iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Happy Birthday Mappi @mappi-rkgk.bsky.social (*･ω･)ﾉ”┌iii┐♡ repost because I forgot to tag lol orz

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

If I move I can always get new boxes. Sure there is no Mew Ichigo on them but come on, me!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Wish I could stop saving every box because "I might want to sell it one day or move" Especially with things you can actually use it feels stupid to keep them? Anxiety is so weird! I will now throw away these boxes from the Tokyo Mew Mew tea cups! 😤

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Ehh das wäre fein! :3c muss nur noch überlegen ob es was bringen würde vorher das ganzen zu glazen. Anscheinend hat es ja auch schon Leute, die sowas "entglazen" können. Bei einer Freundin von mir haben sie einfach einen Chibi aus ihrem Artwork gezogen und daraus gemacht. Es ist so frustrierend! OTL

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I would like to open pre-orders but uh... I feel a bit reluctant posting the finished designs because AI. I'm only a small artist and most likely won't reach many people but man I miss just having to slap SAMPLE in low opacity over art and off it goes. 囧rz

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I hope you don't get harassed and they just block you back and that's it 😭😭🙏🙏🙏

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

ONE FEAR 😭😭😭😭😭

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

"Kids like anime and fun events" so do adults??? Like?? 😭😭😭 and I don't mean cons should openly show R18 content but just... I want to go to a con and not feel like I'm in kindergarten, you know. I just pray we will get more R18 cons. KaidanCon ilusm!! 😭😭🩵🩵

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Watched a video re: cons getting worse post covid and how making them super family friendly and filling the AA and vendors hall with slop is killing them. Hot take but not everything needs to be family friendly. It's not about hating children but adults need a space too w/o kids invading them. _(:3

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Almost done sketching all 49 characters! Yes only the OGs because I'm a hater lol. Just can't get the meido collection out of my head. ლ(ಥ Д ಥ )ლ

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Look what I just found out omg!! It truly couldn't be any more perfect!!! (๑˃̥̩̥̥̥̥̆ಐ˂̩̩̥̥̩̥̆৭)

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I thought about all this because I declared my love to my oshi before I even knew anything about him I just loved the vibes I got from the fanarts on pinterest and only looked into it after months of saving images LOL I'm terrible! Or... my heart simply knows when will love a character hm... :3c

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Does anybody else have a ship/character they like from a franchise they aren't into or am I just weird? B-but the dj are so cute...!!!!! .°(ಗдಗ。)°.

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

...minus the limited dj option I want more cute stories ww. I enjoy reading smut but the sweet wholesome stories instantly brighten my mood and I crave it so much! They are even wholesome during the R18 scences in the dj wth! 😭 I want them to have a house with a garden and live happily ever after!!!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

There is this ship I really have a soft spot for despite never having read a chapter or watched an episode but I realised it's been 5yrs+ and I even bought some merch. 😭 all the dj I read are also just SUPER wholesome. Like, ALL of them! Ofc the ship has a small fanbase but I'm ok with it. (ywy"

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Cube face by bilibili goods! Miku has one too I think it even started with hers and it's super cute as well! 😭🩵 I bought mine with a proxy from Chiba called superbuy

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

There are little bears on the ear phones! I genuinely can't explain how happy I am right now. I love the oshikatsu life so much! (ywy🩵🩵

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Text moves across the screen and says stuff like "drink water" and "go to bed early" yes, my oshi, whatever you say!! 😭😭😭

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Right? (ywy it's perfect because it works as a clock too so I can put it on my desk and the headphone quality is also nice! He talks when you (dis)connect them or press pause it's so cute! 😭

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Wahhh!!!! (;; w ;;🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵 sorry for the cute aggression but he is just SO cute!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

He arrived!! ( ；∀；)🩵

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Even if most if these comments are nice/normal even that feels scary to me lol. /weak

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Infighting in my comment section. I feel a bit like Jane Goodall lol. TikTok is still such a weird place for me but hey as long as they don't bother me (･･;) Getting a lot of comments and it's making me anxious ngl I hope I will never get a lot of followers or go viral this is scary. 😭

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I hate when you clean out and then end up with a pile of things you don't throw out but they also don't have a proper space anywhere in the apartment. (#｀皿´) for some reason I always believe boxes are the solution to all of these problems (they are not!!) ahh...

