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liam i'll miss you forever, rest easy

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either way i love my friends i'm so grateful for having them in my life

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crazy as in amazing and scarily surprising how i feel so at ease with it – scary because it feels like i must be silencing some part of my feelings for sure

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but like this year was me graduating and moving to a new city and living alone and starting uni and it's all been fucking crazy and i never took the time to process it

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like the tears won't run down

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everything from this year is just hitting me at once but I5CAN'T CRY

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

i'm missing liam specifically tonight

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Anyway i'm gonna reread mates' christmas chapter to remind myself i do like christmas just not the people

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

if you don't like christmas raise your hand 🖐️

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 23/12/2024

hey watched wicked again (loved it as much i'm literally in love)

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

i purely identify because i was born on halloween so that's kinda my brand in my head, i'm not saying i'm legitimate whatsoever

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

also one thing i loved (i knew nothing of wicked before) is how it really builds the witch persona. like why she has a hat, and how her wings are her broom ; as someone who identifies with witch codes that was cool to see

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 10/12/2024

ALSO the person i went to see wicked with didn't know anything around the movie so when i giggled at defying gravity (at first then i serioused) she didn't know why and i wanted to explain to her that i'm in queer media so..... but she wouldn't have gotten it 😔

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 09/12/2024

finally saw Wicked 🎉🎉🎉 and i finally understand everything, especiallyyy 1. Cynthia's voice holy mother of god 2. fiyero's flirt, like yes jonathan 3. how important that movie is, it's so good cinematically and the message is everything and so well shared to everyone too

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also if anyone were to be like “but that'd ruin the music for me” i am sorry but if the fact the artist is a fascist was not enough then i don't wanna talk to you bye

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and important music can be, so no i'm not asking anyone not to listen to it. BUT you can still boycott it – not support them financially by only listening on illegal platforms, by not sharing on socials, and don't give them a goddamn platform!!! i say bring back shame ffs (3/3)

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translates to our pop culture! idk if the word is right but i'm talking about how people have seemingly no problem supporting and or sharing the work of people who associate themselves with the fucking nazis such as Kanye West or Matty Healy. and i mean it when i say i understand how emotional (2/3)

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

with this whole ordeal in France (the government got dismantled, thank god, but we have no idea who will be next) it's got me rethinking about how much support the far right has had last elections. this lack of shame to vote for fascists is witnessed everywhere lately, and i feel like it also (1/3)

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i am talking about harry, i cannot help being absolutely enamored by him but pleasing is fucked and shit in every way and that's not all

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 04/12/2024

i wish i could love a man for his beauty and talent and apparent personality without being aware of his shitty political investments – or even better, i wish i could know about every single of them and they'd all be great

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Je vends une (1) place pour Les Misérables, comédie musicale au théâtre du Châtelet, samedi 21 décembre 15h00 – sans visibilité, prix d'origine 12€ Selling one ticket for Les Misérables, musical at Théâtre du Châtelet, Paris, Saturday 21st of December – no view, 12€ i'm willing to change the price

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

i have basically never had a good memory of christmas and have had multiple horrible ones, that's why btw

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

all this talk of Christmas WILL makes me reread Mates' Christmas chapter because i must cry somehow

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as someone who is always scared to move on by fear of loosing all the goods i've had, it's a good reassurance that i won't. good clings to you just as much as the bad, you just have to allow yourself to see. and you can always come back to it, it loves you always

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and also, I've felt like, knowing what happens helped me not to be so emotionally involved (the first read ruined me) and so i didn't feel as connected exactly, but there'll still always be this part in my brain that is reserved to this story,

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rereading has felt amazing tho. like, it's a story that goes straight to my soul and touches every part of me to soothe, beyond the very stirring parts. and it feels so great to REread that. that's the power of books, of many forms of art – it's permanent,

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lune ☽ @ticketstocinema.bsky.social · 29/11/2024

i've just finished young & beautiful and i'm Sad

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i watched zayn's live and then i read the young & beautiful chapter where harry breaks and i'm tired and i have to wake up too early tomorrow and i'm so sad and i also had a realisation of how proud i was of myself and i just– to much emotions i'd like to pass out

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i feel so in line with myself, the power of literature is incredible

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beyond that, rereading my favorite book is the very best experience. i get to have new memories from it, a better comprehension of the characters, of the story, it why it touches me, and so so so much love flowing around

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they are not sad tears, but happy would not do them justice. this fic resonates with me on a soul level it's actually mind boggling, and the tears are just my body and mind's way of exteriorising the emotion

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i have been near tearing up multiple times rereading young & beautiful and that makes me so happy lmao

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i think it's the type of story that stays with you forever

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thank you x1000 for sharing your art with us!!! to write at all can be a trying thing, so to share it with the world, and do it for free at that, is the bravest and kindest gift to the universe. your stories are worth everything, for this only, and much more beyond. i'm endlessly grateful

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i have had many thoughts of wanting to read young & beautiful as a food… umh but idk, i'm not sure i trust other mediums to pay hommage to a book, i'd have to think about it at least

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