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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety

@tinychaosmouse.bsky.social
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⨀ Disability Consultant ⨀ Sensitivity Reader ⨀ Community Manager and Moderator She/They, PNW,♿, Queer, Multiracial Black Indigenous, Rat Momma Polyam/Pan/Shameless Flirt “Though she be but little, she is fierce!" ko-fi.com/tinychaosmouse

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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I've been quiet because yay trauma triggers, but it's important for me to say: I was 16, 18, 20, and 25 years old. Jane Doe is not alone. She is all of us. Every single one. Our daughters, our sisters, or mothers, and our aunties deserve justice. Jane Doe deserves justice.
Red text on black background, all caps: I AM JANE DOE
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Hot Noods: Rat Edition! Chestnut and Peanut having the time of their lives.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Cashew says "Imma fighter! Imma be okay! Wheeze!"
A brown and white pet rat investigating the camera on the other side of his cage bars.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
CW: medical abuse, people not keeping their fucking hands to themselves. This is why I've been fairly absent since friday. A few of you checked in but I just don't have the bandwidth for individual conversations right now. Thank you for your patience with me.
i went to connections crisis center in kirkland. they were AMAZING....but out of beds. so they sent me to smokey point, where I decided during intake that I would be leaving because the intake nurse was DEFINITELY hitting on me. "38??? you look 19!" "Oh, I like you, probably more than I should." etc etc all with the same smarmy smile. 
he also had me alone in the intake room and tried to grope me and a female worker came in and yelled at him because it's female to female for intake. He called me a little liar when i tried to say something. He also got visibly angry when I declared I was leaving AMA [against medical advice] and tried to stall me out for FOUR HOURS before another nurse made him start the process. 
To answer the most obvious questions: yes, I'm going to report him, no I'm not really sleeping or eating, and no I didn't do anything to encourage any of this. I only have his "name" which is two initials, so reporting him is going to be a challenge, but I'm still gonna try. I apologize to the people I haven't replied to yet. I'm, understandably, not doing so hot.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Welcoming in the autumn season!
A photo of a candlelit alter. There is a bundle of sage in a shell, and a heart shaped candle. Behind the display are various ephemera, ranging from small frames to a painting of a spine.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
Here we go again....
A photo of an arm with an IV in it.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
Oh I am so fucked. That said $438 this morning. A medical bill was supposed to take out part of their payment but instead took the whole damn thing. This is not what I needed. Happy bday to me I guess. Im so tired. I was gonna get groceries...
A bank balance statement showing $21.64 in checking.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
Meet my new emotional regulation device. Its a little handheld tetris that I will try to use during my panic attacks. Xanax is no longer my first line of defense. Made it home safe from portland and boy, what a trip!
A photo of a tiny handheld electronic device that plays tetris. It is green, white, and purple.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
Proof of life.
A selfie of Mouse. She is wearing dark makeup and a low cut shirt. She is smiling.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
perfect mix of saturday night and the rest of your life
A black and white photo of Mouse. She is wearing a low-cut shirt, star necklace, and a shoulder-length wig. Her makeup is dark, with black ups and dark eyes.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
It's amazing what getting rid of dead weight jerks who never wash their fucking sheets can do for a gal.
A photo of Mouse, who is wearing dark lipstick, large glasses, and a dark wig.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
this lil guy is cashew. <3
A brown and white rat peeking out of a blanket.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 09/07/2026
Have a sleeping chestnut, as a (quiet) treat. Lil eepy baby.
A photo of a sleeping cream and brown pet rat, half covered by a blanket.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 08/07/2026
Text, white on black: how do I stop mourning
For the life I needed
While still trying to survive
The one I got?
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
S M O O S H. cashew and peanut are each other's emotional support napping buddy and would like to remind you to take your meds, drink your water, and have a lul stretch. #ratsofbluesky #rattos
An albino and a brown and white rat smooshed together in a hammock, half awake.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
Live like the mountain is out. Tahoma is so lovely!
A photo of mount tahoma in Washington state
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
"The house ape tricked me! Said it was snacc, wasn't snacc. was icky medication. TEN THOUSAND YEARS IN THE DUNGEON FOR HOUSE APE!" -- Sulking Cashew, probably
A photo of a rat with chubby cheeks resting in a hammock.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
Chestnut and Cashew hope sleep finds you soon! <3
A photo of two pet rats hanging in a hammock.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
may all the good things happen for @allanshoe.bsky.social. The kindness he's shown won't be forgotten, and I'm gonna pay it forward any way I can. He legit just saved my pet rat's life. without knowing me. without knowing Cashew. Thank you so much!
