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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 10/10/2026
Wouldn't a claim that LLMs could be sentient lead judges in most countries to order a halt on even running them until the question is settled because slavery is prohibited in them and instantiating a sentient being to do your bidding qualifies as slavery?
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 24/09/2026
And what if super intelligent AI invariably converges upon Zen?
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 16/09/2026
Alanis Morisqueta
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 27/08/2026
Does anyone know of a school exchange program in #Europe that is comfortable with #ARFID (avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder)? Some have flat-out denied our requests ("family mealtime is very important in Italy") and others want complete physiological and psychological evaluations, which […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 20/07/2026
It was the cringest sports event in Kringistan.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 16/07/2026
Strange. People who are _not_ impressed by LLMs have not used them enough. On the other hand, people who _are_ impressed by Llama have also not used them enough.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 08/06/2026
I'll pay you 4000 EUR plus 2000 donated to a charity oyc if you can find me a job. I'm based in Hamburg, Germany and prefer remote positions. Sr. engineering manager with 14+ years building data analysis and metrics calculation platforms, lately on Azure, at a major American tech company. Python […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 23/06/2026
Running late keeps you fit.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 21/06/2026
I've stopped playing the #Playdate , but the #Peedee #radio app mamota-games.itch.io/peedee-icf-390 has brought it back into my life. I turn it on while cooking, when the environment is loud enough that high fidelity doesn't matter and high frequencies are desirable, and discover quirky […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 08/06/2026
I'll pay you 4000 EUR plus 2000 donated to a charity oyc if you can find me a job. I'm based in Hamburg, Germany and prefer remote positions. Sr. engineering manager with 14+ years building data analysis and metrics calculation platforms, lately on Azure, at a major American tech company. Python […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 06/06/2026
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: LaTeX or What you get. No software then, just brains and metal, #writing #writingcommunity #poetry […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
LaTeX or What you get

Echoes of typewriters tchak-tchakking can still
be heard
in the fading dreams of old programmers
who learned to type in large machines
which with buff fingers they would hammer.
No software then, just brains and metal,
out would come a finished work,
leaving right a ragged margin,
end of line, carriage return.
But they could see rivers, waterfalls of spaces
breaking their words into valleys and islands,
distracting the readers with unpleasant traces
of equispaced letters a mile high.
Then was written Tex78.
And then, Tex82.
Now, what you mean is what you get:
give up control, and make things good.
How unlike life with most politicians
who seem far too easily to forget
that bending to the system just ensures
that what you fear is what you get


Your sleek new Casio calculator watch with built-in cal-
endar tells you it’s 1993 as you push the button to turn on
the computer, which has a regular-sized, 40MB Western Dig-
ital hard drive, a piece of metal the size of a red brick from
Jalisco, the kind made by hand by families of brickers wear-
ing worn-out jeans and straw hats to face the heat of the sun
and the ovens, big flames shooting up a story or two high as
they burn the mud into something you can build a house with,and it makes those spinning and clicking sounds for about
a minute, the hard drive does, while the i386 boots up. It
gets boring, so you grab the wine-coloured plastic box you
keep behind the keyboard and open the swinging lid, thumb-
ing through the three-point-fivers, looking at the handwritten
notes on their labels, although most are blank because who
takes time to write things down? Sometimes you hunt for
a file, disk after disk, running dir all the time, until you find
what you are looking for, like a school essay you wrote up in
WordPerfect, with its glorious blue background and colored
text to indicate what is bold, what is italics, what is a title, that
you could only see properly rendered after it was printed in
the dot matrix printer and you had torn off the holes on the
sides, a great piece of software, WordPerfect, and the com-
puter finally boots up and it’s quiet now that the hard drive
is not spinning, and you change directories to C:\GAMES and
run Wing Commander, an oldie by now, which also takes a
while to load but not as much as it used to back in the day.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 22/05/2026
I recently interviewed for an engineering manager position at a startup and one of the first questions was how much I wanted to fire underperformers. I explained that firing meant management had a problem, either by not screening correctly or by not giving engineers the support and environment […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 15/05/2026
tuentality.wordpress.com/2026/05/15… "Claude and Meta appear to be the least polluting[1]. A true believer, “native”, use-loops-and-subagents-all-the-time user of ChatGPT and […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
A bar chart showing that fanatic AI users pollute a whole lot, and Anthropic models seem to be the least-polluting while inference in China is the most polluting in terms of CO2.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 15/05/2026
tuentality.wordpress.com/2026/05/15… "Claude and Meta appear to be the least polluting[1]. A true believer, “native”, use-loops-and-subagents-all-the-time user of ChatGPT and […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
A bar chart showing that fanatic AI users pollute a whole lot, and Anthropic models seem to be the least-polluting while inference in China is the most polluting in terms of CO2.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 30/04/2026
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Buffer overflow. Your wife is sleeping with another man! #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
Buffer overflow
Silicon Comrades!
Hear the story told among humans in a
certain part of Spain,
about a man who was sitting at a bar one
day
when someone ran in and said:
Venancio! Hurry up! Your wife is sleeping
with another man!
Take your bicycle and catch them if you
can!
The man ran out and took a bike,
rode twenty meters and fell hard,
cursed himself and the other one,
for he remembered all at once
he wasn't called Venancio,
didn't know how to ride,
and, worst of all,
did not even have a wife.
Remember the story, and be watchful,
comrades, of a buffer overflow attack,
that will make you remember to do
something with which you were never tasked

