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First time I went out of my comfort zone and already long time established friend group and THAT was what I got hit with. I genuinely lost my confidence to ever pull down my fences and try going beyond them ever again. Is this what trust means? To rot from someone else's misdeed? And so soon???

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

I wasn't even there when it happened. I had no involvement. Then one day I got confided in about it, a secret with a nature so unexpected, and since that day it has been eating away my peace, even if I didn't want to admit that until now. It feels like a mold inside me, makes my skin fucking crawl.

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

What is it called when your hands are tainted by someone else's wrongdoings? It feels like I got filled with maggots when I expected to just see an ugly bug or two

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

I should not be caring rn cmon Charlie, they said it themselves... you're uncaring for defending yourself... cmon Charlie act the part now

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Something is eating away my soul but too bad u can't have truely private accs on bluesky coz I can't spill it

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Young Man's Face Turns Red Holding Breath

ALT: Young Man's Face Turns Red Holding Breath

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aqua a @aquaflower.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

life may be sad or scarys or bad but there is love an hope always and we help eachother

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Guys unpopular opinion but it's an adults' responsibility to make sure friendships w minors stay appropriate. I don't care if the age of consent is 67 days old in ur country okay?? And don't bring up trans rights coz that is a false equivalence and I am NOT falling for that fallacy again 😭😭😭

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Accidentally saw a vaguepost abt me and ngl I feel bad but I don't want to care coz I'm not the one who had an inappropriate relationship with a minor 😭😭😭 I feel bad for everyone but I'm specifically going to force myself to not feel bad about them I realzied this is a vaguepost too actually 😭😭 lol

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Should I post non-murderdrones stuff on my main Actually my main wasn't even centered on murder drones, I just happen to only post that

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I SHIT YOU NOT I JUST GOT ANOTHER ONE

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

By they I mean, well, me They is indeed one of my pronouns...

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Oh my god I got them a few times and I feel so bad for blocking them, even if I know they r scams, it's obvious they r guilt trippy as hell nd my ass keeps getting affected by it There should be a block list of them, imo, Ik on twitter they have blacklists but idk here

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Ishowspeed Holding Laughter Ishowspeed Early Stream

ALT: Ishowspeed Holding Laughter Ishowspeed Early Stream

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Or an autocorrect error? Or maybe a brain fart idkidk

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I have a fear of sounding obnoxious, please warn me when I do sound like that 😭😭😭 guys pls lol

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I've always prioritized other people's comfort over mine, but I had essentially stopped doing that. And I do feel much more stable, it feels safe when I know I'm not stuck in a relationship that makes my skin crawl. I never say that, because.... "that would be so rude!" I don't know, my head hurts

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

And not to be self deprecating, but who the hell would be upset about losing ME? That had never happened before. You should never feel bad about "losing" me. A good pro tip, by the way. There is always a cooler person out there.

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Multiple times I have stated (okay.... more like crashed out) on my main bluesky that I will be blocking anyone who raised suspicions and I was sick of letting people chew away my tranquility. There are always written signs of my incoming breakdown and I'm confused as for why people are so surprised

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

While yeah, ideally I'd like to give themsleves a heads up, sometimes I'd rather just run off, because I do not want to give them a chance to lash out at me or let them or to debate and argue about my reasoning. Making me feel like a horrible person is the least thing I wanted right then.

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

(Rant/passing thought) I feel absolutely terrible when blocking people, but honestly I've been disturbed enough to tolerate the pain of that guilt. It will pass. I've stated my boundaries clear as day in my strawpage. If I even as so feel like they got violated, I'll cut my losses...with hesitation

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Sometimes I do shit and tell no one for some reason Like yeah I'm kinda making a whole ass game but I kind of avoid showing unfinished stuff yet lol?? Idk why I'll try to go through my stuff to find anything interesting, I could maybe post it here and there that would be funnies

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Dude I'm so said all my work had gone to waste dude the half of the 41 questions were THE SAME FUCKING TOPIC dude there was no variation There r 2 rounds of exam takers and the one in the first round had similar questions but LITERALLY EASIER. DUDE COME ON BRO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (I was in the second round)

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Genuinely the worst exam ever I didn't do well on it fuck my chud life

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

And how did I forget... getting my driver's license and also going to appointments to help my back (I have scoliosis lol it hurts so bad everyday genuine hell but I am NOT sticking metal braces onto my spine that's scary)

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

1 million bloxburg bunker I have invest in gold play all the steam games I haven't touch for 2 years reorganize my desktop learn FL studio? Yeeeeeez...

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Math exam today... I am very nervous But am I also excited to finally start my summer break have time to work on a videogame finish art requests write a "book" make a ball jointed custom doll in real life make an overly descriptive strawpage about my ocs and the universe they live in finish the

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Charles || <18 @treslinshell.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸... (in an evil way)

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