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i feel like 3 has been a lot more present this con even though they haven't fronted

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hoping it goes well! don't have a dx either, plus one of us is nonverbal, so not sure how much we would benefit. tho have definitely had everyone benefit from therapy anyway!

true, i'm not like hiding it from my therapist, just led and been too focused on gender stuff to get around to that discussion. talking plural stuff with someone who might not get it scares me a bit because that def something we are fragile on.

that is really really good. i still haven't gotten to talking about that with my therapist.

putting a collar on my bf and buying him a tag that has my number on it and "call if found" rewrote my brain

people don't understand fisher but most people don't know about them outside of their range. everyone has opinions on rabbits, and rabbits have a lot of cultural connotations around the world.

like, one could pass it off as just, we are more confident in our body and friendships, so no longer timid rabbit, but like, that's not how we feel rabbit? tbh i feel like that is reversing cause and effect, that confidence is coming from communicating us as fisher being simpler than rabbit

for some reason "presenting as fisher" the past couple of cons has felt so much more euphoric than "presenting as rabbit" which is deeply fascinating because i don't know what that means or why i feel it's true

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was interested to see if con would rouse the rumored fourth critter but think everyone else has just been too loud

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 14/10/2026

the species euphoria of tail goes crazy

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this would be a not great escalation in me not being able to eat beans

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 14/10/2026

body decided to do a full purge last night for reasons??? i had a drink earlier but was completely sober for like 5 hours before getting sick. maybe the vegan bean burger i had? or just pushing myself way too fucking hard by staying up too long

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 14/10/2026

bf experimented with a shock collar last night and man i love pressing that button

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 13/10/2026

oh also i got my tits, ass, and nothing groped for no reason at tsa so not a happy fisher

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 13/10/2026

flight shit, astro had a tire pop on the way home from the airport, and my donut lost all it's frosting

Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 13/10/2026

yay it's everything goes bad time of year!

Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 11/10/2026

it feels counterintuitive, but being more comfortable in this body has had us feeling more creature. like a lot more creature.

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 07/10/2026

but morally use whatever terms you feel communicate how you feel best, that's literally why they exist.

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 07/10/2026

i feel it gets hard with navigating human gender as a nonhuman. like, definitely feel more fem as fisher, but not in a human fem way. same kinda with bunny, feel a bit more masc but again not in a human way. and kinda feel like both of these are counter to human ideas of gender???

Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 06/10/2026

i don't drink a lot but like, the fact that no one brought it up until i mentioned it to my friends weirds me out a bit. idk, i don't think i am gonna try it because i do like having a drink or two every couple weeks

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 06/10/2026

got prescribed wellbutrin for adhd and then realized that i can't drink alcohol while on it so

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 06/10/2026

if anyone wants to be friends on dog online my friend code is K8N4B8G5

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 03/10/2026

kinda gravitating toward electric type for possible flax pokesona for a lot of metaphor shit that i don't think i have seen with electric type.

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mochi comforting me after i got heatstroke, it's still so funny to me the contrast of his concern for me and his excitement for new toy

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knowing who you are talking about, it's still wild to me that they kept doubling down on "sure a bunch of people are coming out against me but have you considered that this ONE person who did has mental illness?" like it did anything other than further condemn both of them.

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brain is still bad i really fucked up missing my meds yesterday

honestly lowkey might just make a mess idc

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i'm not renewing nitro so really not much point in it, plus there's people in there i'd like to remove but that would be a mess

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 01/10/2026

think i am gonna delete my discord server in a bit idk

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what if i told you that fisher beryl was a scheme to get feral art

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 01/10/2026

what if i got feral art of fisher beryl holding a beat up plushie of bunny beryl in their maw

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 30/09/2026

i stopped shaving my legs like a year on estrogen because fuck shaving also it looked weird because i refuse to shave the fur on my tummy

Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 30/09/2026

i ate one (1) meal today, i am gonna curl up and pass out now

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 29/09/2026

so like, i guess technically 3 is depicted in beryl's ref lol

Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 29/09/2026

one of the things i wanna explore more once i have a budget to get art is beryl's earring color changing depending on which headmate is being depicted

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 28/09/2026

trying think how i'm gonna talk about the big thing in therapy today

Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 28/09/2026

honestly that's why we mostly keep our plural thoughts on a separate account. kinda filters a lot of people who wouldn't get it out. glad you found another piece to the puzzle tho!

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 27/09/2026

hoping when astro gets back i feel better

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 27/09/2026

still have so much anxiety and stress and trying to figure out how to deal with it

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 26/09/2026

laying on the couch with the door open listening to the outside and breathing in the fresh air is fixing me i think

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Beryl ΔΘ& @therian.beryl.gay · 26/09/2026

any other therians feel a burst of energy with the fall? like i feel like i have to do a million things rn and it feels very prepare for winter coded