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
My perpetually eepy lil grumpgus.
A photo of a brown and white rat, snoozing away.A photo of a brown and white rat peeking out from under his favorite yellow blanket.A photo of a brown and white rat, politely staring at the camera.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
The world's tiniest curmudgeon, cashew.
A photo of a brown and white domesticated rat peeking out of a yellow blanket.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
Playing hookie out on the islands!
A selfie of Mouse in a colorful dress and glasses.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 23/06/2026
Therapy kicked my bootycheeks. If anyone needs me... No you don't. mouserito.exe has been launched. doodle by @therileyomalley.bsky.social
a line doodle of Mouse bundled up in a blanket with a laptop.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
Insomnia selfie? Insomnia selfie! Despite it all, and perhaps to spite as well, I am still here.
A black and white selfie of Mouse. She is wearing a hoodie and large glasses.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 12/06/2026
Proof of life. Exhaustion included.
A selfie of a smiling woman wearing glasses, dark lipstick, and a yellow dress.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
Chestnut and Cashew would like to remind you that every day should begin with a good snerf and a cheerio.
A photo of two pet rats poking their sleepy heads out of a yellow pet hammock.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
You'd struggle to get up, too, if your bed looked like this.
A photo of a plush bed with many blankets and pillows, with a mirror above it
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
Mr. A. is always with me, even when he's miles away. I know every bead by heart.
A picture of a hand holding a black beaded bracelet, index and thumb finger shaped in a heart. The text reads "courage, dear heart."
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 25/05/2026
Felt well enough to go out today. Hot pot first, then a game of honey heist at @fridaytea.com!
A selfie of Mouse, a mixed afro-indigenous human, who is wearing glasses, a teal shirt, and a star necklace.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 21/05/2026
Cashew starts his day with a snack. What's your wake-up food of choice?
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 18/05/2026
Imma wife this man.
A photo of a full dinner plate on a golden yellow pillow. Theres chicken thigh, sweet potato, a vegetable medley, rice, and a blue gatorade.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
The good? Most bills got paid. The bad? Because someone ghosted on a substantial invoice, I have no income coming in to cover medications, appointments, and groceries. Anything helps. And pay youre fucking freelancers. ko-fi.com/tinychaosmouse
A screenshot of a bank balance reading $26.31 in available balance and $254.24 in current balance.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
For Juniper. She deserved so much better.
A photo of two lit mourning candles in an open window at dusk.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 16/05/2026
Tonight is heavy.
"I cant tell where the ache in my bones for you ends and the ache from being in pain at all times begins.

They're starting to feel the same."
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 26/04/2026
Sometimes the best laid plans blow up in our faces, forcing us to make new plans on the fly that turn into the best decisions ever. Our airbnb was a bust (and probably haunted), but thanks to quick thinking, we got a hotel and (finally) a good nights rest.
A view from a hotel bed with white blankets. A man is sitting in a chair in front of it, back facing camera, while he plays a video game on the tv.A photo of a long sofa up against a brick wall adorned with various framed decolage images with music scores and old book pages.A photo of a long dining area with a brick wall adorned with framed art and images.A photo of a meal including fish and chips, clam chowder, steak with chimichurri, and crispy Brussel sprouts.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
M L E M Yogurt lids are a high-value treat! #ratsky #ratsofbluesky
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 09/04/2026
I'm Mouse. "Yes, but what gender are you?" >Mouse. "What do you identify as?" >Mouse. "What's in your pants?" >CHAOS.
A black and white doodle of Mouse wearing a sunhat and glasses, with a teacup that says "CHAOS" and her eyes have been replaced by the fire emoji.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
Also something something there are only two modes:
A black and white selfie of Mouse, a mixed race human wearing black lipstick and cateye frame glasses. She is smirking.A black and white selfie of Mouse, with her tongue out and eyes wide in a silly expression.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
Peanut, the all white boy, is pretty much blind, so he always looks for brians hand with his nose instead of his eyes. He is a perfectly angelic cloud that can do no wrong.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
Took Mr. A. out for dinner last night. It was so nice to just talk and relax and share a meal. It was much needed normalcy in our otherwise chaotic lives.
A selfie of two people of color. On the left, a woman in her 30s with dark makeup and glasses. On the right, a bearded man in a black shirt. They are both smirking.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 25/03/2026
Insomnia may be winning, but at least Chestnut has no concept of personal space. Look at that lil smooshy fella!
