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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Man. It's so hard not to feel utter hopelessness right now. I'm just heading on a straight path toward my doom. I'm so frightened every day i can hardly function anymore.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

I appreciate SCREEN not passing even if it is essentially "the govt has decided *not* to line up & shoot everybody!" type good news. 😅

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

The richest people in the world are using all their wealth to fucking kill us, as of anyone cares

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Literally what the fuck do u do when fucking amnesty international wont help u anymore

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Cant talk about this on main anymore but it feels like no one is engaging with my art anymore to the point where i almost feel shadowbanned. Between this & the censorship in general I'm feeling very discouraged & ready to give up. Like time to find a day job & fuck off i guess

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Imagine if hololive listened & took action to the needs & concerns of trans women this quickly.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

We, as a country, could stand to be a lot angrier

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Acting like things are ok its tiring. Dunno if i can keep this up. I wanna go to sleep & not wake up until this is over.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Jarring this account into being reactivated yayyy

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Back in therapy. Its probably helping more than it feels like it is. cant help but feel like what i really need is for the president to fucking die already

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

Centrists really thought we'd just put up with nazi tattoos huh?

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

I feel like an easy solution to the upcoming food crisis would be to make housing free until we can afford food again because you know landlords dont need anymore money anyway.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

I am looking forward to seeing my therapist again so i can dump this all on him & not so much the 13 poor souls following this acct

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

Every1 should have had free health care by now. We are taking so many steps backward

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

Ive been unable to find work for over a year. I have to be on apple health medicaid because i can't find work & cant afford medical care. Its looking likely that work requirements for medicaid will go into effect next yr. Even though, as i said, i have to be on medicaid becuz i cant find work.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

The Iran War cant possibly have any tumultuous fallout because if it did that would be really scary

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

Welll glad i was wrong about this for the time being 🤤

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

I'm continuing this here. I don't think bsky is gonna unfuck itself this time. I think it's gonna get worse & stay worse.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

I'm going to move to Maine entirely so i can not vote for Platner

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

I feel so freaking lonely, man. Despite everything. Why is it like this? & What the heck can i do? I hate feeling like this i wanna cry all night long

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

Look I can't cower in fear *every* time my gov't threatens people like me & calls us terrorists or I'd get nothing done.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

Wondered why this news isnt more widespread & talked about, then i saw the "with canadian ancestry" part 🤷🏻‍♀️ Baby steps, i guess... but i do hope to see progressive countries for real step it up on this kind of thing in the not-too-distant future.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

really buckling down & planning for the future in ways that involves trying really hard not to think about how moot it'll all be if the fucking united states stays its course & causes the destruction of the internet, the economy, and a functioning society in general within a couple yrs 🙃

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

It's not like we were ever gonna vote our way outta this.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

Watching votings rights get worse and worse in real time & it's the fault of voters? for having to the gaul to care about Palestinians? Do y'all not think before you post?

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

I think its like... They see no one wants the damn ballroom & every1 hates Trump & wishes he was dead so they got the maga supreme court to pass a "we get to be emperors for life & theres nothing you can do!" law 2day & like... Fuck you.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

What a fuckass excuse for assassins this country has i tell ya what

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

Hope I live to see America have an entertainment industry again.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 23/04/2026

For every law a state passes saying "trans people are fine, dont fuck with them" another state comes in with "we're installing armed guards at every bathroom now u sick motherfuckers" & everything is getting more & more split & i seriously wonder if our existence will lead to the next civil war

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

I fuckin wanna die ha ha ha ugh. Im sure ill feel better tomorrow

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

If Android becomes a locked platform & they force me to lose my adblocker & vpn & non-Chrome browser then fuck it I'm ending my G5 service completely & using my phone as a damn phone

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

I am happy for hungary & anti-fascists in general but man, hearing his opponent mostly leans conservatively (just not to a fascist degree) makes me worried some Americans will learn the wrong lesson & centrists are gonna be more dense & aggravating than ever.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

re: *ltman, When oligarchs continue taking everything from the people, it gets to the point where the people have nothing left to lose & it no longer matters what happens to them when they start fighting back. you see your world on fire, don't try to act surprised.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

All the united states can do is make people suffer. That's all it's good at.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

I had a good time out walking & went out for karaoke during Seattles few days of Spring & just crashed to hell 2day. Been kinda dealing with the dawning realization that while seasonal depression wasn't helping, it being over won't exactly save me. Still fucked & scared for a million other reasons 😔

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

Seeing how grocery prices are getting already i think im past the point of "i saw nothing" when i see discreet shoplifting. If i see someone throw a chair thru the window & dash out with a full cart i will just wistfully walk on by

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

If they somehow invented a nuke that would spare the oligarchs from the fallout, the world would have been nuked 87 times by now. But they can't, so they wont. Thats why i dont take nuclear threats seriously.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

It takes a special brand of petulance & headassery to announce you're gonna lean into AI, after the events of this week. The likes of which we've never... well ok, we've seen it. & we'll keep seeing it.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

This may be the bummer acct but I do, in this moment, feel like we're gonna win =⩊=

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 25/03/2026

Between the USPS surcharge & the shit at the airports I really wonder how a riot hasn't broken out yet. Seems only a matter of time. "It's what they want, it'll give them an excuse to shoot us!" yeah sure ok, we'll see when it happens how much fucking fun it'll be for these idiot thug babymen.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

2026 be like Evil entity: trans people everywhere must die. Evil entity: also Trump is bad Liberals: whoa amazing *clap clap clap*

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

U know things are going great when an actor dies young & ur 1st thought is "lucky guy" 🙃

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

Y'know letting Hitler handle his own death was a mistake. The guy needed to be stabbed at least 17 times. Preferably crucified. Him & all his enablers. Make it really clear someone like him should never exist again y'know? Instead he kinda got to go out on his own terms. Big mistake.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

Autistic people know how hard it is for us to be dishonest. So isnt this regine fucking exhausting? Acting OK is so exhausting!

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

I dont want to be a famous comic artist anymore. Or a comic artist in general. Or a popular e-girl. Or popular in general. Or super comfortable. Or wealthy. Atp i just want to live the rest of my days in peace. Will I even get that?

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

I stopped pretending things are ok in a text to my mom just now. Hope it goes all right...

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

I dunno, feels like we realize how much Bernie sucked ass around 12 times now, & we keep forgetting. Lets not forget this time.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

I should follow my own advice & be more mad than sad.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Anyway. Im currently fighting addiction w idle games & it destroys my ability to sleep regularly or do literally anything for more than an hr a day. Everytime im on the verge of quitting ill see an article like "trans torture to be a televised sport in texas" & it drives me right back.

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Jaq bummer acct @tiredjaq.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

My life isnt over yet & i should enjoy it while i can. True. I do what i can. But i can only push what's *going* to happen to the back of my mind so far, & for only so long, before i fucking lose it. Guess thats why this acct exists now.

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