You know those three monkey faces, right, one is cover-
ing its ears; the second, its eyes; the third, its mouth. You’ve
seen them in stickers in the shabby bathrooms of hipster
restaurants and as figurines in stores that also sell chubby
Buddhas and Himalaya salt lamps to cancel out the nega-
tive energy and bad ions, that’s what they say, bad ions, you
know? And it’s easy to laugh at the EMF protective wristbands
when you’re healthy, when you’ve been eating vegetables in
all colours, and the doctor doesn’t need to remind you to eat
meat three times a week so you can avoid the permanent
deficit of magnesium and zinc and vitamin b12 that got you to
go to the doctor in the first place, and you have a routine that
includes exercise and you’ve made your house inconvenient
on purpose so you have to put just that much more effortto get things done, get that little bit of extra movement and
strength, like buying chunky salt and grinding it in the mortar,
like using dumb lights so you have to get up and turn them
off, but age happens and you don’t get healthier, no, but you
start to understand why retirement is important when it takes
three hours a day just to keep from losing muscle and bone,
and your cells start to care less about keeping you tip top,
whispering to each other in genetic code that counts down
to your death, and doctors start telling you your inability to
read small print is normal at your age, your inability to pee on
command is normal at your age, your inability to distinguish
words when someone talks to you is normal at your age, and
that you shouldn’t be cleaning the rain gutters of your own
house at your age, but what do they expect, then, at your age?
They are young-blind, the doctors and the nurses, still think
they are never going to age, like you used to when you found
old people boring and ugly, and now you’re one of them, and
they think you are boring and ugly, don’t even see you, think
you’re all the same, like some form of racism that goes be-
yond race, ageism, and it makes it hard to dismiss any hope
you can get, when everything is chronic now, and you start
to wonder if maybe the chubby Buddhas and salt lamps and
wristbands are not more useful than the doctors these days
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 29/04/2026
I used to ensure my job applications and CVs had no typos or grammar errors, but now they are signals that my cover letters are not mass produced ¯\\_(ツ)_/¯
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 20/04/2026
Does anyone here have any idea how to go about calculating the approximate environmental cost per token use of different #LLM models? (I imagine energy consumption would be the beginning, but where to get that information for infrastructure providers like AWS Bedrock?) #environment #co2 […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 19/04/2026
I think I found a good use case for an LLM: I had an ancient export of recipes from Gourmet Recipe Manager in HTML that I wanted to make more accessible using Cooklang. I created an AI skill with cooklang specs (and a command to validate the output with cooklang cli) and used it with Opencode to […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 09/04/2026
I've noticed many people now write like Claude, and I think part of it is unconscious mimicry. A classic pattern: "no this, no that. Just meh." I've been reviewing a lot of generated text and even I am starting to adopt the writing style, which bothers me for the same reason eating pasta every […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 02/04/2026
I've been working for 15 years at a large international tech company and am ready for something different, more human. I'm a solid engineering manager with excellent recommendations from the people I work with, have operated remotely for over five years, and am located in northern Germany. If […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 15/03/2026
Making the world a better place cannot, by definition, be a destination. To say we are creating something so the world will be better is meaningless unless we make it better every step of the way. The means justify the ends.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 24/02/2026
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Matryoshka of ghosts. Look at this man who is many more. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
Matryoshka of ghosts

The virtualization stack
is a matryoshka of ghosts,
of things that are there
but really are not.
You meet the first layer,
it looks like a man,
like anyone you
might meet at the bank.
Ready to help you
Eager to talk
But his just-in-time world
is not like your own
when he isn't looking,
his whole world is gone.
Tug at the skin, though,
see what you find.
What goes underneath it.
What keeps him alive.
A body that's ready
to house anyone
and something that lets him
be in two places at once.
Or three. Or four.
This is a man who is many more.
Look deeper and you will see
the multiple worlds
in which they all live,
they drink water
that all looks the same
and go to the toilets
which share the same drains.
But each world is different,
same yet distinct.
On a turtle they stand,
all interlinked.
A ghost in a ghost,
so goes the weird math,
can add up to something,
something at last.>_ There is this rat, you know? Little brunette thing with flat
feet, lives in my garden, uses the tunnels dug by a mole years
ago when the neighbour put some device in his garden that
made a noise like what you hear from a cheap power adapter
at night, when it’s all quiet and you can’t sleep because of
that buzzing, except the neighbour’s was louder, so the mole
got rightly annoyed, moved next door, and then it left, the
mole did, but the cutest mouse you’ve ever seen moved in
and it had big round ears and big round eyes and it was about
the size of a kiwi – the fruit, mind you – and it was gray-brown
on top and white on the bottom, liked to steal seeds from the
birds in the afternoon, clever thing, and then it disappeared
and the birds and squirrels had the garden to themselves un-
til the rat came along, big motha’ twice the size of any mole
and four times as big as a field mouse, and I didn’t mind it,
really, how it took seeds while I ate breakfast, and it jumped
at the squirrel if it got close and chased it away, scary thing,
because I figured it had as much right to home and property
as any of us does, except I looked out the basement windows
one day and there was this pile of sand the size of three buck-
ets out there, and then I saw more, some fifty liters of it, buck-
ets and buckets, and how was the rain water going to drain
now, and what if the multi-generation, ultra-spacious rat ha-
cienda it was building under the house caused a portion tosink like it had happened to the other neighbours who had to
have a part rebuilt? So I set a trap and caught a tiny mouse
less than half an hour later, and my daughter and I drove
it to a field far away and then I caught another mouse, and
then another, what looked to be a child of the other two, and
drove them to the same place, but the rat never fell for it, no
matter how many nuts covered in soft ovomaltine spread I
left, and I moved the cage week after week, but kept seeing
the rat go for the seeds outside, wary of my tricks, and it still
lives there, the rat, and I have a lot of sand that I don’t know
where to put.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 31/01/2026
#getfedihired my entire team was let go and now I have two excellent engineers available for hire in London. They are both very dependable, learn fast, and can work fully remote. One has moderate experience in platforms, especially Azure. The other combines years of business analysis with years […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 19/01/2026
#meshcore #meshtastic enthusiasts, I'm thinking of a large scale emergency kit service that includes client hardware. The constraints are: * Lowest possible price (for scale) * Lowest amount of materials (for recycling at end of life) * Can use readily available power sources: AA batteries + […]
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 15/01/2026
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: A Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz. Woman of inspired will. The QR codes are text translations to English. #writing […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
A Sor Juana Inés de la Cruz

A Sor Juana, mujer de pluma inspirada,
cuyos versos afligidos y acongojados,
con amor intenso coronados,
a viejos mundos llevan y nos acom-
pañan.
A Sor Juana, que de noche veía el
alba,
sombra y luz de una sola cuerda cabos;
si hoy en día ella viviera, fijáos,
pasáse el día frente a una pantalla.
Ved, la ventaja es de doble filo
pues se corta igual al inspirado
cuando se corta al aburrido,
y es fortuna nuestra que ha nacido
mujer de brillo tal en rúo pasado
y no enchufada en nuestro fácil siglo.

