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@toydrill.bsky.social
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jamaican-american man with a girlish disposition. 2001. he/him. illustration, egl/lolita fashion, selfshipping, talking about whatever i feel like. 🍊 💌: toydrill.straw.page

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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
i hope you feel soon better, bear 🩵
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ΘΔ🏳️‍⚧️ the third strongest sylvi @silversoul164.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
for non fire emblem fans tbis is like if 3 children entered a team fighting tournament and when looking for a fourth team member they just casually see and recruit goku like its nothing
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dollip💙 doll VTuber @dollip.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I've had some invasive breathing issues that have exacerbated over time. The surgeon I spoke to said I needed a septoplasty + nasal reconstruction. There are more details I couldn't fit here on the page itself! please consider donating to & sharing my gofundme to cover my operation. thank you ❤️
gofundme.com
Donate to They Did Surgery on a Doll (Joy's Septoplasty Fund), organized by Joy Charlotte
Hello, My name is Joy and I'm hoping to raise funds for an… Joy Charlotte needs your support for They Did Surgery on a Doll (Joy's Septoplasty Fund)
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i was trying to finish it by monday but work has been kicking my ass. i hope u enjoy regardless… im so tired… zzzz
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
happy belated bday to @randofangirl.bsky.social !! some (wip) fanart of aria :)
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
bahaha thank you!! i need to draw more of the other routes but unfortunately house lamine has transfixed me. Like there's a funny teen girl i can give he/him pronouns AND age gap yaoi... say less..... (drool
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
#fefw
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I haven't drawn a sonic character in a long time... hope this looks ok... i thought her cheerleader outfit in your end card was super duper cute
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
fanart of @randofangirl.bsky.social 's OC/sona!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
UOG… (pierced defenses)
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
You really are an ambipom and i’m an aipom isn’t that crazy
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
reading Mysterious Skin and i’m. yeah. yeah. Uh huh. (something severe flashes across my expression)
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
yes!!!
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Seth Redd Commissions open! [ALSO WISHLIST/BUY OUR GAMES!] @saredd99.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
hui fact: his ocular prosthetic isn't custom made so it lowkey fits/looks weird which is why i almost never draw him with it
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
heat advisory warning #oc
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
truly one of my favorite people ever. thank you for listening and learning as i regaled you with stories of yaoi of all kinds
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
had so much fun hanging out with @devenmack.com this weekend!!
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星空★lone @hoshizoralone.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
[metroid] squishy babby
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
love my new job but omg my feet hurt so bad every day when i get home. i have never had my TOES SWELL before
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
for melsouplover!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
for cecht!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
for thankyadoozy!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
anyway all that to say if i were the orioles pitcher who threw that fastball at matt olson during the 10th inning tonight i would have had that look of dissociative dread on my face too
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
usually when i get into a random non-art thing its for the sake of research or experience for art/my creative process or its for like horny gay reasons and this is surprisingly for neither i just think baseball is really funny
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
Getting into baseball at 25 years old not for any particular reason i just think it’s a really funny sport historically speaking. And also maybe it’ll make me hate all the traffic happening in my area bc of baseball a little less
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
for kalibers!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
i can't believe i haven't drawn them as a penny arcade strip before
A drawing of my OCs, Dee and Jeremy.

Dee (left) is a blonde man with redder roots, visible stubble and freckles, and thick eyebrows. He wears a layered shirt with a heather gray short-sleeved overshirt and an indecipherable beige graphic and a warm light gray long sleeved undershirt with khakis.

Jeremy (right) is a taller man with reddish brown hair, glasses, and visible moles on his forehead and neck. He's wearing a green jacket over two layered green shirts.

The background is a photo of an office with a mosaic filter.

Dee: Let's just forget about it. You wanna go get some hard cocks? I mean, dinner? Shit, what did I say?A singular panel from the 2002 Penny Arcade strip "What, Indeed Part 2"

Gabe: Let's just forget about it. You want to go get some hard cocks? I mean, dinner? Shit. What'd I say?
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Tony 🎃👻 @shintonty.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
[a tear rolls down my eye] it's like the good old days. it's just like the good old days.
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
for leechlet!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
for @decodium.bsky.social !
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
for stunky!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
I literally only have one more page of academia to write for my final and my left arm is doing some shit that is so distracting i am having a hard time typing. At least its not my drawing arm i guess
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
How its feeling rn
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
Finances aside, the concept of having all of the paperwork and getting all of the licensing for owning a bar finished by 22... Nonbinary baby you've only been able to drink legally for a year #howdatwork
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
That being said im having other physical medical issues right now that are probably making my anxiety worse. You cant really fire on all cylinders when you can't feel your hands and feet like 30% of the time but whatever we cringe on
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
Nothing more embarrassing than talking to my psychiatrist and she's like "you need a therapist or the medication is not going to be that helpful" and im like Um no the medication is perfect and curing all my issues and then i have a mild inconvenience and i'm like I Need To Be Smote.
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
in this way marion and casey both kind of reflect aspects of the other's abusers/trauma which is what makes their dynamic so fun to play with for me, because i think both of them know this but have a hard time grappling with it because it means they have to process their own shit in some way
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
on marion, casey, and object attachment
in my mind, as a child marion firmly believed the idea of toys, esp dolls and teddy bears, secretly being animate/sentient to some capacity and because of this he was really really fucking weird about how both he and his peers interacted with and played with toys. he was fiercely and obsessively protective of his belongings and would not let other children play with them. despite being a pretty mild-mannered kid he would get actively violent if his toys were handled incorrectly and had a hard time willingly parting with them

i don't think he believed they could like move on their own or whatever but i do think that they had some level of influence on the manner in which he played with them and going against their wishes would cause bad things to happen, so he was also pretty scared of them.