A photo of two large pet rats smooshed together in a plastic hammock.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 16/03/2026
And with that, my lovelies, goodnight and sweet dreams, brought to you by a very eepy cashew. Remember to take your meds, have some water, and do a lil stretch before bed. <3
A photo of a brown and white pet rat fast asleep in a little hide hole.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
Chestnut is an entire M O O D tonight. #ratsky #ratttos #ratsofbluesky
a photo of a pet rat, cream furred with a brown nose, hanging halfway out of a blue hammock, with one arm hanging out.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
Two of 3 partners being their beautiful, silly selves. Gods above, I am so lucky.
A photo of a blonde, bearded man showing something funny to a smirking human with brown hair.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 09/03/2026
bills for the biopsy and other medical stuff is hitting and I have $85 in my account. I also have meds to get and desperately need groceries. I have no right to ask for help, but if you can, it'd be so appreciated. ko-fi.com/tinychaosmouse
A screenshot showing a bank balance of $85.86, with 0 in savings.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
I ate, even though I really didnt want to.
I washed my face.
I brushed my teeth.
I stood my naked body bare in the mirror and told her all of the things you love about us.
Our softness.
Our resilience.
They way our hips move,
Our chest heaves.
I tell my hair,
What little I have left
That little doesnt mean nothing and thats something worth fighting for.
And when I finally adorned my limbs in clean cotton
And heavy blankets
I allow myself a moment of pride
For a job well done,
Done again.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 25/02/2026
When in doubt, self-care. Took 10 minutes to myself for an eye bag treatment and some much needed deep breathing. Tomorrow will be kinder.
a photo of Mouse, laying upside-down with eye masks under her eyes. She has a slight smirk and is wearing a pink hoodie.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
TW: medical abuse and assault I fit as much alt text as I could in, but there's a 2k limit. This is why I may seem a bit off lately. it's a difficult read, but this is part of teaching my brain to accept that yes, this did happen. Thank you for reading.
So this is real hard for me to write, as the trauma is still VERY fresh.
I was the victim of medical abuse and assault.
Last monday, feb 9th, I had a bone marrow biopsy scheduled with someone we'll call Dr. B. One of my partners took me that we'll call Mr. A.
I wasn't even originally supposed to see Dr. B., but the scheduling department fucked up and had to squeeze me in with her.
My concerns started when I was told I would be awake for this; the last time I had this procedure, I had been put under.
After being reassured that I wouldn't feel it, I was given ativan and told it would wear off in roughly 30 minutes.
35 minutes later, I was taken to the exam room. By the time the doctor came in, the ativan had worn off. She insisted it hadn't, then proceeded to ignore my protests.
They tried to numb me, but I felt EVERYTHING. Every little scrape. Mr A. could hear me screaming across the building and by the time he got to me, I was in a state of shock. 
He had to fight with the doctor just to get me vicodin. Dr B huffed and left the room, saying "I've never had a patient react like that." I reacted like that because it was the worst pain I had ever felt in my life.
They did not numb me correctly, nor listen to me when I begged them to stop.
Per Mr. A's testimony: "I went into the room to see her still face down on the medical chair/bed, and was sobbing uncontrollably. The doctor was already out of the room at this point. [redacted] kept saying “I told her I could feel it”, “I told her it wore off”, and “why wouldn’t she listen to me?” Her leg was still hanging off the edge because she was in too much pain to even move it. For the next few minutes, I and another nurse, Leslie I think, did our best to calm her down. Even after several minutes from when I came into the room, [redacted] was in too much pain to move, and could only cry and ask why the doctor ignored her. "
I went through hell, and I'm still having a hard time remembering details. I am so lucky that Mr. A. was…
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
It's 10pm pacific. Take your meds, have some water, wash your glasses, and brush your teeth. You have survived 100% of the days you've shown up for, and I'm really proud of you for it. Human to human, I love ya. Bonus: A very, VERY happy Cashew the rat.
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Mouse, of the Tiny Chaos variety @tinychaosmouse.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
It's 9pm, bluesky. Do you know where YOUR meds are? This is a medication checkpoint! If you need to take them, do it now. Also maybe brush your teeth. And wash your freakin' glasses lenses. Yes, I'm talking to YOU, smudgy. Bonus: An eepy Cashew.
A brown and white rat, looking very sleepy, peeking out of a yellow blanket.
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