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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

I did an art piece this year called The Birth of Penis using an abalone shell, dried flowers, rocks & seashells, and a testicular implant leftover after an erectile implant and it feels like a lovely spiritual companion to the fantastic piece below!

A mixed media sculpture using an egg shaped silicone testicular implant, dried flowers, abalone shell, rocks, seashells, and paint.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

This year has been crap so far. Lost two cats to age & illness, my mom's health is still declining, and I'm still dealing with drama from over a year ago that shouldn't have ever been an issue to begin with. I'm so tired. We live in such a hellscape. I just need a fucking short rest, universe. Plz.

Two orange cats on a table in a green dining room.

A pale orange cat snuggling a white hand with fingerless gloves on while on a green couch.

An orange kitty in sunlight on a cat tree.

A groundhog eating avocado on an older wooden deck out of a bowl of seeds.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

Yesterday (Saturday) was a really difficult, trauma reigniting day and life has overall been kicking my ass. This one goes out to the people who seem to really enjoy making my life much harder.

A digital graffiti art piece that has a variety of colors and textures and reads "If you must kill me, use thine own hand, and do it swiftly" with very small text that says "I don't have much time" by Beau Jágr Sheldon aka Thoughty, 2026. NO AI or generative tools were used, only Procreate's basic brushes and editing tools were used.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

We are having a bit of a time right now. Kyrie has been sick and we unfortunately will be having to put her down tomorrow. It's hard and we are sad. 16 and a half years.

A cute tabby cat with big green eyes, a white snout, and a small bit of white on her chest.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

If you don't wear a mask in crowds & enclosed spaces, you can kiss my ass. I was THE ONLY VISIBLE PERSON IN NEWARK AIRPORT wearing a mask last weekend. I didn't get COVID then. Two of my partners work in hospitals where they don't require (& discourage culturally) masks, tho, so fuck me I guess.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Artist! Quote with your dark art! I like working with very dark art but this is one of my favorite sets of companion pieces.

A digital illustration of a Nosferatu like vampire about to prey on a cowboy sleeping by a campfire.

A large, imposing reddish dog by campfire in the dark.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

I'm 38 today. It could definitely be a better day, but we've got some big "it is what it is" going on here.

A white person with dark hair and facial hair in a blue tank and a green and blue flannel shirt over jeans.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

Said goodbye to our sweet old man, Siggy, after 18 years. I'm going to miss him a lot 🩵

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

Thank you! I'm trying my best , I hope you're doing well also! 🩵

An orange cat wrapped up in a white and green throw blanket.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

Vanity Fair photos have me looking at the color grading and framing like 👀 ~*~scandalous~*~

Richard Nixon speaking to the press in front of a gold curtain and flags.

Bill Clinton in the White House during his impeachment and scandal denying his affair while Hillary stands behind him.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

Art project, mixed media, a gift for my partner using their testicular implant that was removed to be replaced by an erectile implant, an edible flower from one of our dinners out, two pieces of abalone shell from a special sushi dinner, and some decorations. Inspired by the birth of Venus.

An art piece displayed on a bannister in sunlight of an egg shaped testicular implant painted iridescent pale purple, an edible pink flower from one of our dinners out, two pieces of abalone shell from a special sushi dinner, and some decorations to make it look oceanic and like it's in a tide pool.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 08/11/2025

Turn is definitely "what have you done to that bird? You fucked it up, you gave it anxiety!" (Art by Cecilia Ferri, layout by @johnwsheldon.bsky.social , text by Beau Jágr Sheldon aka Thoughty (me). thoughty.itch.io/turn)

A screenshot of the Turn RPG manual with the Raven character archetype text and an illustration of a Raven with a set of keys on a branch. Art by Cecilia Ferri, text by Beau Jágr Sheldon aka Thoughty, layout by John W. Sheldon.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 18/10/2025

Today I'm pretty laid up with pain and I wanted to draw but only had less than a half charge on my iPad battery and the pen is buggy, so I figured that was a good limiter. I used my fall prompts list I recently made and got pain, saturated pastels, and archaic as prompts and modifiers. Ta daa

A digital drawing of a nonbinary figure seated on the ground facing away from the viewer, with a spike through their skull. The person's body is abstracted inside the outline with tiny barbs ridding their skin and flashes in orange over their whole body. The image is framed in colorful splats and streaks.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

As seen at Bon Vent Cider in Maine 💙

A sharpie written sign with red anatomical hearts on cardboard that says "May [we] love in ways that devastatingly disrupt organized state violence".

