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when a bug associated with filth and decay lands on you and all you can think about is how you must smell and are rotting inside somehow you're sick something is wrong and the bugs know

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 18m

anyway happy OCD awareness month my contamination OCD is getting my ass bc a fly tried to go up my nose while I was half asleep

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Whimsy Bunny Doodles 🐇 @whimsybunnydoodles.bsky.social · 2h

OCD awareness month

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 40m

and if your problems are, in the case of former friends, the elderly women who come into the mortgage office you work at, or your coworkers disabled son.. that's just being a bully

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 40m

when you're a 17-23 year old or whatever and your problems are other 17-23 year olds... your fellow 17-23 year olds might be impressed. when you're pushing 30 and your problems are other 30 year olds, it's getting pathetic babes

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 40m

also, while there's a point that physical bravado can work and be appealing to some... it increasingly becomes pathetic and obvious that it's pathetic. partly with health and age, but also...

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 58m

at this point I mostly feel bad for his wife because being a package deal means she doesn't get invited to shit either

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 1h

or find someone else who is willing to do your more typical give and take without the bullshit. small talk about the weather has more depth than listening to a superiority complex rant from someone who habitually ruins every social group they touch

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 1h

it's transparent, ppl see thru it, and why would they bother to be around you at all and take you seriously at all? if you give nothing but venom you can't even back up, then idk, I can go talk to my bedroom wall.

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 1h

no one is fundamentally unlikable and there's definitely a lot that could be said about how this is/can be a manifestation of autism and mental health struggles etc. but it's an unfortunate truth that if you make yourself unpleasant to be around, tote out a superiority complex backed up by nothing..

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 1h

your friends aren't going to like it if their concerns are always 'stupid' or 'pointless'. if anything they care about is beneath you unless you also care about it. but only so much because caring too much is some weak 'gay' shit

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 1h

and in that case dude is about the same age with me and has hemorrhaged all his close friends, family wants nothing to do with him, incapable of maintaining a space in any hobby groups, incapable of keeping a job (bc it turns out there are consequences when you explode at a coworker)

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 1h

like stick with what you say if you're actually tough lol. like you can't handle a real argument so you're either just pretending to care or, in the case of former friend, other people are below you and aren't worth hearing out when they have any problem with your behavior

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 1h

thinking about behavioral parallels btwn a friend I used to have and an acquaintance I stopped speaking with. and it's just like yeah, there's a difference btwn genuine confidence and a sort of faux bravado where you act tough and then try to play the 'only trolling it's funny you got mad' card

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USER WAS BLOCKED FOR THIS POST @blockedforthispost.bsky.social · 7h

oh is it crashout time

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Rafin @rafin.bsky.social · 6h

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kibo @kibokey.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

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MICH @fricklord.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

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MICH @fricklord.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

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MICH @fricklord.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

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lily🌱 @owlylly.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

beast of positivity

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RAWR @slushedhyena.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

I’m out of dopamine

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Good Trailcams @goodtrailcams.bsky.social · 11h

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 15h

nana just called me 'hieroglyphics andy'

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FRUITBLUSH @fruitblush.bsky.social · 17h

After the Fire

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 16h

the difference between me and a lot of you is that my early internet experiences existed in the void of the mid-00s-mid-2010s. and I got to make my mistakes without thousands of eyes on me waiting for them to happen.

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 16h

I wish it was easier for everyone. I wish every space was good and welcoming. I wish the world wasn't full of snakes.

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 16h

I will always empathize with folks and critters who try to find community and it ends up biting them in the ass. bc I know it's fucking hard out there. it sucks that hard lessons are often necessary to figure out what's good for you and what isn't.

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𝐣𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐡✵ @dogyards.art · 18h

beast of burden —

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 16h

I am remembering why I don't try to make friends anymore

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 16h

sometimes it really is simple as 'i know more than you'

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MythologyBot @mythologybot.boodoo.co · 17h

F493.0.4 Pestilence in visible form.

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 21h

you'll even get paid for it then

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 21h

like idk I like my current therapist it doesn't feel great to swap.. I understand how chronic illness makes shit hard..... but also we're not "friends" and I have uhhh needs

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 21h

consult with a different therapist on Friday and like it's silllyyyyy but I feel so guilty about it

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 22h

$100 or we're close enough to be in DMs only then

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 22h

trying not to give my takes online voice but also as a bystander when some shit ppl are being various levels of correct and incorrect about is. pained wavering thumbs up

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 22h

watching people I care about step on the same rake and take it to the face over and over again isn't really fun

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 22h

if you catch me sitting in the shower with soap on my face staring at the wall it's the headmates conflicts

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flesh lump @rotten.dog · 17/05/2025

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 06/10/2026

wellb can also have some emotional impulsivity / aggression / agitation/ anger outburst side effects so keeping an eye on that but it doesn't really feel like that it mostly feels all the time like. uh oh! and i got uh oh what. and my body is just like No Reason Only Uh Oh

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 06/10/2026

i mean wellb keeping me from krilling my shellf. but the DPDR has been really bad and the low um of anxiety has mostly been manifesting as a paranoid unrealistic Fear. feel like i'm going between trapped in fight and trapped in flee lol

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🫀🦷🩸 THORN 🔒 @thorn.critter.land · 06/10/2026

i'm giving myself a week of just-wellbutrin to adjust and see if the ssri withdrawal continues to fade but worst case i am tacking back on 2.5mg/5mg after this week just bc i got a lot more emotional vibrancy back even just halving the dose and that's what i cared abt most but lately uhhh

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