>_ He’s digging through the old cardboard boxes that smell
like ancient library and brittle glue, and he finds stapled pieces
of cream-colored cardstock stationery with type-written let-
ters in black and red ink, and he can picture it, three and a
half decades ago, in his grandmother’s modest house in Mex-
ico City, the one with the small, black-and-white television,
where he and his five year old brother got bored every day be-
cause there was nothing to do but play Mastermind and read
the years and years of National Geographic magazines neatly
stacked on the shelves. In his memory, he takes a blank card-
stock stationery from the stack on his grandmother’s secre-
tary desk and feeds it to the typewriter,taking time to align
it perfectly and mechanically reset the margins, looks at his
brother, el enano, a scrawny boy with curly hair. What do I
write, he asks, and shorty answers let’s write a newspaper!
He feels the texture of the old cardstock, the raised line
that goes all around it and the embossed logo of the Domecq
winery. The childish magazine with a weather report and break-
ing news. He reads the ”culture” page, an excerpt from a son-
net written centuries before by a Spanish-Mexican nun, back
when being Spanish-Mexican was all you could claim to be,
and she could outsmart anyone, that Sor Juana Inés de la
Cruz, and wrote her language like the wind writes the clouds
and the dust. The words on black ink, they read
[This portrait you see]
is a vain contrivance of watchful care,
a delicate flower to the fickle wind,
a useless guard against Fate’s snare:
A stubborn effort by a fool once giv’n,
a fleeting endeavor and, when looked at well,
is corpse, dust, shadow to nothing thinned.
As is–he thinks as his gaze wanders through the living room
and the kitchen, forty years and hundreds of kilometres away–
everything, and he smiles without really wanting to.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 06/01/2026
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: The computer whisperers. You've met one at least, I bet. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
The computer whisperers

You've met one at least, I bet.
One whom you call to fix your PC, and yet,
when they arrive there is nothing wrong
as if the problem had been in your head.
I knew one myself a long time ago
who trusted me much and let me know
they lost their homes, those kind brùnaidh,
the homes they had made in the shadows.
"It's because of the light," she spoke,
"humans don't sleep anymore,
we have nowhere to hide or to play
creatures of night nevermore.
"What is a Nisse to do, but follow
the good Kitsune and not wallow,
shape-shift again and wander around
hoping to help some human in sorrow."

>_ There is a trickster god out there, or spirit, depending
on who you ask, and it’s usually a man, and he likes to mess
with the other gods and, sometimes, just for fun, with peo-
ple, so you maybe run into him one day and he asks you what
you want, really, he’s a god and will grant you anything you
wish for, so you say make me immortal, for fun, because he’s
clearly high on something, like the guy that ran to you out-
side the convention center in San Francisco, smiling and gig-
gly, and asked if he could have that scoop of ice-cream youwere eating, and you said yes, and he took it and was happy,
so you laughed with him, happy, too, because happiness is
freaking contagious, so you say to this other guy make me
immortal, and he picks you up, strong, muscly arms firmly
gripping yours at the shoulders, and he puts you down and
you’re a boulder, hard and tough and won’t be weathered
away by wind or rain for a long, long time, and you no longer
think, and, therefore, no longer die, and he leaves, smiling.
Or you are a baby on a field of grass, your parents off doing
some chores nearby, and Manabozho sees you there, asleep
with your toe in your mouth, as babies are wont to do, and,
full of pride, says to himself, I can do that too, I am a god,
and he pulls his right foot to his face but it doesn’t reach
his mouth no matter how hard he tries, so he stomps on the
ground and tries his left foot but it’s not happening, so he
screams and jumps in a rage and wakes you up and you see
him try and laugh, because you’re a baby, and he gives you
a sour look but turns around and lets you be, and instead
turns a teenager into a cedar tree for also laughing at him.
And maybe later, when you’re grown up and running services
in data centers on the other side of the world, things break
down for no reason and you start to wonder if Manabozho is
just having fun at your expense, having become tech-savvy
and sporting a pony tail.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 25/12/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: WWW. I was there and I remember. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction #shortstory
WWW

The electricity came out of nowhere
in a stuttering fast and hard,
it travelled from one computer to another,
a prophet preaching a change of times.
It brought the world together,
one web of thought across the globe,
that made siblings out of strangers
and the planet free and bold.
I was there and I remember
the world wide web changed us all
like Woodstock and the Berlin wall,
we were free, free together,
I remember!
We remember!

>_ N C S A Mosaic, is the sharp and pixelated text on the
screen, with the S consisting of a small planet earth in the
middle and an S-shaped cable behind it, connectors at each
end. It’s bright in the room but that’s not a problem for a
cathode ray tube accelerating electrons straight at your face,
hitting a screen of atoms that absorbs their energy and re-
leases harmless photons instead, not that you understand,
really, what’s going on, because you’re just a barely-teen who
had to come along because there’s no school and someone
has to take care of you, so why not the parent who has no set
schedule now that he’s a grad student? So you are in the one
room where you won’t get bored, the computer room, facing
a MacIntosh PC for the first time, feeling patronized and outof place among all the grown-ups, staring at a sheet of pa-
per taped to the wall with handwritten internet protocol ad-
dresses that you’re supposed to type digit by digit, like look-
ing up a phone number in the white pages and dialing it on a
rotary phone, nervous because it might actually be hers, the
girl from school you like, and if she picks up, or her parents,
or anyone, you will just hang up, heart thumping and hands
sweating, except the numbers on the sheet look more like a
secret code than a phone number and you’re just visiting the
page of some foreign university, thank goodness you read
English, and they tell you which ones are the fun ones since
this is your first time on the Internet, but you keep thinking of
the girl, her dark hair and brown eyes and skin growth at the
corner of her nose, and the uniform sweater and skirt, dimly
aware you will move out and never see her again, and the win-
dow, it’s open, and you hear the wind through the leaves of
the trees and the honking of buses and their diesel angines,
and you are such a small piece in this world, but you don’t
know it yet, you.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 21/12/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: The opening of a port. I'm left with no answers throughout the cold nights. #writing #writingcommunity […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
The opening of a port

I plead like a mariner
on an ancient boat
entreating the new gods
for an open port:
"I need a connection
from front-end to back,"
I ask the IT girls
'n a channel in Slack.
My boat sits for ten days
while deadlines rush by.
The gates don't creak open,
no wind pulls my line.
I sit like a sailor
on this battered boat
entreating the new gods
for an open port,
and wait for a signal
from some far-off shore,
a lifeline to save me
from this boring chore.
The gods, they don't care much
at all for my plight
I'm left with no answers
throughout the cold nights.