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 05/10/2025

Me, at ~2am, the night after my first immune infusion, the night before a week long trip in Maine, immediately cleaning up a mess left when the hot handle on our second floor sink faucet popped off snd geysered all over the bathroom, including multiple litterboxes. If curses exist, I've got one.

A white person with dark hair and facial hair lying in bed in a grey tank.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 26/09/2025

Trying to be a human, failing. I don't feel safe being myself in public these days, even if I still try.

A white person with short dark hair and fiscal hair in a blue and cream western styled cowboy shirt with two cats in cowboy hats.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 20/09/2025

Maybe it should never have been up to the government or corporations what art should be made or shared or enjoyed or rewarded. Really hope I get to edit photos soon. Function needs to increase but I'm trying. In camera LCD: cormorant in flight at North Park Lake, from kayak.

A photo in a camera LCD screen of a cormorant flying past a blue sky, pine trees, and changing leaves.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

I am genuinely proud of this freehand scratch art I made today. #nonbinaryMasc

A rainbow scratch art of a person displaying their bottom growth with the text "Big dick, small hands, all cunt".

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

I am trying very hard to keep going but when my little circle of the world feels like this, and I feel like I'm surrounded by hell because of our government and the cultures that support it, it's really hard some days.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

The universe shuffled my Thoth tarot deck by spilling it all over my bed, so I drew three (past, present, future) and i honestly have never seen three wands come up reversed like this.

Three tarot cards on a bed, the queen, seven, and eight of wands reversed.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

Selfies from the other day. Wondering how lumpy my head will be when I have to shave my head bc my hair is thinning so bad. I had hoped I could make it until 40 but even with hairline powder I'm almost as bald as my dad. :/

A white person with dark hair wearing a blue patterned short sleeve button down over a grey tank with aviators.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

Sameee i just got these two but now have no real reason to wear them lol

A white person with dark hair wearing a partially mesh black bodysuit.

A white person with dark hair wearing a mesh black muscle tee.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 01/09/2025

Art I did today inspired by a recent episode of Star Trek: Strange New Worlds and the unattainable nature of peace and joy.

A digital illustration of a purple skinned person with dark hair lying down in the nude in front of a space scene with stars, a moon, a sun, and a blue and green sky, with the text in glowing white handwritten script, "Dream of your sun, moon, and stars."

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

Showing the challenges of trying to fill my pill case with my tremors when they're a little above normal intensity, mostly for myself to have record.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

"I don't care what anyone says, I LOVE that movie."

The Willow (1988) movie poster with illustrations of Warwick Davis, Joanne Whalley, Val Kilmer, and other performers as their characters in the film with a predominantly red color scheme.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

I don't know what life will be like juggling all of this, on top of a life that seems dedicated to be filled with crises, in a world that doesnt seem to want people like me alive and is pretty determined to put us all down somehow, and no one being able to stop things from getting worse. I'm scared.

A tabby cat with bright green eyes in the sunlight and shadows.

An orange kitten sleeping on a blue chair.

A buff colored cat with a slight snaggletooth.

A black cat snd tabby cat by a food dish, looking up.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

Cw cat skull #oddities #sculpture #skull I am pretty proud of my first completed oddities project! A cat skull recovered ethically on a farm, cleaned by me, with small painted clay fungus sculptures & a clay corpse hornet (as close as I could get). This is going to Carey but I hope to do more.

An oddities sculpture with an ethically sourced and cleaned cat skull and hand painted clay sculptures of various fungus and an interpretation of a corpse hornet.

A close up on an oddities sculpture with an ethically sourced and cleaned cat skull and hand painted clay sculptures of various fungus and an interpretation of a corpse hornet.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 23/07/2025

Sunset is beautiful tonight, and there are lighting bugs out. It's also nice temp. I walked out, saw the sunset, and my mom messaged, then a firefly landed on me. Sunset is almost gone. Fireflies too. Some good things are shortlived. RIP William. I hope there's peace wherever you are.

A photo of the sunset in the suburbs behind a street of houses.

