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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 12/05/2025

新しいペンを買った。

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 11/05/2025

ダックスフントの頭のイチゴを初めて作った。あと2、3回は挑戦できるだろう。作れば作るほど、見栄えが良くなる。

ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 11/05/2025

母の日の写真は未完成。でも、ダックスフンドの頭の形をしたチョコレートストロベリーを作ることができた。ダックスフンドが恋しいよ。母はイチゴのダックスフンドが大好きだった。でも二人とも悲しくなった。私たちの愛犬はもうお祝いをするために生きていないのだから。

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Yeah though I will miss clinging to him and him waddling behind me...

I tried to get ink paw prints from my pup. But due to the way he was laying and he is too stiff and everything. This is all we could get. But they told me I could get them done professionally. I had requested 2 ink prints and 2 clay molds of his paw prints. And also fur clippings, professionally...

This morning, my mom and I talked to the vet. He told us the emergency place may have misdiagnosed our pup. And our pup may have had a stroke. He went into detail about it. Which means there wasn't anything my family would have been able to do. Also I had the urns changed and requested a few things

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This was the 2nd to the last picture I took of him when he was still alive. He couldn't get up. He eventually turned limp and was struggling to breathe. I also took a picture of his precious little paw after he passed. He had the cutest little spots on his baby paws. He was supposed to turn 17 soon.

He was the last thing that kept my family connected to my half sister who passed away around 2015. My family loved him so much... I have more things to deal with regarding the matter. I need to change some arrangements, tomorrow...

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Thanks I have many things I have to do tomorrow, regarding the matter. I need to change arrangements and have them split his ashes into two urns. One where I bury him with my grandma. And then send the other to my aunt so she can bury the other half with my 2 older siblings. He was my sister's pup

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

I will mostly be clearing out notifications... My mind isn't focused, still... I will try to catch up on things a bit. Plus tomorrow is my day off again... I need to fix some of the arrangements regarding my pup's ashes.

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I won't be online on an amount of sites for a while... My fur baby passed...

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

I have been checking on him. I am trying to make sure he survives the night. I might have to take him to the vet in the morning... It's 4am right now...

ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 12/04/2025

((My pup isn't doing too good))

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

店で何を買ったか見てよ！

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

私は今日、狼バージョンの司馬懿になる！🐺

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 31/03/2025

注文した同人誌が楽しみだ！:3

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 26/03/2025

他のサイトから漏れた紛争がこのサイトに入り込んだ。おまけに、容疑者は誰も日本語を話せない。彼らは英語しか話せない。

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私は働かなければならない

もしあなたが英語しか話せなくても、気に掛けてくれるなら。私にダイレクトメッセージを送ることができます。私はそこで英語を話します。しかし、あなたが私に直接メッセージを送ったとしても、私が返信しない場合。ごめんなさい。私の精神衛生を優先します。私が決めます。

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そうすることで、さらなる衝突を避けることもできる。気にかけてくださる方々には申し訳ない。これは非常に大きな措置に見えるかもしれない。私のサイドアカウントも同じルールの下にあります。私のメインアカウントがあなたの時間を費やす価値がないなら、私のサイドアカウントはあなたの時間を費やす価値がありません。などなど。

人によっては。私は返信するかもしれませんが、私のコメントは残らないかもしれません。私は少し時間が経つとコメントを削除します。主に、私があなたの時間を費やす価値がないと思われる場合...。私はあなたの負担になりたくないのです。警告を受けた後、パラノイアを感じています。ただ、そのことが頭から離れないんだ。

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葛藤ばかりが募っている。しばらくの間、日本語を打つことだけを考えている。 Mixi2でやっていることと同じようなことだ。ある人から、私には他人の時間を使う価値がないと指摘された。そして、実際にそれに気づき始めていて、葛藤を感じ始めている。

Lol only helped like 3 people. 1 person needed help with Cainhurst. Although slipped off the roof when trying to get to logarius. I don't know what happened with them afterwards. The 2nd person needed help with Ebrietas. Successful 3rd person needed help with Laurence. The beckoner got one shotted.

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I just logged onto Bloodborne. I am going to play some random co-op. Happy 10th Anniversary!

Lol! Mainly if I go for the Not so quick "Quick search chalices" which I ain't gonna do XD I am going to aim for either Cainhurst, ebrietas, one reborn, or wet nurse. Dlc, I am going to aim for orphan of Kos, Ludwig, or Lady Maria...

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I gotta play Bloodborne when I get off of work. But omg I am going to suck at co-op XD

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 21/01/2025

Bloodborne 10th anniversary! Here is a part of my collection (old pic) My Soulsborne art books and stuff are on this specific shelf :3 I use the hat for my Hunter cosplay! The Bloodborne books are my favorite.

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I made this in 2018 specifically for a friend who goes by the name "Micolash". I still keep in touch with him. He still goes by the name Micolash. He focuses on School of Mensis lore. And honestly, he does a damn good job at it. Like the black knives & me. He takes the school of mensis seriously.

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 09/01/2025

I found some old drawings from like 2018. Around the time I decided to get back into Bloodborne. I drew Eileen from memory at the time... 🐦‍⬛ Also, at the time... I discovered my Bloodborne saves got corrupted and I had to recreate my hunters. #Bloodborne #EileenTheCrow #oldart

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ToxicF4ux @toxicf4ux.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

Call Beyond/彼方への呼びかけ/Зов вовне Something I noticed back in 2020 when I was chatting with the Bloodborne Queen at the time. Since I wondered about some of the items and how they are used. Apparently you crush the "Call Beyond" creature to activate. Found that interesting... #Bloodborne

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Sometimes I will correct my mistakes. Although ultimately deleting my comment altogether since sometimes I realize I might not be worth people's time. It's unfortunate, but it is what it is... Had to do that many times on my side account.

My side account is mostly Elden Ring related. I may have to keep it separated in some ways...

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Hopefully the people that brighten my day on my side account will know who they are. I do notice interaction and change. Some things seem... To have deteriorated, unfortunately. But it is what it is. Few still remain, and as long as those few continue to brighten my day. There's still purpose, there

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Probably going to keep this on this thread. Maintain cleanliness on this account instead of flooding people. Might maintain the same on my side account. Although probably not important to others who follow me on my side account... Very few people seem to brighten my day on my side account, anyways.

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Hit 200 people on my side account on another site though... Still have nothing special put together though... Stuck between wanting to do something there and then thinking it's too informal of me to do anything... Then realizing I have nothing special to do, anyways... A metronome...

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Hell, I had to learn what "oomf" & other Z terms mean because I have never seen anyone I interact with on my main ever use those terms. Majority of the people I interact with on my main are older. I realized I might never be able to truly cross-post from how different things are between my accounts

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Feels like a metronome. Bouncing between two sides yet things will never be in between. Relating to people much older, but having to maintain formalities. Not letting things slip... Vs Feeling more free, but cannot relate to one's own generation. And realizing the way I interact may be too formal.

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People I interact with here, on my main. Seems most are older and I feel like I have a better grasp since I am used to it. Though I must maintain formality at times. On my side account, I feel more free. But it's opposite of my main account. I realize I don't think I can relate to anyone, properly.

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