once his mom realized he was not engaging with his dolls and stuffed animals in a normal way she sold them at a garage sale while he was visiting family. in the short term, this did help (at least in curbing his irrational fear of and overly possessive behavior in regards to his personal toys/objects as he got older) but in lieu of no objects to project his abnormal thoughts on, things got much more complicated as they both projected inward and he started seeking outlets for them elsewhere.

all i'm saying is that marion probably read The Lonely Doll by Dare Wright when he was a child and it had a fundamental and evil psychosexual effect on his psyche that has lasted until this day and there's not really anything we can do about thaton the other hand casey didn't grow up with a lot of toys depicting humans or other kinds of animals so a lot of his ways of projecting his individual experiences with abuse were more abstract. when he was younger, him and his father would often trap small animals for hunting and casey would fixate on the concept of "putting something out of its misery": the concept that a living thing could be in so much pain and suffer so greatly that to die is a better fate

similarly, casey found both photography and taxidermy extremely alluring: the idea of being able to capture something in its 'ideal' state without the inevitable pain and suffering of being alive, hence his hobby in creating small dioramas with his taxidermied animals. 

notably, he will remove any semblance of genitalia on all animals he taxidermies and it's probably the most deliberate and precise that his handiwork gets, sometimes to the point that he takes too much off and animal's stomachs are haphazardly pursed when sewn together due to a lack of usable skin. 

he's never had anyone around to ask him why he does this so he's never thought about it but when marion brings it up he's just like Um i don't know i think they just look better that way and marion is like (thought bubble above his head that says "VICTIM?" in giant red letters with an arrow pointing at casey)
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Tobey @ commissions open! @t0bey-art.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
most appropriate way to use ur crest of blaiddyd
Esmeralda holding Dietrich up with one arm using her crest of blaiddyd, and picking up Fabio by his robe haphazardly with her other hand. Dietrich has an unreadable expression as he looks down at her while Fabio is visibly annoyed. Esmeralda is winking up at Dietrich
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
A drawing of Marion Chai from And If It Bleeds, holding up the composition notebook from the previous post.

[15 years later]
Marion: Jesus Christ, could I have been any more obvious? 
Marion: (So much for mandatory reporting...)
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
(content warning for csa) unreliable narrator #oc
"The Treehouse"
Marion Chai
March 18, 2010

Lily's parent's built her a treehouse for her birthday. The treehouse had a big window that looked out in the yard and a table for tea parties. It was perfect! Lily put up all of her favorite decorations. She hung up pink curtains and put her favorite teddy bear in a pink chair.

One day the teddy bear came to life! But he didn't tell Lily. Every day, he would watch Lily climb up into the treehouse from his pink chair. He would watch Lily make him a cup of tea for the tea party. He [watched] (sic) Lily put on her princess dress. She took her shirt and pants off and he watched but he didn't tell her. He was scared she would be mad because he knew that it was wrong because he was a big bear and she was a little

The rest of the story is cut off. The composition notebook paper the story is written on is visibly tear stained towards the bottom, and childish drawings in pink depicting the bear, the pink chair, Lily in the princess dress (without arms or legs), and Lily's shirt decorate the margins of the lower half of the page.A drawing of Marion Chai from And If It Bleeds as a child. He is a brown-skinned, femininely presenting child with his hair in shoulder-length twists, the ends capped with purple beads. He wears a religious school's uniform comprised of an off-white collared shirt and a navy pinafore with an embroidered gold and navy shield insignia on the chest, a cross in its center. He sits in a school faculty office, the background showing a shelf of books and an obscured poster. Slung over the back of the chair he sits in is a pink backpack with yellow details and a purple butterfly backpack tag, and there is a similarly pink pencil case on the table in front of him, along with an open composition notebook.

Faculty: Listen, Marion, we know you're a very creative young lady.
Faculty: But you realize that these stories you're submitting for class aren't... appropriate, right?

Marion: I guess.

Faculty: Are these based on anything in particular? Something you read, or watched?

Marion: ...Not really.
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
for trigunmaximum / krinklefry87! youtu.be/f9LlUtv06v8
youtu.be
WINK, WINK [ARTFIGHT 2026]
YouTube video by tai toydrill
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
for luckifxr!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
for fazthegoatclown!
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Mr. Al Dente Noodles (Commissions open!) @mraldentenoodles.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
How I feel cracking open my twentieth Pokemon game. Given that the first art I post here isn't Metroid-related is another tall blonde lady, I'm starting to think I have a type. #pokemon #fancomic #cynthia
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
and his beautiful husband snagglepuss!!!!!
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
thank u. i love u
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taibo 💟 @toydrill.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
Eventually i will draw pink panther as a beautiful black queer man as well. In due time
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