A text message conversation in which the sender tells the receiver "Time of death 8:31." And the recipient responds with "Hugs", a blue heart, and a sunset photo.

A white person with dark facial hair and blue hair in a short sleeved button down over a graphic tank sitting on a porch with their sunglasses reflecting the sunset.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

Went to Night in the Tropics at the National Aviary today w/my partners! Thank you to Robin for making it possible for us! Bird pictures eventually 😅 my colorful flock (left to right) Robin @thaurfea.bsky.social , John @johnwsheldon.bsky.social, Thomas, me, & Carey @zombiedollxx.bsky.social

Five queer white people, four with beards, one with glasses, and three with colorful hair, all in floral and tropical patterned shirts.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

One kitten who is sleepy and tidy.

An orange kitten sleeping on a red pillow by his carrier.

An orange kitten sleeping on a red pillow.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

Without downloading any new pictures, describe your gender.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

Fresh hand squeezed lemonade in a green punch bowl with matching glasses, an octopus patterned kettle, and loose leaf and bagged tea.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

A table set with fancy green plates and glassware; an Earl Grey infused gin cocktail; tea sandwiches of tuna salad, egg salad, and cucumber with cream cheese; cheese and veggies; carrot, devil's food, and white cupcakes with bowls of icing for decorating.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

Earl Grey infused gin & citrus for cocktails, supplies for lemonade, cupcakes, Twister(s), and cupcake decorations including supplies for icing :)

Lemons and oranges, supplies for icing and lemonade, and earl Grey infused gin.

Cupcake decorating supplies, cupcakes, and fancy plates, and a copy of the Twister/Twisters Blu ray set.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

Tomorrow I'm hosting a Topsy Turvy Twister(s) Unbirthday Tea Party for my partners (originally planned to do it bigger but I was too overwhelmed tbh) and I'm making tea, sandwiches, and decorate-your-own cupcakes. Got the cupcakes made tonight.

White, devil's food, and carrot cupcakes fresh from the oven, set on the stovetop for cooling.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

I look like trash but I just had a luxurious massage and fancy steak dinner so I'm trashy luxe.

A white person person with slicked back blue green hair and dark brown facial hair, blue wearing a grey short sleeve button down and a blue tank top in a car.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

The first I can remember actually writing down was Walk with Me, which I posted on G+ ages ago but have no idea when that link actually is tied to (before i changed my name at least). I started designing Turn in like, 2013? But didn't codify any of it in writing, out of fear, until 5-6 years later.

Walk With Me
2 person apocalyptic RPG set in isolation

It is dark. You have no one else. You have nowhere to go. It is cold. There is little food, and there are predators at every turn. Beastly monsters have taken your home, so you must leave your sanctuary to find food and find a new shelter. If you don't find food soon, you will need to make a choice. Your path is perilous. You start to walk.

Both players start with six dice, representing your soul and your life.

You roll dice every time you need to survive.

Every time you feel lonely or afraid you steal one of the other people's dice.

Whoever has no dice first is the one that kills the other. Their dice are restored to full, and they can find a new companion.

The walk never ends.

I should note: that there are no failure/success numbers for the die rolls is on purpose. Figure that shit out yourself. It's your walk.

https://plus.google.com/u/0/+BriannaSheldon/posts/WcEs1bYJpub

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 16/06/2025

This guy (our new kitten, Ratatoskr) climbed all over me while I was in therapy today.

An orange kitten sitting on beige carpet with a speck of litter on his nose.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

Fingers crossed this new bag makes actually going out to take photos easier!

A blue camera backpack with brown leather straps.

The interior of the top of a blue camera backpack with brown leather straps.

The side pocket of a blue camera backpack with brown leather straps.

The tablet pocket of a blue camera backpack with brown leather straps.

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Beau Jágr @thoughty.bsky.social · 31/05/2025

This may not be my best art but it really makes me smile. A simple interpretation of a scene I saw in suburbia with fields instead of houses, in which a dog was showboating across the intersection and the owner was playfully making a big deal of the delay. It was a good dog day.

A digital illustration of a person in a raincoat, jeans, and tennis shoes walking their black sog across an intersection of two roads between two fields. The dog is playfully running on its leash while the ownerb is laughing and making a show of encouraging the dog along.

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