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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 03/09/2025

(3/5) also sorry about the one misspelling huehue i just noticed it now while adding the alt (._.)''

for three months of working, i can't write even for a single line on discord or my notebook. i covered myself in another outlet, watching films, series and mindless scrolling through social media. by the time i surrendered my uniform and other company property, on the way home, my phone got stolen — i've never felt more freer but i felt sad for my two bestfriends who couldn't get contact with me. i finished reading two or three books while unemployed. i'm glad my father is understanding and got lenient but from time to time he'd be knocking on my room to ask if i was job hunting.

job market becoming a bald forest. there is no job to hunt. not unless, of course, if i can sacrifice my sleep. i can feel like becoming a small creature applying to different job openings i sighted. nowhere near the program that i pulled through for five years. and if i start counting the number of years i wasted, i can see it through my piling laundry.

two films that sunk deep within me were solaris by andrei tarkovsky and love&pop by hideaki anno. it pounded my head real hard that it made me write before the new year [2024] and i remember writing about love&pop, choosing the very small gesture about phone and digital camera. both has the capability of socialisation and isolation but what's haunting me was the word, "taking". obsessively wanting to own something and someone while desiring independence.

and there's this line i wrote, "men who will deliberately choose to champion their very loneliness rather than to call each other" i rarely see myself as a man but whenever that happens i caught a glimpse how i act around like that one very time i attended an all-women club event and i kissed or two. the day after, at work, i talked like a man how he got hit. the loneliness ived felt borne from not knowing how i will be and it's ruining my relationship to women who i am attracted romantically.

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

bixby play the subway by chappell roan #from:dbigihn

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

glad to wake up seeing this. my saint

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 05/05/2025

idk if durarara fandom is alive 😭 but if you heard of the anime you definitely need to listen the op and eds esp this cunty track

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

that time when I was playing around snapseed #thmtrandom

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 08/01/2025

baka kung may alam kayo, message me. salamat

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

Without downloading any new pics what's your energy going into 2025?

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

finally caught up with gangsta [manga]

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

brain will be fully develop next year. sana masasayang desisyon na ang isipin

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 26/12/2024

every month they ATE. the amount of cunterism

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 24/12/2024

just belted out careless whisper not cracking a voice to that falsetto happy christmas 🫂

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 22/12/2024

rewatching high&low: the worst and i still can't get over about how goki maeda didn't get casted for bleach live action. the man is literally uryu ishida

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 21/12/2024

kowloon generic romance tv announcement!!!!!!

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 19/12/2024

love this bit on the first half of 2024 where i just take photo of our food (mostly dinnertime) and choosing random film/series to pair it with

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 12/12/2024

laughing at this photo of me and my father. GIRL CALM DOWN!!!!!!!!!!

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

throwing these here because i no longer have ig ewwwww u could notice how im obsessed with my eye makeup and lips 😬 #thmtrandom

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

++ the intention of losing the memories TO LEARN AGAIN ABOUT WHAT YOU LOVE FOR YOURSELF is peak cunterism #thmtmangareco

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 24/10/2024

i always wrote down everything on my notebook first and then typing it to my phone/laptop but before i get to transferring it, the second step is harder because my handwriting is fucked. oftentimes, i dont understand a single thing and that leaves me crying to myself. the cycle repeats #thmtrandom

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 21/10/2024

read Kowloon Generic Romance currently has 70 chapters and im not lying about schrödinger's cat plot setting #thmtmangareco

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 20/10/2024

giving a second chance to the lines that i wrote but were never used for my prose writing from: decaying bodies i gnawed in high noon

Hallowed be thy spit / I awaits with open mouth.

It feels like every kiss I shared with him / was also the same amount of reasons he'll slipped out of my hand.

This land within me that I spent years cultivating / was easily infested / for I invested / because I thought you were bewitching.

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tongue humoured my teeth @thmteeth.bsky.social · 19/10/2024

this was me back when i wrote "belladonna" after watching eiichi yamamoto's "belladonna of sadness" my gut still hurls when i read the line, "envious and filthy creature you are! you want to be touched by the loving G-d?" the tonal voice reading this line is so insulting wtf

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