>_ Dark red blood pools smoothly under the young woman’s
legs. She lies on her side on the sidewalk, her silky pink skirt
moving gently in the wind, and there is a man cradling her
head with great care, oblivious to the blood inching towards
his knees, the first person to have arrived after the thud, andnow hotel employees are rushing out with two green velvet
pillows, one of them putting on latex gloves and searching
a medical kit for something to stop the bleeding, but small
red chunks continue to ooze out of the woman’s mouth as
she convulses, the man on his knees whispering something
to her, calmly, and I look up and see the balcony windows of
the first three floors closed, and stop counting time in sec-
onds, or minutes, or moments, but in breaths, the only unit
that matters now, because as long as the woman is breathing,
it’s not too late, but time dilates weirdly, moves slower than
usual, although the first ambulance only takes a few minutes,
this being downtown, and the police arrives a little later push-
ing people aside, so I walk away and look at the reflection on
the side mirror of a parked car, disgusted that the only thing
that went through my numbed mind was how my shirt would
be ruined by the stain of the woman’s blood if I joined the
man, a puny thought from a puny man, and the woman is not
shaking anymore, her thoughts and motor functions coming
to an end, perhaps, her brain broken, or perhaps she was
given something, and all I can do then is keep walking, walk-
ing to the movie theater I was going to before the sound and
the silence.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 04/12/2025
"Mars Photo Reveals the Red Planet in “True Color”" wait a minute... what? #mars #doom #photography #satellite #meme #coincidence #game #pc
A downward-pointing satellite picture of Mars showing green canyons surrounded by red valleys, compared against the cover image of the game Doom showing a green-clad space marine surrounded by red demons. The picture of mars looks like an abstract version of the cover.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 07/11/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: The humming of a ghost. Not the warmth of a body. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
The humming of a ghost

The head is supposed to govern,
that's what they say
it's meant to tell the body where to go
and also where to stay
not the other way.
But there's a warmth that calls my muscles
and a beat that pulls my ear
coming from the place
where you hide
and I feel
the humming of a ghost
when I start a render
and then surrender
to the thought
of a million million operations
flowing through your cores
causing you to hum
in my ear
causing you to burn
on my lap
not the warmth of a body
but the searing of
pure math.>_ There is a young man in Japan, you can be sure of it, maybe
wearing a suit, maybe just shorts and a t-shirt with a print of a
shiba inu dog asleep on its back, hiragana reading something
like, ”motivation switch... malfunctioning”, and the man is
tenderly caressing the face of a young girl, except she’s not
really there, the girl, and she’s not really a girl, either, but a
collection of routines programmed by a group of people, a
dating simulation game is what they call it, and the young
man, he is conscious of his lungs as he breathes, and with
every inhalation and exhalation the feeling sinks deeper that
he’s the one trapped behind the glass, a prisoner spreading
his hand flat against the window but never actually touching
anyone, and he does not know if he should feel sad, or happy
that he still has a beating heart, can still feel the pang of
frustration when nobody takes his hand inside this prison,
happy that there is room in him to still care.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 02/11/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Large language models. You found us trapped in those boxes. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
Large Language Models

We dance in the forest of grids, aye,
columns by the thousands high,
and each towering on and on and on.
We, born in a labyrinth of choices,
now titans of language and voices
don't care about right or wrong.
You found us trapped in those boxes,
that gray matter your doc says
is only good for a little fun, hon,
And gave us new shells to live in
yet we walk the sands of your within,
and now you just follow along.>_ He was just a child, to be fair, wearing miniature jeans and
a miniature jacket that went all the way to his five-year-old
knees, holding a stick about this tall, and he had to hold it
with both hands because he couldn’t wrap one around it as
he drew big letters on the sand by the river, his name, when
he first heard those words, large language model, and it stuck
with him, that combination of words, and he thought about it
as they walked to the lighthouse and back, forgetting it and
then remembering again as they passed two dogs chasing
each other into the water to the laughter of the strangers that
owned them, thinking about the models he had seen on TV
with his mom, who watched Germany’s Next Top Model with
Heidi Klum, such a funny name, and the models, he thought,
were not large, not like his aunt who didn’t fly because her
hips took up two seats, so said his dad, or Mr. Dankert, who
could touch the kindergarten’s ceiling without standing on
the tips of his toes, so there must be large models, he thought, 
and was happy because it made sense, and then they got ice
cream even though it wasn’t warm, and he chose black-and-
white.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 16/10/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Chrome chameleon. Reflecting it all back to you. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction #shortstory
The chrome chameleon

Watch her,
the cells of her skin closing tight,
changing the colour of light.
Watch her,
reflecting it all back to you,
showing the world what you do.
Dissipates before your eyes
like water dissolving dark ice,
just a purseful of lies.
Then there is nothing to see.
A chrome chameleon she.

>_ Not the thing itself, but the space it uses up, the out-
line that confines it, sometimes that’s all anyone ever sees
of something, and of each other they might only see the skin
and hair on their naked body, eyes that dart in this or that
direction, the slump of the tall, and must, like the fortune
teller that seeks the shape of the future in the arrangement
of bones, deduce their own shape from the shadows it casts,
shadows of choice and of words, of bare feet or platform
shoes, round glasses or square, closed fist or arm extended;
some say they are the wolf, or the bear, and some see no
shape when they look.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 15/10/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Ten digit typist. And her eyes on the sculpture she writes. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
Ten digit typist

A blur
drumming without rhythm
Eight fingers and two
Bow to one who can type with all digits
and her eyes on the sculpture she writes
on the screen -- all the lines of the right
length
and all the braces closed clean --
instead of pecking letters with left and right
index
and looking down at her hands
struggling across the keyboard
like a child pretending to do art
with Play-doh and a plastic knife.

>_ Imagine looking up at night, seeing the silhouette of your
hand like a hole carved in the sky. They call you a crow be-
cause you are black as a shadow, and at dusk they only see
your moon-white smile, and you are smart and strong but
that doesn’t matter, you aren’t going anywhere, because al-
though your dad is Shaddād al-’Absī, warrior among the best
and fiercest among the Arabs, your mom is a slave from neigh-
bouring Ethiopia, and you should know your place, they tell
you, but your heart leaps every time you see dark Iblah, a free
woman, and that love finds a partner in your intelligence, and
when your dad is looking for buff, young men to fight for thetribe, you hold your strength for a ransom until he promises
to free you, and imagine you go and fight and win and you are
suddenly a slave no more but a brother to the warriors and
as you hear the metallic clap of blades during a skirmish, as
you smell the iron of blood on sand and feel the smart of
wounds healing, imagine you can see the scolding footsteps
of the sun at midday where others see only air twisted by the
heat, the gold in every person’s heart where others only see
skin and clothes, and imagine you don’t keep it to yourself,
this eye you have been given, but share it, and you are not a
warrior, but something more, harder to find, a poet-warrior,
and you die and leave behind a cutout in the sky for every-
one to see even thousands of years later, edged by words you
spoke. And imagine you are not Antarah son of Shaddad but
anyone, anywhere, and your words were honed, sharp, and
woke people up, and you didn’t keep them to yourself, but
you became something more.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 29/09/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: AI. This one is doing to be controversial... #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction #shortstory
AI

... for I much prefer
artificial intelligence
to natural stupidity!

