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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 4m

he entered the castle and collapsed. ╱ his dust spread across the garden.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 33m

treat me like a pawn, all i want to ask is: 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞﹖ ╱ you made me feel so 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐃 for doing what a kid would do.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 1h

𝒾 don’t wanna know if i fucked it up ... 𝒾 just wanna feel like i’m wanted.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 1h

𝐈’𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍﹗ ╱ 𝐈’𝐌 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 2h

it’s best if you just forget about me, OK﹖

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 2h

you ... want me to refute what is indisputably true, kris﹖ is that it﹖ change what can not, will not, ever be changed﹖ stare the reality of my fate in the face and wish a hopeless wish﹖

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 3h

ummm, i’d be happy if this place ... could be like a second home to you. a place that you can go ... no matter what’s happening outside.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 3h

𝓂y arms, my legs are wood—𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 trees with roots 𝒹eep in the 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 4h

WE’RE THE PROPAGATORS OF ALL 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄. ╱ BURNING THROUGH THE WORLD’S RESOURCES, 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐄 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐄.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 4h

𝓉here’s a comfort in the quiet. ╱ 𝓉here’s a calm without the storm.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 5h

oh. that’s ... not good, actually.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 5h

you know what’s going on here, don’t you﹖ you just wanted to see me suffer.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 6h

LONG LIVE MACHINE﹗ ╱ THE FUTURE SUPREME﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 6h

w-well, if ... during our adventure ... if you want to hit me, that’s OK, too﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 7h

then, a petal is pulled.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 7h

THEY WERE MINE FIRST﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗ AND YOU STOLE THEM FROM ME﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 8h

𝒶ll this sympathy is just a knife.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 8h

you’re no human. you’re a freak of nature. you murder as you wish, like a WILD ANIMAL.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 9h

𝒾t’s that time—𝒶t the end of the 𝓷𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 when you’re 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝, and you hold out your hand 'til it’s 𝓂ine. 𝒾’ll walk you ... 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐠 to you.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 9h

𝒾 used to pray like god was listening. ╱ 𝒾 used to make my parents proud.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 10h

𝒾f i was really so pretty, 𝒾 wouldn’t want to be 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 10h

i don’t like this, i told myself. i’m just doing this because I HAVE to know what happens.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 11h

but shit—𝓉his spot is about to close, and you still ain’t pulled you a 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤﹖

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 11h

𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍, 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐕𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐖𝐍﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 12h

𝒶nd this world feels so distant. ╱ 𝒷ut today i’m feeling so 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 12h

𝘜𝘕𝘍𝘖𝘙𝘎𝘐𝘝𝘌𝘕. ╱ 𝒴OU BENT THE 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐇 SO YOU COULD 𝓟𝙇𝘼𝙔 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙑𝙄𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙈.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 13h

𝓉he pressure’s taking over me, it’s beginning to 𝓁𝘰𝘰𝘮. ╱ 𝒷etter if i spare your feelings and tell you the 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 13h

why live old without a pension﹖

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 14h

it’s best if you just forget about me, OK﹖

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 14h

... 2 minutes in jail and you’ve already resorted to eating moss.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 15h

𝒾t’s a 𝓁𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝓇𝘰𝘢𝘥 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤. ╱ 𝒶nd 𝒾 always thought—𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐃﹗ ╱ 𝒾n fact—𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐃﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 15h

𝒾f it was 𝔲𝔭 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔢 ... 𝒾 wouldn’t give these nobodies no 𝘴𝘺𝘮𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘺.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 16h

so, please ... STOP doing this ... 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐍﹗﹗﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 16h

𝒹angerously, nothing 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔡 with me, still got 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞. ╱ flip a coin, want the 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐞, or the 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐦𝐞﹖

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 17h

is this a joke﹖ are you braindead﹖ RUN. INTO. THE. BULLETS﹗﹗﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 17h

THE OCEAN WASHED OVER YOUR GRAVE﹗

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 18h

𝒽asn’t it all been enough﹖ calling out with bitter tongues—how is this what i’ve become﹖

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 18h

𝒹oomed, from the very 𝓈tart ... 𝒶nd i don’t regret a 𝓼𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖉 of it.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 19h

okay look, they’re just standing there and talking, okay﹖ that’s all they’re doing. that’s all they ever do—is just stand there and talk. that’s what they were doing last week, that’s what they were doing when you asked me five minutes ago.

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⠀⠀ @todayilaiddown.bsky.social · 19h