iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Real. i think im going to be deeply neurotic about it for a while... im taking it as a learning opportunity and a challenge of how fixed my bullshit is. had a few crashoutey days so far where at some point i was just like This is Stupid and then stopped

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

kind of worries me how im feeling pretty empty between romance shit its like my life aside from that is kind of rly shit. i was content in misery before but a little slice of Life has me needing more

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

yesss iv had my eye on it as one of the albums im waiting for

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

insta transsexuals are calling themselves "meme collectives" so i think everybody else could afford to be a bunch more pretentious

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

i don't understand i presume it's an arg type thing,, thank u tho

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

bedladen with the coof unable to do much,, send me nice things or small curiosities if u pls 🙏

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

im like this but in an optimism of will kind of way

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

i think im having to relearn many of the facets of my personality, having gone through all the Stuff and not dating mean while... it leaves a void in which i have to now figure out what to let grow to fill it. its Good, but also i feel distinctly awkward and unmasked, it's odd.

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

like what am i doing i have a free ticket to receive 1 (one) get doted on by a beautiful woman i oughtta cash in

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

me: bedbound from being sickly fatigued also me: yeah im doing okay though its all fine

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

part of me still and always wounded by the manytimes aborted attempt to walk a path involving any arts and humanities... i think it was convenience wrt: my dysfunctions that lead me to CS more than anything else. i don't resent it in itself, or, im trying not to anyhow

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

getting some good hair length now also we did each other's hair yesterday i am learning some tech

maive is posing in a vertical mirror, one hand against its hip, the other raised with its phone covering its face. its hair is wavy and long, reaching beneath its chest

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

probably its okay to end up kind of tired all the time so long as energetic capacity is allocated to living life and that ur not too frayed to enjoy stillness when u have to be at rest

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

would have +2 interested parties if we didn't have existing plans involving walking already!!

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

just remembered that makeup costs money so nvm

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

fuck it I'm manifesting a more femme era

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

u see what I'm fucking saying!!

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i absolutely have participated in that culture myself but oh dog do tech people love sneering spitting and snivelling about their craft. just openly looking down on everyone else. we all need to look in a damn mirror

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

love that album/track in particular

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

call that bitch a swag hammadi text the way its mind perfect

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

it took ten thousand years to open the sim slot but hello, nu phone courtesy of a kind friend who had a spare <3

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

(wait im too sleepy i butchered the reply) how do u prepare it nice??, i have felt i ought to adopt it since i can get it mega cheap and it would be nicer nutritionally than having white rice all the time as my main carb

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

its just my core and my gut and hip situation being all messed up, everything is this :/ oh well i had fun climbing on a roof and looking at the moon

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

gotta figure out what the fuck is wrong with my mobility (cowardice aside) that i struggle way more climbing down a very small amount vs up even if i have to do a tricky foothold and grip with my nonexistent upperbody strength...

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Big Walk (concept) save me Big Walk (concept)

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i see i see what ur saying is i would in theory need some sort of scheme

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i should start thinking more about guitar players to properly evaluate this but pat flegel gotta be up there in terms of that "loose" style of playing i rly tend to love

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

save me cindy lee my GOAT

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

nepo hire me C: C: im not good at maths but i can read papers and code things pretty good tho

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

yeah but my OS version is 100% definitely EOL i had been ignoring the warning already but it came into effect this month and doesn't let me do shit

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

idk why im even ranting here im tired of bugging people with my irritations, too. it's just a lot and idk how to be headstrong about it today T_T

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i dont like all the begging all the time i dont like it one FUCKING BIT. the extent to which i am not rly financially keeping up with basic needs has been background radiation on my mental all month, i have done well to keep high spirits in spite of it, just not enough to work on employment shit

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

PLEAAAAAAAAAASEEEEEEEEEEE

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

someone give me a job i promise i still rember how to code :C

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

was in a pretty bad mood already today now its like more annoying to plan to go outside or if i wanna try n hang out or somethino

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

stupid fuck ass bank app EOL'd the OS version on the phone im using and stupid fuck ass paypal withdrew to the wrong acc (i had opened another to work around exactly this fucking issue) so i cant pay for my phone data aaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA jessus CHRIST i am getting so sick of being broke

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🦊🌹 @til.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

im in my jazz era, kinda, very slowly chipping away at stuff i would actually wanna return to

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