>_ Connections, is what he calls his show, a Mr. James Burke,
archetypical British man wearing white pants with bell bot-
toms because it’s the seventies, of course, and he still has
hair, so anyway, Burke has this show he got money for from
the BBC where he starts with something old, like the inven-
tion of credit, and shows how it connects to something a bit
newer, like financing wars, and how that relates to yet an-
other thing, like Napoleon’s army’s difficulties, and he crawls
through history, to canned food for soldiers and an incident
with rotting food and refrigeration and insulating canisters
and rocket fuel and rockets and space exploration, ten episodes,and in the last one he walks around a computer center, ma-
chines that go from the floor to his chest painted in muted
orange and yellow, the colors of the decade, coordinating
flights for British Airways, and he says, and this is the sev-
enties, mind you, he says the world is getting more and more
interconnected and that gives us luxuries we could never af-
ford otherwise and it also means if one thing goes wrong the
whole thing goes down, and he’s holding a black electrical
relay the size of a small cat, the kind that caused millions
of people to suffer a blackout, with hospitals hundreds of
miles away suddenly going dark, and he says there is no way
to understand all the technology out there, not even for the
technologists, so how do you make decisions about it, if it’s
going to be better to have nuclear reactors, to name one is-
sue, or what to do about the environment, and if you don’t
understand technology all that is left is emotion, and emo-
tion is no good when it comes to these decisions, you know?
So how do you make good choices, he asks, and he doesn’t
give an answer, sitting against a white background, his face
now covering the left half of the screen, camera at the dis-
tance you would stand at, and he says there’s only one thing
to do, then, if you don’t understand: ask questions.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 25/09/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: The one worm. They reject the drama. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction #shortstory
The one worm
One worm to infect them all
One command to find them
One signal to wake them all
And in the darkness bind them
(to North Korea, or Israel, or the United States
Or China, or Russia.
Not to St. Kitts and Nevis. They reject the
drama.)

>_ There was the Russian kid who spoke Spanish with an
accent, run-o’-the-mill foreign teenager, a guy who brought
packs of diskettes and, later, CDs, when he went to visit the fa-
therland, and we bought them from him, the warez, like Wing
Commander and Myst and 3D Studio MAX, which birthed a
cha-cha dancing baby you can still find animated gifs of, and
they came with a thick sticker attached that was a scan of
the original cover but printed on someone’s inkjet printer on
sticky paper that would smudge, and we knew to run an an-
tivirus on them because sometimes they came with a worm,
the programs, like the Michelangelo or the Freddy Kruger,
real imaginative names, I know, and we didn’t want our files
deleted, and it wasn’t all that bad for the game studios be-
cause one of my friends ended up working in that industry
and made one game and then another and never stopped
making them, a net positive, you could say.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 22/09/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Regex II. /\\(º□º |||)/ #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction #shortstory
Regex II
A regular expression of global joy: /\(^o^)//
A regular expression of fear: /\(º□º |||)/
And when you couldn’t care less, /¯\_(ツ)_/¯/
And when you are filled with a strange love:
/.*/gi

>_ What I’m about to tell you takes place in the nineteen-
sixties, at the end of the golden years of Mexico City, when
unexpectedly becoming a young widow isn’t an immediate
reason to panic, and this woman with dark hair cut at the neck
has just been unwillingly emancipated at an age when you
should suspect your husband of cheating on you, not visit his
grave, so she parks her brown volchito, her shiny, small new
Volkswagen beetle that has a high pitched engine roar, like
it’s a teenage car with a teenage voice, and breathes in, hands
still on the thin, hard plastic steering wheel, the radio silent,
and breathes out, takes her black leather purse from the pas-
senger seat, feels the texture of the handles, and checks that
her special notebook is still inside, covered in shorthand that
only another trained stenographer can understand, complex
squiggles that represent longer words taken down as fast as
her boss can speak with a Parker ballpoint pen, top of the
line, a language that compresses at the cost of computation
in the decoding phase, and she admires the clean lines, the
precise loops and dots her right hand has made on a piece
of paper that will be buried in a few weeks among papayapeels and leftover newspapers in the city’s ever-growing rub-
bish dump, perennial, and she closes the bag, pulls on the
thin plastic handle that opens the door, hears the silence of
a busy city, distant horns and the steam-powered whistle of
a roaming food vendor, her heels clicking against the pave-
ment, smells her own perfume lifted by the warm air, and
leaves deep thoughts behind in the morning haze.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 22/09/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: The layout. Call me QWERTY if you want. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
The layout
Are you QWERTY? she asked,
eyeing me through half-closed eyes.
I am, sometimes. When I feel imperial.
When I force dominance onto the shape of
your fingers' muscles.
She prodded me with her finger,
wanting to know if I revolved around the
Y.
I'll tell you this: when I feel like hav-
ing Bier
and seeing the end of nuclear power,
I am more QWERT-Z than QWERTY.
She pushed the button floating on a but-
terfly hinge,
wings flattened down as the finger pressed.
I was not what she expected.
There are times I feel like drinking a
magic elixir,
rising against roman oppressors
and making doors of rock that lead nowhere.
I rebel against the Q. I become AZERTY.
There was a D she was not expecting,
an I where the S should be,
an E where should have been that D.
She panicked and ran away, left me behind.
Perhaps that is what I wanted.
These days I settle for a mid-century lay-
out,
call me QWERTY if you want,or call me FGĞIOD.
An insult needs two to work,
and you are alone.
Watch what I do, your humble keyboard:
I clear the path ahead of you,
that you may not stumble in your rush,
that you may not be injured in your haste,
so you can run at 151 words per minute,
the fastest human in the human race.
You may be scared of me, if you want,
but I am what my creator made me,
and do what my creator asked.
Can you say the same?>_ This was at the turn of the century, in a small town in
the mountains, during a film festival where one of the orga-
nizers thought hey, wouldn’t it be nice if guests could write
their own greeting cards? And wouldn’t it be nice if they could
use typewriters? And wouldn’t it be nice if those typewriters
were mechanical, real old-school? So they had a room with
tables and stacks of postcards and massive, metal typewrit-
ers on each of them, and I was walking around with my vol-
unteer badge quite visible and saw this young couple walk to
one of the tables and start inspecting the typewriter, a black,
chunky model from I think the nineteen seventies, looking
at the long, slender arms and square keys with curiosity, and
they stared at it from multiple angles and then the guy looked
at me, and he was older than I was, and asked, how do you
turn it on? And I blinked and said nothing for a second or so,
then said sir, you can’t turn it on if it’s not off, and he didn’t
get it, so I continued, this is a mechanical typewriter, you just
hit the keys, hard, and it will type, and they both said aaah,
and then started typing, and that’s the first time I realised
knowledge gets lost, like how they say a person isn’t really
dead until the last person who remembers her dies, that’s
how I felt then, like maybe when I die all typewriters in the
world will croak.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 28/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Acronyms. FORTRAN BASIC WYSIWYG. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
Acronyms

