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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Had another meeting yesterday with ED talk group and man.. it'd so nice to be able to complain about shit irl

🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Im gonna be fr but this 'recovered' friend keeps dropping 'casual' comments abt weight loss and forgetting to eat and doing xyz diet and it's pissing me off because sure lie to yourself but you know how fucking triggering all that shit is so can you not put that shit unprovoked in general omfg

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Ive been sick for three entire damn weeks holy fuck

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I'm so overwhelmed and lost at how to start looking for internship places

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

The moment a recovery account turns recovery content creator you know they lost touch lmao

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

dietitian in three minutes fml

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Turns out my fucked up blood results are something genetic so i told my parents "hey good news, my odd results arent anything to worry about!" and my dad had a "wait that's sth genetic?? I had the same last time and also unsure why" then i got great news sir!

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Was gonna do my standard black pants & shirt with my daily rings, necklace and bracelets to meet up with friends and then realised i dont actually wanna do that so here we go :3

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Havent lost shit the past year and the year before i lost 20kg what the fuck

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

I'm doing embarrassingly bad today and i see my doctor in an hour omfg kill me

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Being broke rlly makes it easier to starve because tf am i gonna do groceries with 17 euro

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Some of the food i cooked lately :)

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Waiting for therapy about to have a panic attack lmao

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

The scale at home and the scale at dorm dont show the same number which like doesnt rlly matter i suppose but now when i weigh myself at home im just mentally keeping track of the number to see if its going down and not tracking it as my actual weight because 90% the year i use my dorm scale 😭😭

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Therapy isnt helping for my ED but fuck it sure unlocked a renewed gender (presentation?) crisis

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Sometimes i forget my parents are aware of my ED and then my mom randomly takes me out for lunch and it's like ah. she noticed my lack of eating the past two days for sure

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

Ive been so busy omgg august will be the month to lock in yall i swear

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

Fuckkk i dont remember if i ate much the past days and now i got a little hungry so i bought grapes and ate half the box but now im shaking and feeling rlly dizzy 😭😭😭

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Spent the entireee day at the park today and had a swim in the lake and god i love my friends this was the best day of my life

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I dont get how i lost weight so steadily from my hw to my cw and now i cannot for the life of me get lower like what am i doing wrong omg

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Havent weighed in two? three? weeks and im fucking terrified

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Im so tired of people doing the whole "giving in to your ed isnt sustainable" "you need fuel to live" "without food you'll be unable to do the things you love" what makes everyone think i wanna be alive anyways

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Biweekly "i dont wanna do my dietitian appointment there's nothing i wanna talk about" moment

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Sorry ive been so busy the past week going out with friends and doing day trips nearly constantly that i have been half assing my cal tracking and now i feel im faking my ed lmfao

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

All my friends are on my ass about not eating and "you'll faint if you don't eat" and now out of spite i wanna keep going until i actually faint

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

Havent eaten since lunch two days ago and lowkey feeling fine ngl

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

I ate thrice yesterday with this camping trip but im gonna skip breakfast today and pray no one mentions it lmao

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Pasta w vegetable sauce & vegan cheese but idk the cals and im stressing out

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Leaving in ten minutes to go camping with my friends for a week im sososo excited

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Bruhh i grabbed a cookie a sec ago and while i was eating it my mom went like "oh u seem to be doing better :) ur eating more!" Oh cool ok im eating more to the point u can tell right great im gonna kms

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

My new pants fit fine around my hips and they dont need a belt to hold them up or anything but around my waist i can fit both my fists in between 😭 so i need a belt anyways so it doesnt look weird

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

Breakfast on the morning train before the heat hits :3

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

the roads are melting lmfao kill me

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

so fun fact the heat makes psychotic symptoms worse

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Kinda stopped giving a shit and share screenshots of my own posts with my friends without bothering to blur the username so if any of them are lurking, hi

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Guys dont do your T shot while standing on empty stomach during a heat wave you will get dizzy

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Went shopping with my mom friday and i was grabbing mediums to try on but my mom was like "you need a small not medium 🤨" and i didnt believe her.. she was right yall

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Wildly triggering! She knows about my anorexia! She talks me through meals several times a week! Do you hate me are you mad at me do you want me to feel terrible because why would you pick that knowing i wanted to end it all over a bag of chips last week

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Pulled a muscle in my back at 4am and couldnt sleep anymore and now it's 7am and they started breaking open the pavement next to my window, again, which they did last year too, also exactly during this period, which is exam period. bruh

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Gonna talk to psychologist today about (re)starting sports pray for me

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

How'd i lose 19kg and now im just stuck bruh

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

i love my friends but id never ever let them cook for me omg

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

I've been taken out by nausea 0/10 terrible awful kill me

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🦊 @tinyghostberry.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

If someone wants to be moots on insta my @ for my mentally ill accountTM is moth.berries and my main (photography posts) is ghostly.cath so request whichever or both idc <3

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