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I saw a bunch of videos of people's Seoul Illustration Fair hauls and ahhh I feel super inspired to make sticker sheets myself and make cute spreads in my journal! For some reason I always thought sticker sheets = tiny kawiwi stickers but so many had full-bodies on them!! (°A°

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I also need to stop checking overconsumption threads. They motivate me to clean and let go of things but sometimes I go overboard. 😭 I don't want a super clean and sterile home and I enjoy being oshikatsu weeb trash so I finally hung up some more posters. 🙂‍↕️

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I luckily don't want many new figurines so they don't have to go immediately but not having an answer still bothers me! (_ _#)

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I try to ask myself if I would buy them again and the answer is no but I feel the exact same about my big Sakura an Shaoran ones but I would never sell them. So that trick doesn't do it either argh!! And it's been months since I tried to find an answer! _( :⁍ 」 )_

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Yes I'm a poser because I don't mind having figurines of franchises I'm not into if I really adore the design (looking at you, Onmyouji lol). I just want to look at them and feel genuine joy? Idk if that's joy I feel or just the "they are pretty!" kind of joy... does that make sense lol

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Selling a bunch of my figurines after realising I bought a lot of them just because I could. There are still some I feel unsure about. They are pretty and while I love Vocaloid it's not the same as e.g. how I feel about my Shaman Kings. But they ARE very pretty lol. Marie Kondo help me!!! 😭

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

M-more official meido enstars content I ah!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm so happy!!!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Right??? What were they thinking! I didn't want to go there but.... they all look like they were drawn by Westerners who try to make kawaii merch 😭💔💔💔💔 thank god I have the penguin on my card!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

On another note official meido enstars!!! My prayers have been heard!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 it's tracksuit meido but it's something!!! One day we get official meido dress merch.... one day....!!!! 🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I don't like any of the new possible suica designs very much I'm sorry. 😭💔 I think I'd vote for the purple rabbit bc it looks goofy and kinds cute in the animation but... none of them comes close to the penguin!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

We met so many other nuis this weekend! 🩵 Some woman sat at the table between me and some other hotel guests at breakfast and we had our oshis on the table and the woman looked to her left, then to her right and then her brain was working VERY hard LOL! Oshikatsu life means confusing normies! 😤

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I added some of his things in my normal scrapbook journal but I would like to have one with focus on him!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Ok I think I know why I might struggle with studying grammar. I don't have a proper notebook! 囧rz I only had some small ring notebooks aka the worst type of notebook lol. Or I'm just delulu and needed an excuse as to why I bought more notebooks... 😭 b-but I needed one where I can focus on my oshi!

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I think starting with a passport-sized journal could reduce anxiety because there is less to fill so I might give that a shot~

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I do it too whenever I feel like it and did fill up my journal quite a lot already! I just wish I could do a pretty journal too and use my cute washi/stickers but I still spiral a bit too much because of my perfectionism so uncute word-vomit journaling is the only thing that sticks right now 😭💔

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Lol I might actually consider this! °(ಗдಗ。)°. I think I need to let go of the "if it's not pretty = waste of time" mindset orz starting with really mundane things might actually be a good idea to take away the pressure right from the start! :3c

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Ah the word-vomit obviously helps me clear my mind but I'm still left with all that washi!! ლ(ಥ Д ಥ )ლ I don't have any desire to make my word-vomit journal cute either it's just here to serve its purpose...

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Maybe it's also bc most of my days are boring and I have nothing to write? lol; but it's not like I can't just make a pretty page. (´-ω-｀)

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Every few months I want to start +*+*journaling*+*+ and use all my stickers and washi but I only manage to do word-vomit journaling. I thought having a pretty notebook helps but not really. _(:3_ I think I feel pressured to make it pretty and presentable but nobody has to see it? Brain why! 😭

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I will find a way! After all I want to impress my friend when I visit her in JP next year and I want to be nihongo jouzued a lot! 😤

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Idk how to make myself practice grammar properly. It's not that I don't want to but studying kanji is sooo much easier I do daily/several times a day w/o any issue bc I can just open the app and start. 😭 /victim to the phone lol argh!! It's super weird bc I LOVED doing grammar exercises as a kid

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kon @tmgmrk.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Drawing on only one layer (minus bg) is kinda relaxing once in a while!

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