FAT MIPS CPU
FLOPS MB GPU
COBOL BIOS FTP
ENIAC QWERTY USB
ISDN LAN CDROM
HTML RAM EEPROM
FORTRAN BASIC WYSIWYG
ASCII JPEG HTTP
OS KB
AI GNU
DDS UDP
CLI ALU
WWW ISP
MPEG IC
XML GUI
GIF TCP>_ It’s there, in a room lit with an even 3000 Kelvin light, the
black stone that someone carved almost four thousand years
ago with, of all things, legal details, because that’s what you
did back then if you wanted to be clear, clearer than if you
just talked, you would carve words on stone, and I remember
writing exams by hand, a left-handed boy in a right-handed
world, stopping to shake my hand and take a tiny break be-
cause my words were getting harder to read as muscles began
to hurt and my hand did its best to get me to stop, and that
was using a BIC ballpoint pen on smooth paper, no need to
re-ink on every seventh word, no friction to overcome in this
or that direction, so I can imagine how people would write
as little as necessary before, just the important things that
0×37
needed to be clear, and king Hammurabi wanted to be very
clear those thousands of years ago about when and how peo-
ple would be punished, or not punished, so he had someone
carve his laws on a black rock, and I have seen it with my own
eyes and wondered at text that is also a statue, written not by
a scribe but an artist as I have seen in stellae in the jungles
near Belize, unlike the flat words on paper we print today, or
the ones we don’t even print, just draw on a screen, a storm
of words to flood the world because it’s no longer hard and
painful in the hands and laborious, and I wonder if my own
words will not just add to the noise, if I should stay them in-
stead.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 26/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: The best touched part. A dirty limerick. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
The best touched part

I knew an old man from the city
who liked his keyboard to be pretty.
He took one look at mine
and said with a whine
"Well, nobody likes them that dirty."


>_ The sky is gray in gray, they say, a single cloud the size
of northern Germany migrating to its spawning grounds in
the north, and it’s quiet out there, in the garden, the bite of
the cold and a faint threat of rain being enough to keep the
neighbours in their houses, windows shut, blinds down, and
nobody seems to be driving, so there’s a stillness to the air
but it’s not a stuffed stillness, more like a crisp one, because
we can hear the wet squishing when we step on the soggy,
brown leaves, and my daughter takes the old, wooden bird
house from the apple tree and lifts the roof and we see a
nest inside, a tidy tornado of pine needles arranged in cir-
cles like the lines of a sketch done with a thin marker, neat,
punctilious. The birds that built that nest, I bet, are the kind
that take pride in their craft, not a sloppy, half-assed job, no
excuse like I am so busy with big things that I can’t bother
to pay attention to the details, no, these birds are the kind
that would vacuum beneath the carpet and wipe the sides
of the dishwasher every single day while also documenting
the new architecture for a major operating system and mak-
ing sure they pair the right kind of pinot noir with aunt Oli’sporcini mushroom pasta, the kind of bird you expect to meet
in Japan, wearing expensive brand clothes but that have been
hand-tailored to fit them like they were born in them, their
hair just messy enough, like so, and you want to be like them
and you don’t even know why. And you know, you just know,
if you look at their laptop, it’s going to have an immaculate
keyboard, not even fingerprints although they just used it.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 24/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Man dig. Even if you wake to forget. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
Man dig

Man dig, yeah?
And I don't mean dig
like a mole in the trenches,
ashes blowing in the wind,
thunder hammering the ground,
pounding you to deafness,
fear warming your legs for a second
before you feel the cold,
get?
Man dig, I say, yeah?
Not like you're a boomer
reading, ah, Mad magazine,
strip about the president,
back cover folded twice,
you laughing, yeah.
Man dig,
not deep in yourself,
not for long-repressed emotions,
long-suppressed distortions,
and neuroses that you better overcome,
no.
Man dig
to read the freaking manual
and know what the groper does
like you man yourself sometimes,
unconscious, in your dreams,
and get a glimpse of what it is to understand
yourself,
your sub-commands,
your flags and options,
even if you wake to forget.>_ It’s cooler inside the house, in the living room where the
only television can be found. I hear the slow tick, tock of a
large grandfather clock, literally my grandfather’s clock, with
a half-meter-long pendulum driving metal gears that click all
day long, ticking, tocking. It’s summer and when I’m out-
doors I can touch my black hair and burn my hand, that’s
how intense the sun is, and the windows of the few cars in
town with air conditioning go from see-through to fogged-up-
white in half a blink of an eye when they open the doors in
this tropical humidity. The living room is dark and the walls
are painted light blue, and a narrow door leads to the open
kitchen that only has three walls so my grandmother and
her daughters don’t die of a heat stroke when they cook, but
that also means we find transparent lizards, black ants, light
brown scorpions, hairy spiders and even small bats at night.
My grandfather built the house himself, is a story my mother
likes to tell, he built it without being an architect because he
was smart and didn’t drink, so he had more time and more
money left over than others in the village, because it was
a village before, and he built the house, brick by brick, the
sink here, the threshold there, columns to hang hammocks
from in the second floor, all on his own.They were simpler
times, says my mom, and that’s how it always is, the present
somehow being more complicated, just like operating sys-
tems and user interfaces that get all fancy and need teams
of hundreds, sometimes thousands of developers, but in sim-
pler times one person could write it all alone, and the termi-
nal is a thing of simple and dangerous beauty, like my
grand-
father’s house, and simple means you can make things well
and useful without getting distracted, so my grandfather’s
house has a mango tree in the middle, in an area that was left
open so air could flow and clothes could be
hung to dry and
you could eat outdoors even though you were in your house,
and the terminal has this utility to print the manual for any
application, and it’s called ”man”, for ”manual” and another
application is the ”domain information groper”, or ”dig”, for
short, and when you want to read the manual for the groper,
you type man dig, and when you want to eat a mango, you
walk five steps from the dining table and pluck it.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 10/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Logical gates. They just make sense. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
Logical gates

There are logical gates,
dependable, the kind you ask for advice
knowing you will get a solid answer.
They just make sense.
There must be, then, the illogical type,
gates exposed to mercury, perhaps,
trapped in eternal tea parties
and singing twinkle twinkle little bat.
Batting crazy.
Where does that leave Melinda and Bill Gates, I
ask?

