Analord 06
13 PJ Harvey - Stories From the City, Stories From the Sea
14 Skinny Puppy - Rabies
15 AFX - Analord 01
16 Autechre - Tri Repetae
17 David Bowie - 1. Outside
18 AFX - Analord 04
19 Blood Vulture - Die Close
20 Nirvana - In Utero
21 Autechre - Quaristice
22 David Bowie - I'm Afraid of Americans
23 Nirvana - Bleach (Deluxe Edition)
24 PJ Harvey - To Bring You My Love
25 Polygon Window - Surfing on Sine Waves

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 04/12/2025

I'm a huge fan of the movie 12 Monkeys (the one tattoo I have is the Army of the 12 Monkeys graffiti). Finally, I'm giving the TV show a chance and you know what? I really like it so far. It's like a reworking of the movie and it stands on its own. Plus, I love the character of Jennifer Goines.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 28/11/2025

My current top 10 video games of 2025. It's obfuscated because I might make a video out of it plus the games might change by the end of the year. Anything's possible.

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willow coilwitch @trezin.com · 28/11/2025

Finished Dispatch today and damn what a game. I'm pretty sure that'll be #2 on my favorites of this year.

Image of the credits scene saying that I played the game as an antihero (instead of a true hero or everyman). "An antihero, your Robert didn't always take the moral high ground, but he mostly meant well."

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