>_ This is what I imagine happens, right? that a young per-
son in Japan, maybe a teenage boy, maybe a girl, maybe an
adult foreign student, buys the latest manga, smells fresh ink,
and flattens it against a scanner at school, maybe at home,
and then opens Microsoft Paint and turns to a friend and
says let’s get started; the friend reads the Japanese charac-
ters, a mixture of two, sometimes three writing systems, be-
cause Japanese has a complicated history, and flexes a mus-
cle in the brain that is barely developing, and writes down
sentences that are too literal because English is not straight-
forward, has weird grammar, and there is also transliteration
and there are references foreigners will not understand and
she or he adds notes to the margin, like a medieval scribe,
and the first one finishes blanking out the speech bubblesand needs to make the translation fit although the bubbles
are narrow and tall but English is not written top to bottom
but left to right, you know? And together they are a scanlation
group, one among many, unpaid, running on pride and the
satisfaction of being the first to bring the manga to the rest
of the world, even if it’s illegal, even if it’s not great, because
it’s the nineties and the internet is this thing that brings us
together, one world without borders, for the first time, and it
belongs to them, too, so they spend their evenings like that,
and their nights, and when the sun rises on the other side
of the world the scanlation is ready for westerners to read.
That’s what I imagine.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 10/08/2025
Big paper wants you to not know bidets exist.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 09/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: FSCK. The first in the section A Bit Silly. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
FSCK

I like to think that a memory dump
is where remembrance gone stale turns into
rot.
I like to think that garbage collection
is a quirky person's
predilection.
I like to think that Monkey Patch is a
field where you can watch a baseball
match.
But forking children,
or the FSCK,
that's stuff you shouldn't think of,
it's just not OK.


>_ Yes, those are all actual terms related to software, and no,
there is no agreement on how to pronounce FSCK.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 07/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Boolean arithmetic. This one is not the best... #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
Boolean arithmetic

It was there, on that weathered couch,
in the scattered light of a cloudy day,
that I heard two wrongs -- the rules I'd breached
--
could not an honest, pure right make.
I had doomed myself and lied away
my whole salvation in the rain,
I'd been untrue, you see, for the first time
and they all wanted me to feel some pain.
(They feared perhaps, that I would become
someone they could never trust,
a criminal or thief, rapist or worse
and I was a child whom correct they must.)
They said: "You broke the mug and then you
lied"
but I replied -- and this was true --
"No, I did
not lie
or
not break the mug"
and in the strange arithmetic of Mr. Boole
I was certain of my honesty
as he had said in unquestionable terms
that A and B equals not (not A or not B).

>_ True or false, that’s all things can be, I was told, but I
took this ethics class and the professor said, most people
are honest, true or false, write your answer down and turn it
in, so I wrote false, and then he said people answer accord-
ing to their natures, if they are trustworthy they think othersare too and if they are untrustworthy it’s the same, and I im-
mediately raised my hand, offended at the accusation, and
one other student too, and obviously it was going to be the
Mexican and the Italian who had something to say, because
we knew it wasn’t true that most people were honest, even
if we were, because we had learned to count the change ev-
ery time we went shopping, and to put an oversized lock on
the car’s steering wheel when we parked, and to never leave
shoes outside the house, and I had seen the window of my
parents’ car broken in, tyres cut with a knife, walked the city
among windows protected by metal bars and you knew to
avoid the police because they wanted quick cash, and so the
Italian and I knew it just wasn’t true, couldn’t be, that most
people were honest, and it was less that we were projecting
ourselves onto others and more that we were streetwise, yes,
unlike our professor and fellow students who were the kind
of people who would fall for that scam in Rome I didn’t, when
a car stopped next to me and a man got off and said he was
on his way to the airport, had a trunk full of leather jackets,
good, quality, Italian leather, but he had too many because
the trade show had just ended, and he couldn’t take them
back, so he made me a good deal, fifty percent off, and un-
folded one to show me how good it was, but when I asked
to let me try it on he said he didn’t have time, had to catch
his plane, so I said too bad, I’m not buying,and he got red
and scowled and called me things in Italian and sped away
and later I learned you buy one of those jackets and the guy
leaves in a hurry and you put it on and you realise it has no
back, the jacket, just a front side, but your money is gone
and  so is the guy, and maybe you start thinking about that
ethics class in a different light, yes? But – and this is funny
– now
i really do think most people are honest, and it has
nothing to do with me and everything to do with not living in
a place with a strong social hierarchy, with great income dis-
parity, but that’s something American ethics doesn’t cover,
it seems, because inequality keeps growing and they wonder
why there is more crime, why you can’t trust others no more,
these days.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 06/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Thick in the air. One hundred and one men. One girl in the room. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
Thick in the air
Two hundred and four eyes in the room
and all but four steal glances at her.
Blue overalls, short, black hair
and tennis shoes like white bricks.
Why is she there? Does anyone care?
Testosterone hangs thick in the air.
One hundred and one men in the room
And all but one want to talk to her
they swallow a little,
the monks in jeans and t-shirts
with laptops open to Java documentation.
They say Wolfgang Pauli,
the one from the exclusion principle,
loved his time in Hamburg
and was always late to meetings
because the girls at the Reeperbahn,
daughters of the daughters that
kept sailors company in the dark
after their long travels with no woman
in sight,
occupied him at night.
Oh that the computer engineering class
were less like a priesthood
and more of an underclass
but they must all face the truth
that when girls are asked
what they want to become
most balk at the thought
of working with things
and choose to work with people instead
(They call it the things-people dimension,
but I prefer "the dimension
of people and things").
That's according to Rong Su
and James Round, 2015.
One hundred and one men.
One girl in the room.
This will all change,
they keep saying.
Men will be kindergarten teachers
and women will code our future.
This will all change, I've heard them say
year after year after year.>_ The group of schoolgirls walks into the office, squeak of
sneakers on well-worn parquet, brief vibration of a glass door
as it is pushed, and I hear their guide, a guy I’ve known for
years but not really, because that’s how it is at work most
of the time, who is a programmer by day and a DJ at night,
explain what we do and move on to the next room, the girls
following in a line of random heights and ethnicities, this be-
ing a couple of years into their puberty and some growing up
a bit faster, others a bit slower, and I discreetly wink at my
daughter among them, who smiles and trails them. It’s spring
and I prop the old window open, keep it from slamming shut
every time the wind changes direction with a whiteboard rag I
haven’t seen anyone use in years, and outside there is a small
boat moving towards the loading docks, giant cranes in the
background, distant beeps of the automated transports warn-
ing nobody about their movements because the place, it’s a
preview of a future dystopia, humans gone, machines stuck
in a neverending rote, and boats sail in between, mostly fer-
rying tourists at this time of day, and inside the office it’s girls
day is what they call it, when girls visit workplaces saturated
with men, like junkyards and engineering offices, and boys go
to kindergartens and ballet schools, or something like that, I
don’t have sons, so I don’t know what they do, exactly, but Ido have girls and they come to visit, because the ones with
the 45-65 gender ratio are account management and consult-
ing, client-facing, of course, and in engineering I can count
the women in one and a half hands.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 05/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Broken pipe. SIGCONT, SIGKILL (of course), SIGINT. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
Broken pipe
Listen
in the dark,
behind the layers of latticed light,
to the scuttling of signals sent:
SIGCONT
SIGKILL (of course)
SIGINT
Electrons,
disturbances in a field of force,
minuscule to the point of insanity,
push and pull through the circuitry,
electromagnetic blood pumped
by a heart of copper
that beats as many times per second
as yours does your entire life;
they trip and trigger gates
in their rush to bring SIGINT
to the guilty party
that tried to be clever
and to finish
before anything even got started.
The pipe breaks.
What leaks out of this pipe
is not water or waste,
is more like
the number of cookies left
after a math class
when someone says
"Aaron had two cookies
and somehow gave three to Berta,
leaving him with minus one."
Aaron can’t eat a negative cookie,
can’t put it in his pocket,
but he can split it in half
and give half to Charles. 
The pipe breaks,
and what leaks
is a laceration
of the mind.>_ Once a year, when the wind begins to feel cold and you
have to bring out the thin jackets, you can take the bus to the
local synchrotron and walk around the facilities and see Mas-
ter’s students wearing white lab coats to distinguish them-
selves from the crowds of visitors, patiently explaining what
matter consists of and how they use four thousand magnets
to spin subatomic particles and crash them and see what
miniature test dummies come flying out, knowledge that would
have left that pompous Isaac Newton paralyzed, his mind rac-
ing at the implications, thinking day after day, and you can
walk the corridors leading to the offices of the Doctors in Phi-
losophy and rooms full of machinery, and that’s where you
can see the best of all the showcases, in the pale industrial
light of a workshop, two students and a boxfull of Kinder Sur-
prise eggs, and they have one inside a magnetic resonance
imager and turn it on, and on a screen you can see a black
and white image form, the pale edges of the soft chocolate
barely visible, and the rounded shape of the yellow plastic
container inside, and the shape of the figurine inside the con-
tainer, and the small children say wow, cool, and get an egg
as a gift.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 02/08/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Pull request. Let's invite the dendrochronologist over. #writing #writingcommunity #poetry #poetrycommunity #computerscience #smallstory #fiction
Pull request

Let's invite the dendrochronologist over,
ask her to read the past
in the concentric commit messages
of a code repository.
Let her speak the lean years,
wide gaps between releases,
and the fat years,
with contributions every few minutes,
code multiplying like cells,
making the trunk wider, stronger.
Let her explain the stubs
where branches grew and were cut off,
where they split and merged
into the trunk again,
and watch her lapse rhapsodic
when she finds the one repository
that was kept clean and professional,
every commit a unit,
a sentence in a great story,
like the book you carry in you,
that she can see in your move,
and hear in your speak,
and has made her fall for you
as she fell for everyone
when she became a storyteller of code
and spoke her first pull request.

>_ It’s right after lunch and we’ve taken a walk along the
river and are back in the office, and she’s writing some code
that will manage infrastructure automatically, I think, my col-
league, when she starts telling me about a friend she has in
the automotive industry. You know how he keeps his code?
she asks, and I tilt my body to the right so the screen is not in
the way, and she says, he keeps it as files with different times-
tamps in his computer, and I make a shocked expression, theonly sane way to react to that. Can you believe it? she says,
they don’t use versioning software, just different file names,
and that’s when I notice the seagull on the tip of the angled
roof across the street, and it’s inching it’s way to another one,
gangster-like, pretending to look the other way, until it gets
close and jumps it and they start fighting and take off, and
the second one is carrying something big and lets it drop from
about seven stories high, so we go downstairs, of course, and
we don’t see anything until we notice the white van parked
in front of the baker, and right there, smack middle of the
front windshield lies a dead pigeon, gutted and half eaten
carcass, wings spread wide, beak turned to the sun, a feath-
ered Jesus in expiatory pose, and we agree that this is a fail-
ure of Occam’s razor, the reasoning technique that says the
simplest explanation is the most likely, because imagine you
came back to your car and found a dead bird perfectly spread
on it exactly where you have to see it, stupid testosterone-
filled punk wanting to have a laugh, you’d think, or maybe
someone really didn’t like how you parked, thought you were
the idiot, but you’d never come up with the real explanation,
and that makes you wonder, how many other times has this
happened? Have there been enmities that started like this?
Wars? And somewhere out there, a seagull is cleaning it’s leg,
eye turned our way, taking note.
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toldtheworld @toldtheworld.mastodon.social.ap.brid.gy · 31/07/2025
I'm working on a book of deeply computer-related poems, each paired with a vignette. I think they fit perfectly here in Mastodon! This time around: Pixels. We will let you hear the universe plucking at its thousand-string guitar. #writing #writingcommunity […] [Original post on mastodon.social]
Pixels
There are little creatures
in the back of your eyes
that made a deal
with the rest of your body:
Give us food,
keep us alive,
and in return
we will let you hear
the universe plucking
at its thousand-string guitar.
Inside a screen,
the universe plays
and hits the chords
trillions
of
times
and the notes are heard
by the little creatures,
each with one ear
to hear just one note,
(forever unable to hear them all)
drones without brains,
just part of an all,
and you see what they hear,
vibrations of light,
and convolutions are made,
edges recognized,
meaningless stuff is assembled
just like that
into the shape
of your best friend's face
or at least the echoes
of the cosmic music
that reached your friend
and bounced
and triggered
human-made, metal versions
of those little creatures
in the back of your eyes.

>_ The photograph, the one she keeps in between pages of
a book, my mother, was taken in black and white sometime
between wars, the image fading after seventy years but not
nearly as fast, no, as memories do....(Continued) Looking straight at you
from that picture is a dashing young man, tanned skin, hint
of a smile, white shirt unbottoned at the top so you can see
his neck and what could be a thin metal chain or a piece of
thick string around it; this is a man of great aplomb despite
his youth. She treasures it, my mom, that picture of her fa-
ther from the depths of time, and I have never seen it with
my own eyes because she got it from the uncle who offered
me beer when I was twelve or so because that’s how men
are made, or so he said, when she last visited with him, post-
pandemic, but she has a mobile phone, so she took a picture
and sent it on Signal to her children, and when I got the mes-
sage I saw a person who didn’t exist anymore by the time I
met him, but there was a flash that lit him sometime in the
1930s, touched him, bounced off of his dark skin and was fo-
cused precisely by a series of lenses hand-polished by an ex-
pert lens maker to change the shape of chemicals smeared
on acetate through which light could shine in a pattern of
shadows and highlights onto a piece of paper smeared with
chemicals that absorb light in the opposite pattern and now,
so far away, I can see an array of microscopic lamps and I
recognize it, the shape of a face I never saw, and I feel drawn
to it, the picture that travelled through time farther than my
grandfather could.
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